Sleep deprived trash fire ;P

TAG YOUR MOOTS AND MAKE THEM EXPLAIN THEIR USERNAMES LORE

Starting with me:

Hyyl18 because when i was youngest i had a group in a random app with some friends and i didnt knew qhat username to use so i decided to create one with things i used to read since we were talking abt fanfic in this group so: Hot Yaoi Yuri Lemon +18 stuff (i was in my dirty era dont dare to judge me). Hyyl18 thats it. Now i use it everywhere yay

My first one was Fizzycan and I’m not actually sure how it came to be. I was word mashing and this sounded good and unique to me when I first started out on Pinterest of all platforms.

Then I came to sketcher’s united (previously known as sony sketch im pretty sure) with the same username. I’ve stuck with Fizzycan for YEARS before coming to tumblr. Then I tried Fizzycan on Tumblr and the name was apparently taken by a bot or something, I just know someone who hasn’t been active for years was squatting the username. So I was F1zzycan. Then I came to twitter and realized that an NSFW artist had taken the username entirely so I changed my user on ALL platforms to “Euxoa”.

I was certain that this was a VERY unique username (it came from a latin username generator), then the name was taken on twitter AND tumblr (again by a name squatter), so I just mashed some letters around to create my truly unique and super awesome username… Aoxuko. And this will probably be my username for good lol.

And hey, it turned out to be a pretty good username that no one else has xDDD

Tagging people makes me nervous sorry y’all I am curious about your names

Failure is something you have to encounter countless times, pull yourself out of it and keep going. That is strength, your physical prowess is also strength, your resolve and your determination to keep going when everything in your body is screaming to let go, is also strength. Your inability to give up is strength, your vulnerability and acknowledgment of your own limitations is also strength. Liu Qingge is described as someone who values loyalty and strength, in order to replace him as peak lord, one must attain more than one kind of strength to become the protector of the peaks and the "sword" of the sect leader.

His constant sparring sessions with his disciples where they're being, essentially beat up (that's bound to happen when ur up against an immortal) is setting them up for personal challenges that they will have to overcome themselves. The ability to recognize your own weaknesses and limitations, the strength and discipline to keep going and growing, the resolve and stubborness to stand before your peak lord once again to spar with him, knowing you're gonna get your ass handed to you and then having to do it all over again. True strength. The biggest point to note here is, this is exactly what we see from the peak lord too when he spends 5 years in a deadlock against binghe.

More importantly, when you have big responsibilities and you're aware that it'll be an even bigger responsibility for those coming after you, the expectations and standard for the younger generation is going to be more challenging and competitive. As one of the strongest cultivators of his generations, he sets an even higher standard for his students because it is quite literally required of them to be better than him in order to replace him. He WANTS his students to be better and more powerful than him so they'll be prepared when the time comes for them to take over.

Shen Jiu vs Shen Yuan!

Based on the post by @ablaze-stan

I love thinking about all the differences in the characters from pidw to svsss. Shen Yuan just slightly misinterpreting how SQQ is described to be different enough when trying to emulate him 🤌

And from Binghe's perspective his rage and qi deviation pushed Shen Qingqiu into self destruction where his body fell from a tower. He assumes the guilt for this, despite the outside forces and reasons, and while it (the self destruction) pre planned by someone else, it also resulted from his choices

After each caused the other to fall into death (both symbolic and literal) they then both sat a vigil over what they had left of them while awaiting a return that they can't imagine being a happy one

Binghe tended to his Shizun's body planning to resurrect him while also inevitably expecting to be rejected and hated

Shen Qingqiu tended to Binghe's sword mound while quietly waiting for him to escape the endless abyss. Fully expecting hatred and rejection

They love each other

They kill each other

They mourn each other

They wait for their return

Feral little SJ who SY recused and is now super protective him, following him around like a duckling because 'Shizun has no self preservation instincts and is to nice'. A mini LQG who wants to fight and also mus protect SY, and then YQY who just wants to keep SJ safe.

All of them adore SY and when Bingge shows up all of them seeing how Bingge looks at SY and NOPE not their Shizun! We know how big your harem is like hell we're letting you take our Shizun and make him one of your hundred wives FUCK OFF.

