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Anyone attend a beet party? No? #SFTM

Have you ever gone to a party where you knew everyone by name or reputation only? This situation keeps happening to me. But this time, was the first time that I felt truly welcomed by my peers in my high school.

To be fair, I was very secretive in high school. I wanted to be invisible. Popularity was never my goal and that worked well for a while. I seeked refuge with people that were lone wolves…

Mamma mia, here I go again My my, how can I resist you? #blogging #love

Mamma mia, here I go again My my, how can I resist you?

When I look around at my friends I realize that even though we are scattered we’re still in the same place in life. I’m not talking about the same city but emotionally.

Someone is getting over someone else. It’s impressive actually. And maybe that’s the way it is at a certain point in life. You either know people who have never felt that way…

Just a post on some #powerfulwomen and some #SundayMotivation

Perhaps my title is a little harsh, but to me it’s a normal description for the people in my family. And like many stories there are villains and heroes with epic legendary titles. It’s tradition that the women in my family earn their epic titles by her children. So let’s start with the first, who happen to be the kindest of all, an actual Princess.

“Snow White”

My little old Japanese Great…

Alright everyone I think I'm ready to #Podcast

Gather round children, it’s storytime.

Many things have happened in the last month. I think I’ve lost myself, found myself, broken myself and glued myself back together. Perhaps it’s because of my new found sexuality discovery as a Demisexual or the fact that I found myself working in the 6th ring of hell or maybe that my life’s work is on the scale being weighed for marketability. To be honest,…

Is your shit together? #yolo #noregrets

I just realized that people don’t have their shit together. Yes I know I’m slow to this realization, I don’t have my shit together either. Does anyone these days? TIME IS TICKING PEOPLE. Hear me out for a second… Let’s let our freak flags fly. It’s a possibility that the seafloor could open up and kaiju will wreak havoc on us all. You’re not wrong. I’m not talking about a full on purge BUT we…

Alright. Remember when I was “gung-ho” and talking about how I was going to take on the world as a pirate? Well that was a big heaping pile of– (So as you can assume it didn’t turn out that way.) Why did I choose producing again? Oh right, I didn’t. HAH. Weirdly enough my skills in interviews and writing have led me to projects that are consistently moving at a snail’s pace. I didn’t realize how…

Remember when I was gunho?

So post graduation life is not what it’s cracked up to be. You’re not free to do what you want, or have a job of your choosing waiting for you, you’re just an average person in society. Hating every minute of your mundane life. For once, I actually miss being in class. Not that I loved lectures or anything but because I loved creating content. I need an outlet, a project, something to keep my…

Inspired to start anew

Due to bothering my friends, I’ve decided to create this. A new safe haven for me to get what’s on my mind out in the world. I want this to be the start of a new chapter for me. A place where I can prove to myself that I can achieve greater and better things than I have in the past. But I also want people to know of my journey and I hope to prove that going after dreams and figuring things out go…

I refuse to be mediocre

I come from 4 parents and two half sisters. Which means I have 8 times the families. All of which are hard workers successful in their own minds. Children, a house, steady pay check and they’re content living an invisible existence. I know they just want me to be healthy and successful but I want something more than mediocre! I’m not happy living a “content” existence. Frankly, “contentness”…

As I take steps into my new found life goal of pursuing a Producing career in film, tv, art, conventions etc. I find myself rekindling old connections with new ones. Suddenly I feel like my time hasn’t been wasted at all! In fact it’s been improved! It only took a few years to realize the world is moving around me and my old peers are actively achieving their dreams faster than I am. These people…

In my experience you meet many different kinds of people. Ones that you’re stuck with (like family), ones that come and go (like friends and lovers) and ones that teach you for a long or short period in your life. These people are what I call, mentors. They’re like spiritual advisers… Almost. Spurting their words of wisdom for all who care enough to listen. I’ve been lucky to have met some pretty…

Things are finally going in the right direction! For once I feel like I’ve removed the baggage that’s been tied to me for months and I’ve never felt more free! I actually didn’t believe everything was going to fall into place with the removal of stressful things, the start of new projects, and polishing of the old ideas but finally these things aren’t just talk they’re REAL TANGIBLE THINGS. It’s…

Firstly, I’d like to apologize for the inactivity. Secondly, I made some choices that made my life a bit more complicated. After the talk with that beautiful professor I began to analyze my own happiness. The result after thinking was…. “What am I doing?” If I were to die tomorrow and my life flashes before my eyes, would I be entertained? Would I like it? That answer was, NO. Actually I would…

It’s been a crazy few months but I was able to finish my rewrite and meet with my editor! That was incredibly nerve-wracking getting my life’s work critiqued (but it’s definitely an experience I appreciate going through).  As much as I love my work it would be torture to rewrite and rephrase everything for a third time. So you can just imagine how relieved I was to be told this would be the last…