RAWR

the problem is i really do love staying up until one billion o'clock. it just cant be helped

never take for granted the moments when you’re not nauseous

it is so annoying being so self aware about all my issues like okay what now girl

bodies should have crash logs. why the fuck did that just happen.

i think i deserve financial compensation for everything. all of it. i’m not even gonna specify

not many people know this but when talking about your multiple pronoun-using friend you build up a combo meter for every subsequent unique pronoun you use

i’ve been feeling like a loser because well i’ve been engaging in loser behaviour and activities like not looking after myself

one time I went over to a friend's house and their housemate was making paper in the living room, and we saw this big tub full of water they were using to dissolve old scrap paper into a slurry, and everyone was immediately like "oh, you need scrap paper?" and started turning out their jacket pockets and producing expired coupons and bus tickets and crumpled receipts and old shopping lists and whatever else they'd been carrying round with them for no good reason, and passing it all to the paper-making housemate to make sure it was suitable before it got torn up and dropped into the tub, while people took turns stirring the slurry with a big wooden stick. it was strangely ritualistic, like presenting an offering to some kind of temple elder for inspection before placing it in a watery shrine to be devoured and reformed. pulp for the pulp god.

"less" took me right back to "nauseous" and im not okay

Less by Olivia Rodrigo is SO evil this is so gut wrenchingly sad oh my god

I don’t have a body…I am a body….I don’t own my body….my body is me

not 2 be fake deep but…capitalism commodifies everything, even the self. You think about your body as though you are outside of it. You assign a value to it based on how well it can help you move thru the world. I stand outside of myself saying “at least this body is still young, at least this face is still beautiful. These are things that will help me make it.” Your body becomes a thing. But the whole time your body has been you, and so you become a thing.

when i'm having a good day but olivia rodrigo starts talking about some give me back my time and i will give you back your heart