pandora
they/it
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[ 32 | alterhuman | queer ]
[ indigenous | australia ]
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blog to dump my thoughts on my alterhuman identity and to reblog relevant posts
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Welcome to a simple blog for me to explore things about myself and my nonhuman identity, and to simply reblog relevant posts and things that I like.
You can call me Pandora. New nicknames are welcome.
They/It, Adult(32)
- Horse
- Spotted Hyena (can be depicted as any hyena species)
- Nonhuman-humanoid
- Enderfolk (Hybrid - Enderian/Elytrian)
- Piglin
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I block, unfollow and filter liberally, because it is not on other people to cater my online space for me. If I see something I don't like, I remove it from my sight and move on.
I take ZERO responsibility for other's online experience as this is my blog. Learn to cater your own online space as it's only on you to do so.
If you see anything you don't like that I post or reblog, just unfollow and/or block.
People just looking for an argument or who are rude will be blocked and reported. Comments along the lines of looking for a fight or being rude will be deleted.
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Before You Follow found below the cut, will be updated as I see fit.
I am an Adult - Dec '93
If you are not ok with this, and I follow you, please soft block, or block me to keep yourself comfortable.
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I am Queer/Asexual and Indigenous(Australian).
I am Genderqueer/Nonbinary and label myself under the transgender umbrella.
I support trans people and their rights.
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I use the word Queer. Both for myself and my community.
If you do not believe in reclaiming slurs or you tag things as "q slur", etc, just block me.
I am also kink positive, pro-sex education, pro-sex worker, etc.
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Most of my sites will be SFW, but there still might be possible adult content, which will be tagged/filter when possible. Keep this in mind if you are a minor or do not wish to see such!
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For certain sites with tagging systems I try to tag everything that I post with general, wide tags when they are useful.
Use any content filter options to stop from seeing what you don't want to see.
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I do not tolerate hateful comments towards any animal, especially insects, spiders and other "creepy crawlies" and will block on sight. I understand phobias and squicks, but ALL ANIMALS are worthy of respect and life.
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I am inherently and always will be anti Generative-AI and any large machine learning that steals from others and harms the environment.
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I'm not here for internet drama and discourse, don't drag me into it or tell me about it. I have more important things to worry about.
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I support contradictory labels/identities.
I support people who choose and intentionally create their identities and who use labels/terms that they feel fit them and their experience, no matter how temporary it may be. Because personal identity is way more nuanced and fluid than the boxes made to explain them. No one completely fits inside a box.
I support systems regardless of origin, including endogenic.
I support disability rights, including the right to self govern, and the right of dignity of risk. Including those who do not wish to "heal".
I do not get to tell people what they are experiencing or how to live their life because the only one who should be able to dictate that is them.
I support paraphiles.
Including non-offending/no-contact of ones that would be considered harmful. If they are not hurting anyone and managing their paraphilia it isn't my right to judge them or tell them how to live their lives.
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Everything has nuance.
Nothing is ever black and white or can be easily shoved into neat boxes.
What one person may believe is harmless could be the worst thing ever to someone else.
Experiences are individual and opinions are subjective.
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Thought crimes AND thought heroism do not exist.
You are not making the world a better place by attacking people for their thoughts, no matter how horrible, if they are not acting on them. You are not morally superior or better for not thinking "bad" things.
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Your disgust does not dictate morality, or what is harmful.
Learn to live with discomfort if something is not actively harming REAL people/things.
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I am inherently anti-censorship.
Yes, including the fiction you don't like that makes your tummy upset and your head hurt.
No, a little censorship only on the things you don't like will NEVER work.
If you give the power to take away certain things to people in power, then it only takes them labeling the things they don't like as those things to get rid of things that had nothing to do with anything in the first place.
See, as an example: people screaming about how pedophiles must die and they're the worst thing ever and in turn how governments and queerphobes try to label all trans, gay and queer people as pedophiles which means they must be inherently harmful and so need to be eradicated
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Ship discourse is not welcome here in any way.
But also, as some language information... Proship does not mean "problematic shipping" and that was never the definition of the term as much as some want others to believe it is.
- Pro = supporting or agreeing with something
- Anti = opposed or against a particular thing or person
A Proshipper is, and has always been, someone who supports shipping and people's right to ship things, and that is it.
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I am of the old internet mindset of "if you don't like it, don't look" and "don't go looking for things you know you don't like/you know will upset you."
