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day 15: oral fixation

Man idk I'm high again and lowk just thinking about. Pre and early transition Allen. Like Amber still exists here, but the twist is that Allen's dead name (referred to as his scientific name, long story) is Amelia and Amelia was the funniest girl and she was so not a girl and every once in a while pre-transition you could see Allen peaking out and you can see the guy he's gonna become. She was so rough around the edges, sweet in the middle

Enough self projection tho I think Alfred would be the theatre kid that would audition for the lead and always expect the lead and brag about how he's gonna get it before cast list is posted and he's usually like the villain or failed love interest or whatever and he makes up so much bullshit about how his character is more important than the lead anyway

Allen got cast as the lead once and hated it. He told their director that if she ever put him anywhere other than an ensemble - solo ensemble at worst, he would quit forever

Amelia usually is cast as the secondary female lead, the best friend, the other lover, etc etc etc. she landed a lead for a role that suited her stupidly well, and it showcased all of her strong points and was just so incredible for her, and now she's rarely cast as anything other than female lead