Bingge is being cock blocked by horde of overprotective ducklings... who all look uncannily familiar.

All of whom know how to utilize puppy dog eyes and can distract SY from his wooing.

Bonus: MQF survived finds his way back wanders into Qing Jing peak that is not in ruins??? sees SY and reborn sect siblings and just like ... you know what life is weird enough this may as way happen and moves in as medic.

Moshang Bonus: SQH who was reborn as SQH is reborn and SY finds him SQH is not happy 'Goddamn you shitty system you got me killed and now I have to live again as an NPC! where is my refund I do not want to go through puberty a THIRD TIME'

Then meets cucumber bro while older and see's Qing Jing peak and just internally screaming

SQH 'BRO DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU'VE DONE???'

SY 'Yes i've made a safe home for all these children who faced the consequences of YOUR HACK WRITING!'

SQH is the oldest there after SY so he's put in charge of the little 'monsters' whenever SY leaves... he hates it tyhey always try to run and follow SY, they've imprinted on him and he cannot keep them away from him.Also crying toddlers and kids whenever SY isn't there which airplane can't stop!

Not to mention every time his bro leaves he comes back with more kids! Bro you're worse than batman please stop!

Then one time MBJ comes along with Bingge on wooing mission (MBJ is meant to distract the children so that Bingge can talk to SY) only MBJ is moping because SQH accidentally died (SQH thinks MBJ killed him but it was an accident and MBJ has been in mourning for years)

MBJ sees SQH out of corner of eye and is gone he is there jsut staring at what he knows is his Qinghua! While SQH is screaming 'JHE'S GOING TO KILL ME AGAIN! oh no my king whose been taking care of you? Is he ok-forget that i'm going to dieeee AGAIN!!'

SY, experiencing cute aggression with the power of 1,000 suns (internally): OHHHHH MY GOD THAT IS THE CUTEST THING IVE EVER HEARD OF, THE GAP MOE IS TOO POWERFUL!!!!!! RAGHGGGG IM GONNA DIE FROM CUTE OVERLOAD!!!!!!!!!!!!

SY (out loud): Pinkie is a great horse name, I’d love to see it sometime. Reminds me of the stuffed cat I used to sleep with, named Kitty. :)

LMY (internally): Damnit…

The problem is that, due also to being a professional hater, whenever he encounters something he doesn't understand, he has a tendency to simply immediately denounce it as 'absurd' or 'stupid', or simply 'incomprehensible', without updating his mental model or trying to figure out if there's something he's missing.

He's the guy who thinks he already knows better than anyone else - the one who doesn't hesitate for a second to call a character's actions 'OOC' even when the author himself says otherwise. Who doesn't hesitate to declare that he understands a character better than even the author does. And he's not entirely wrong (at least, when it comes to Luo Binghe and PIDW as a whole), but he's also unbelievably stubborn and has shut off his brain to any possibility of new development. He's also the guy who says that a character is acting 'OOC' after an extended period of thematic improvement and growth, because he doesn't like the fact that the story has gone in this direction but only knows how to express his opinions as objective fact.

He's intelligent, and loves to learn when it comes to certain subjects of interest (mainly monsters), but when it comes to other people, he's destructively incurious. If someone acts in a way he didn't expect from them - such as Luo Binghe openly flirting with him, or Liu Qingge acting protective, or either expressing anger when he gets too close to the other - he picks up on it immediately, and remarks on in inwardly, and then... immediately dismisses it. It's just 'strange behaviour', that's all. People behaving 'against their interests'. It's all just part of this ridiculous world Shen Yuan has been unceremoniously shoved into, and he can't possibly be expected to understand it all, right? It was all merely badly-written lowest-common-denominator porn, anyway. It is simply Not That Deep.

(And well: obviously this is all also a very good way to avoid confronting anything he might ever not wish to acknowledge. In the broad sense, that thing is 'I might sometimes be wrong about PIDW'. But more specifically... it is much easier simply to complain that Luo Binghe is messing things up for no reason than to acknowledge that he might be a little less straight than Shen Yuan believes him to be, or that Shen Yuan might not entirely mind when he makes these 'mistakes'.)