Only person to blame for interacting with things you don't like is yourself. Learn to remove yourself from the situation instead of placing all blame on other people who probably didn't even know you were there, or wanted you there, in the first place.
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I'm old and tired, and kids these days would probably label me a "proshipper" as I believe there is way more nuance to this entire thing than simply the black and white mindset that the internet & fandom communities have shifted to over time.
It is not my place, or my right to tell others what they can and cannot do in fiction/fantasy.
I do not condone harassment over fictional characters, ships, etc, and if you're one of the people who think that this is ok, or that someone should die because they think differently than you, block me.
It's unrealistic to believe that anything created that holds taboo or problematic content means the one who created it condones it IRL. This falls along the same kind of mindset mostly conservative parents spat that "violent video games make people violent", which we all know is not true.
Censoring problematic content will not stop people from creating it. They will just create it where you cannot see it, which in turn could make it harder to find, and harder to stop when actual harm is happening.
Can fictional/fantasy content affect reality?
Sure! I will never say otherwise.
But to believe that it always does, or that it affects reality 1:1, is unrealistic, and assuming that most people cannot differentiate between the two.
Fiction and fantasy were created for people to be able to entertain ourselves, and to explore topics that we never would, or were impossible, in the real world in the safety of our minds and spaces we created.
The actions of those who use fictional content as a reason to do harmful things in real life is entirely on them, not the fiction, and they need to seek professional help for their paraphilias or actions.
If something...
- happens between two(or more) consenting ADULTS
- makes someone happy
- does not harm themselves or anyone/anything IRL
...then what other people do is none of my business.
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wondering if maybe I should just say I'm a curly horse at this point since my horseself is depicted as such because I have natural curly hair, or if I should just continue to say I'm the general idea of a horse than anything specific 🤔🐴
Animal rights as a belief = that animals have the same inalienable rights as people. my bias shows with this comment but i must say it is often verrrrrry anthropocentric, because the main consideration of many of these people is often our own concepts of freedom and choice.
Animal welfare as a belief = that animals deserve to be cared for in a way that is aware of their abilities, emotions, and preferred environment. Quality of life is the most important consideration
It is absolutely not impossible for these two to go together, but ime you will often find that people who put animal welfare first are usually noooooot the same as animal rights people
EXAMPLE: is it good to kill an animal because it will have a very low quality of life if it lives?
A proponent of primarily animal rights is less likely to say yes because we generally consider it bad to kill a person for a poor quality of life, because people often don't wanna die
A proponent of primarily animal welfare will say yes. Because animals to not tend to display an understanding of the far future or their own death, and pain sucks especially when you cannot think past it. It would be cruel to keep it alive because it is suffering, and is very very likely unable to conceptualize this suffering in the same ways suffering people do if at all
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I personally think we should all stop attacking critters (especially children) who call themselves therians without knowing the actual meaning, its so much better to just explain Therianthropy to them and suggest they look into terms like Otherhearted or Otherpaw
This project was a dream of mine for a very long time. As someone interested in language and literature who also happens to be alterhuman and a furry, I have really been wanting an organized creative space where individuals can easily find and engage with community writing and art. I finally began work on starting ANIMAL this March, and now I'm sharing it with all of you! I'm not really sure how much sustained interest in this magazine there will be, or if it will be enough to even get it off the ground, but I figured I'd give it a shot anyways. It's my hope that ANIMAL can be part of a movement that promotes furry&alterhuman pride, understanding, and acceptance, starting with our own voices and creations. If you're an animal in any way, shape, or form, we'd love to hear from you!
The support we've received thus far has been absolutely incredible!!! Thank you to each and every one of you who has already subscribed to our substack and followed us here on tumblr <3
Do you have a personal essay or a piece of art you're proud of? Have you always wanted to try writing flash fiction? Did you write a poem for a class assignment that one time, or do you have a lot to share about a new book you just read? We are looking to publish writing and visual art from our communities, regardless of subject matter: works do not need to be explicitly about being an animal. We accept submissions of all genres from all animals, everywhere. We especially encourage submissions from BIPOC and disabled creators. You can find submission guidelines and instructions here on our blog and on our website!
Every time you catch yourself going, "Fuck, are humans just inherently evil and naturally inclined to selfishness and harm???" you HAVE to remember that that's literally a core ideal of Christianity.
