narcissist

it honestly depends on who i am talking with, what’s the context of the conversation, do i need to achieve something etc.

usually i don’t, with close friends i don’t act, im being myself. in public, at uni or at work i usually just don’t talk about stuff like that and dont voice my opinions out loud.

but there are certain situations when i just love to act like i care and like i’m this deeply committed person. for example, with people who are „activists”, liberals who are *so* concerned about everything and everyone. i love to act like i’m even more concerned than them, more „right”, more engaged. i do it to put them down. for example: someone says that AI is unethical but then uses it. i don’t give a fuck, but i will say something about that in order to make them feel stupid and to point out their hypocrisy.

personally it’s such an adrenaline rush, also the fact that you are able to fool the other person so cleverly, its a really cool feeling

they are pure, they can’t be intentionally irritating or plain stupid, they obey you and can be endlessly devoted to you.

no, i don’t want to have an hour long lecture about why saying the n word is bad. i don’t fucking care. let me say what i want without consequences.