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self-diagnosed with loving @8elowme forever and ever. That's it that's the bio, keep scrollin!

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hey thanks!! it really is ok, im having pizza and we're chatting about goofy things we did together when we hung out irl going back like. gosh 16 years ago. It's also weird because I'm not sad to the point i wanna cry or grieve? mostly cuz i know this is honestly the better option rn and have no desire to keep someone a walking corpse just so others can be happy. And even if there's Nothing after death then that is also fine, easiest thing to do ever 👍

(I worried i was being heartless or smth but I just do not have the same hangups with death that are so common. sharing brainspace with Ichigo who has died more than once helps lmao)

idk it's really very weird just, being able to talk to a friend over discord while they're literally actively dying. i mean Dying dying as in they'll be gone within a few days at best?? we're handling their online affairs which is fine and just communicating via chat/voice message

it's just Weird. we're fine with death and not shy about it especially when it's way way way better than a person continuing to suffer for no reason. i mean when someone is terminally sick then at some point you gotta stop telling them to Hold On because you're just making it worse! we've been their pal and encouraged them to keep trying but like i said after a while it's just, unkind to keep pushing. better to spend the time they have left just being there...

purrsonally i believe in reincarnation and hope that he either a) gets to live the next life as a very happy and pampered kitty cat b) if he must be human again i hope it is so much nicer, wrow, this life was so unfair