So if it feels inescapable and like evidence of it is everywhere, whether at times or always, that might just because you're in a Western country where you're surrounded by Christians who believe that, fundamentally, in their worldview. And also they talk and make art about it all the time and run the vast majority of news outlets. And spent over a thousand years burning any art or texts that disagreed with them. Etc. etc.
If you're gonna come to as drastic and painful a conclusion as that, at least take the time first to make sure you're not working with biased evidence (surrounded by too many people and cultural products that believe original sin is real)
And if it turns out the feeling WAS partly the result of cultural Christianity, then hey, that's great news, because it means there's that much (and it really is SO MUCH) less evidence that humans inherently suck. Which is good, because we don't
ignore that cultural trauma, ask an archeologist / paleontologist.
how often do we find human remains / burials attributable to a peaceful death of old age, or at least to disease / wild animals? and attributable to human violence, i.e. with traces of weapon impacts?
to use an old quote, the last ape became the first human not when he picked up a stick to reach some fruit, but when he used that stick to bash another ape over the head and take away his fruit.
I disagree with pretty much all of that, actually. Modern archeology is only just in the process of pulling itself out of hundreds of years of racism, bias, colonialism, disproven assumptions, widespread graverobbing, and massive, blatant pseudoscience; many ideas and publications in the field that older than about 20 years are of highly questionable provenance.
I personally am much more convinced and compelled by newer theories that, if any piece of technology made us human, it was not the weapon - it was the carrier bag, the story, and/or fire. (But not fire with the primary purpose of violence, mind you - fire with the primary purpose of heat and food and sanitation)
Here's a quote on this from one of my absolute favorite thinkers and writers, Ursula K. Le Guin:
If you haven't got something to put it in, food will escape you-
even something as uncombative and unresourceful as an oat. You
put as many as you can into your stomach while they are handy, that
being the primary container; but what about tomorrow morning
when you wake up and it's cold and raining and wouldn't it be good
to have just a few handfuls of oats to chew on and give little Oom to
make her shut up, but how do you get more than one stomachful
and one handful home? So you get up and go to the damned soggy
oat patch in the rain, and wouldn't it be a good thing if you had
something to put Baby Oo Oo in so that you could pick the oats with
both hands? A leaf a gourd a shell a net a bag a sling a sack a bottle a pot a box a container. A holder. A recipient.
The first cultural device was probably a recipient. . . . Many
theorizers feel that the earliest cultural inventions must have
been a container to hold gathered products and some kind of
sling or net carrier.
So says Elizabeth Fisher in Women's Creation (McGraw-Hill, 1975).
But no, this cannot be. Where is that wonderful, big, long, hard thing, a bone, I believe, that the Ape Man first bashed somebody
with in the movie and then, grunting with ecstasy at having
achieved the first proper murder, flung up into the sky...? I don't know. I don 't even care. I'm not telling that story. We've heard it, we've all heard all about all the sticks and spears and swords, the things to bash and poke and hit with, the long, hard things, but we have not heard about the thing to put things in, the container for the thing contained. That is a new story. That is news...
It sometimes seems that that story is approaching its end. Lest
there be no more telling of stories at all , some of us out here in the
wild oats, amid the alien corn, think we'd better start telling another
one, which maybe people can go on with when the old one's fin-
ished. Maybe. The trouble is , we've all let ourselves become part of
the killer story, and so we may get finished along with it. Hence it is
with a certain feeling of urgency that I seek the nature, subject,
words of the other story, the untold one, the life story.
-via Ursula K. Le Guin, The Carrier Bag Theory of Fiction. Originally published 1986, new edition with forewords and commentaries published 2024.
Oh also if any technology did make us human, archeological evidence currently very strongly argues it was when we harnessed fire and invented cooking.
Fire is literally the reason our brains are larger than any other species of ape's, because harnessing fire meant we spent radically less energy spent on digestion - and those excess resources instead changed the evolution of the human brain.
Also fire is probably the reason we're not fully covered in hair anymore, evolutionarily - because we evolved in equatorial Africa, where not wearing a fur coat everywhere was an evolutionary advantage due to, you know, the temperature of it all. Once we could make our own heat to survive the cold nights and winters, less insulation was a huge evolutionary advance in equatorial regions especially
Cooking may be more than just a part of your daily routine, it may be what made your brain as powerful as it is
Wherever humans have gone in the world, they have carried with them two things, language and fire. As they traveled through tropical forests they hoarded the precious embers of old fires and sheltered them from downpours. When they settled the barren Arctic, they took with them the memory of fire, and recreated it in stoneware vessels filled with animal fat. Darwin himself considered these the two most significant achievements of humanity. It is, of course, impossible to imagine a human society that does not have language, but—given the right climate and an adequacy of raw wild food—could there be a primitive tribe that survives without cooking? In fact, no such people have ever been found. Nor will they be, according to a provocative theory by Harvard biologist Richard Wrangham, who believes that fire is needed to fuel the organ that makes possible all the other products of culture, language included: the human brain.
Every animal on earth is constrained by its energy budget; the calories obtained from food will stretch only so far. And for most human beings, most of the time, these calories are burned not at the gym, but invisibly, in powering the heart, the digestive system and especially the brain, in the silent work of moving molecules around within and among its 100 billion cells. A human body at rest devotes roughly one-fifth of its energy to the brain, regardless of whether it is thinking anything useful, or even thinking at all. Thus, the unprecedented increase in brain size that hominids embarked on around 1.8 million years ago had to be paid for with added calories either taken in or diverted from some other function in the body. Many anthropologists think the key breakthrough was adding meat to the diet. But Wrangham and his Harvard colleague Rachel Carmody think that’s only a part of what was going on in evolution at the time. What matters, they say, is not just how many calories you can put into your mouth, but what happens to the food once it gets there. How much useful energy does it provide, after subtracting the calories spent in chewing, swallowing and digesting? The real breakthrough, they argue, was cooking.
-via Smithsonian Magazine, June 2013. Emphasis mine. In the time since this article was published, what was considered a "provocative theory" in 2013 has become a matter of increasing scientific evidence and scientific consensus.
Richard Wrangham lays out his theory as a whole in his 2010 book Catching Fire: How Cooking Made Us Human.
For more current summaries on the history of fire, and scientific and archeological evidence for its role in human evolution:
Evolutionary fire ecology: An historical account and future directions.
August 2023. BioScience, volume 73, issue 8, pages 602–608. Permalink: https://doi.org/10.1093/biosci/biad059, paywall-free.
The discovery of fire by humans: a long and convoluted process.
By J. A. J. Gowlett. June 2016. Philosophical Transactions of the Royal Society B, volume 371, issue 1696, epage 20150164.
Permalink: doi.org/10.1098/rstb.2015.0164, paywall free.
Or, less scholarly:
It takes a lot of calories to power a human brain. Find out how cooking and gut microbes help us make the most of our food.
Humans are not defined by our capacity for violence.
Current archeological evidence suggests that humans are, if anything, defined by the hearthfire.
By cooking. By our ability to keep ourselves warm. By our ability to provide for ourselves and each other. By humanity's millennia-long quest to beat back the ravages of starvation and hunger.
By our millennia-long quest to make our lives, and the lives of those we love, more and more into something we can live
Also like do go ahead and ask an archaeologist/anthropologist. Ask them about the healed broken bones they've seen that is evidence of humans caring for one another since we became human. Ask them about the hearths they've found for humans to gather around, and the cookware they've seen crafted by human hands. Ask them about the small circle of bricks in front of hearths that confounded them until someone realized it was to keep chicken chicks in the house where children could play with them. Ask them about the tools of creation they've seen. Ask them about the musical instruments, and the artwork spanning back to when we lived in caves. Ask them about the children's footsteps, their play preserved in mud. Ask them about the clothing they've seen and the hands that stitched them or wove them.
Ask them how long ago we looked at wolves and saw friends. Ask them when we first tilled the soil and planted seeds so we could grow things on purpose. Ask them how long ago we began to travel simply to explore the world around us.
Ask them why they put their hands on the earth searching for history and spend hours digging through archives and talking to other humans about the past. Archaeologists and Anthropologists are like the #1 people to love humans so much they want to know everything about all of the humans across history, and IMO the questions you ask them are a bigger reflection of the person asking them than anything else.
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i know things are hella grim in the nsfw/kink art circles especially in the last year --
but I'm hearing there's a NSFW-friendly ko-fi alternative built on atproto that's actively in the works, and being vetted by lawyers right now. as torrent-princess (OP) says, you should be able to swap out payment processors while keeping your account intact. this matters since even if stripe removes support, you'll still have a shop and all of your links intact. (ATproto is an infrastructure that bsky is built on, but is far bigger than bsky with far more opportunities.)
additionally, the Free Speech Coalition is working on a credit union specifically for adult work (including kink art) - here's the link so you can add your interest & support. Since this will be built by sex workers, there'll be far less risk of being debanked for spurious and puritanical reasons.
on a domain TLD level, there's an initiative here for a .furry domain built from the ground up by seasoned furries; it's unclear whether they'll support NSFW, but it's yet another promising turn of events for a group that's been similarly affected by censorship.
there are friends and allies out there helping to build a working parallel infrastructure. keep being vocal, keep supporting these initiatives when it's possible, and keep supporting your nsfw/kink artists. ♥
One thing I think is important for understanding the daemian community – especially if you're coming from an alterhuman perspective – is that daemonism is not a word for a shared experience, nor a shared identity.
Daemonism is a practice. The concept of it can be used by anyone: alterhuman or not, plural or not. It can be pure playfulness. It can be imaginary, and that's okay! That's a beautiful experience in its own respect!
There's no universal daemian experience because we accept and embrace that our minds, and our experiences, are ours alone.
The community isn't built on a shared experience – just a shared idea which we all create unique versions of.
Some people stick closer to the basic idea we started with. Some just take what they like from it and throw out the rest. Some only take vague inspiration from it. Some people adapt it more than others, sometimes due to being neurodivergent, plural, and/or alterhuman.
It's still daemonism because daemonism isn't defined by us all "doing the same thing" or "having the same experience".
Daemonism is, for the most part, defined by a person deciding that they want to call what they are doing or experiencing daemonism.
And a large part of that is often in connection to the community, whether directly or in a peripheral way, by taking inspiration from the practice, making use of the community's writings, and so on.
This is why I think daemonism is often misunderstood in an alterhuman context. Daemonism is not an experience, it's not an identity – it's just an idea we each take and make our own. And that's what it should be. That's the beauty of it!
Anyone could be a daemian if they want to. There's no requirements. A lot of people get started with daemonism purely because it sounds fun! A lot of people start with only their imagination, and many people remain so.
For others, it might become something else in time, or they might discover there was something underlying their imaginings all along. It's no more or less a practice of daemonism, either way.
A lot of alterhuman concepts don't apply to daemonism because of this. Fact is, there's plenty of daemians who are orthohumans too, and plenty of people who specifically see their daemonism as an orthohuman practice.
I see it get included under the alterhuman umbrella a lot, and I feel like it gives the wrong first impression to come at it from that angle by default.
Really, it's more comparable with being a furry. For some people, it is a deep, impactful, life-altering experience, and the people who feel that way are a vital part of the community. But equally, for some it is an exercise in whimsy, playfulness, or creativity – and those people are no less members of the community for it.
We're not united by being plural, or having thoughtforms, or being alterhuman. We're united by being a bunch of people who were inspired by some books (or a film or TV show) to play around with the idea of daemons, and ended up sticking with it for one reason or another.
While the individual experience can be very deep indeed, that isn't what makes daemonism what it is.
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Once when I was in undergrad, someone described something as “problematic” in class and our professor was like, “That’s cool, but ‘problematic’ doesn’t really mean anything. It means that the thing you’re describing has a problem, and in and of itself that’s not bad. Art, especially, should always have problems, or else it’s not interesting and not art, either. It sounds like you’re trying to say that this is bad, but you don’t want to say ‘bad.’ Is that right?”
So from then on whenever one of us called something problematic, he would make us talk it out until we could name the “bad” thing we were hinting at. In this particular class, 7/10 it was some type of oppression, and the remainder was like, “I’m uncomfortable because this is very new/confusing/pushing boundaries that made me feel safe.”
Once we stopped calling things “problematic” and stopping at that, class got way more interesting and... we all had to say, like, “that’s racist” or “that’s misogynistic” or “ew capitalism gross” out loud, which a lot of us had never done in a classroom before. Or we had to be like, “Uhhh... I’m not sure what’s so bad?” and confront our own beliefs and that was maybe even more useful.
Anyway. Whenever I see the word problematic, I can’t help but think of this professor being like, “Good starting point, now let’s get specific.” I think when we have to commit to saying “that’s ___” it requires a lot more careful thought about the truth and impact and complexities of whatever we’re claiming. Sometimes there really is some bullshit afoot, and also sometimes it’s art, and it should be full of problems, because that’s what art is.
#'this is present in the text' is often a good first step #but those second and third ones (naming it; describing its function) are vital (via @elucubrare)