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Set in 1,200 BCE. The Jackal of An-Nadr follows the capture of Nadeem, a date-farmer turned thief who was abandoned in the wastes of the desert when he tried to steal from the wrong ship.
Stranded and alone, he is found and enslaved by a crew of ifritâtowering demons that roam An-Nadr in ships that can sail the sand. Will he become a plaything of the creatures from his nightmares? Or is there something more for him waiting in the hands of his would-be captors?
This series follows Wesley Page, a daring vigilante best known by his alias, Deimos. When he steals and exposes a massive library of blackmail owned by one of the city's worst villains, their entire criminal world goes on a manhunt to track him down. Captured and alone, Deimos is subjected to the revenge and torture of not just the man he stole from, but every villain whose crimes he exposed.
Does he have it in him to withstand their torture long enough to escape? And if so, will he still have the strength afterward to heal?
Content | sci-fi, cyberpunk setting, superpower whump, kidnapping, very brutal torture, gore, repeated noncon // PTSD, an old friend (who just happens to be the city's most powerful villain and a renowned psych professor) turned caretaker. LGBTQ+ fiction. Frequent NSFW content, almost exclusively noncon.
Luca and Garcia
An offshoot of Liliholm and Page. A dynamic duo of bastards that you absolutely hate to love.
Content | EXTREME GORE, VIOLENCE, whumper POV, all hurt no comfort, character death, incredibly brutal whump, painful healing, immortal whumper-turned-whumpee, agender protagonist, villains that are so human you want to strangle them yourself. Aro/Ace friendly!
Cast | Wesley Page, Henry Liliholm, Yalom, Luca, Garcia
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Writing Prompts
All my writing prompts are free to use and can be found under the tag #words of a heathen.
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The Hare Trap Chronicles - [X]
This story is not one of mine, but one submitted to me in series by my beloved đ Anon. Follow the story of Ignacy, a hedonistic young aristocrat-turned-vampire, and his many lifetimes of misadventure as he lives out his centuries as the 'black sheep' of his family's estate.
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Hi Folks. Have you heard about heatstroke? It's summer. And there're heat waves. And heatstroke is a Call-[Emergency Number]-Now type emergency.
Heatstroke is when the body's normal heat-regulating measures have failed under intense environmental heat stress. Core body temperature can rise up to 6 degrees F (3 degrees C) in as little as 10-15 minutes. And a sustained temperature of 105F (40.5C) or higher can cause severe neurological damage.
It looks like:
Confusion, altered mental status, slurred speech
Loss of consciousness (coma)
Hot, dry skin or profuse sweating
Seizures
Very high body temperature (greater than 104F (40.C))
The only way to limit the damage is to cool the person down. So once you've called that emergency number, you're gonna want to act fast.
Fortunately, the state of the art of cooling is very low tech. The following can cool a person by 0.16F (0.9C) per minute. And that's better than just about anything except ECMO. It's probably what they're going to do in the emergency department.
Get some water. Doesn't have to be ice water. Just regular water will do. Make sure the person is wearing clothes or you have to put a sheet over them. Drench their clothes or the sheet in the water. Point a fan at them and set it to it's highest setting. If you don't have a fan, get a piece of cardboard or a newspaper or something and fan them.
That's it. That's going to get the person down a degree or so by the time EMS shows up, which might save some very valuable brain.
Writers cannot watch a movie normally. we are sitting there going "oh that's the inciting incident" and "they introduced that object too early it's obviously coming back" and "this dialogue is doing three things at once good for them" while everyone else is just. watching the movie. having a normal experience. feeling feelings without labelling them. i envy that so much and i would never give it up.
Listen. I actually have a character named Greg, who only exists in an RP between @whumpiary and I. He is in his twenties, has been held in slavery since birth but would call himself "staff" - if you read the Savvie and Jax story I did with @comfy-whumpee, the villainous person who keeps this "staff" is Savvie's vicious uncle Isaac Marcoset.
Greg is the physical fighter on a three-man team that handles the dirty work involved in Isaac's criminal enterprises. Greg's well trained in martial arts and boxing, he's the guy who throws the punches. Vander, who looks just like the Marcosets and was born with a congenital condition where he is not able to easily feel pain, takes the hits and gets back up, and John Brewster, who gave himself that name and may or may not be an illegimate son of a Marcoset, is the crack shot who can hit any target near or far.
Greg is also happily "married" to Lana, and is somewhat of a father figure to her younger brother Langdon... who is Isaac's illegitimate son.
Every time I get one of these messages, I think you mean THAT Greg and get really puzzled trying to figure out when I told everybody here about him.
okay im not done. Like. Sure. I get the urge to confess stuff too in similar situations, I have OCD, I get it, but you gotta remember 1. this person did not ask for that information 2. you are only burdening them with the heavy implication they are there to absolve you which is not something they should ever have to do (why should they?) and 3. kinda making it about you, you know? that's not cool. And so you must harness the power of Shutting the Fuck Up.
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The thing about character design theory is I really think we shouldnât just keep reinforcing our âthis is what a sneaky and untrustworthy character looks like, this is what a threatening and intimidating character looks like, this is what an innocent character worth protecting looks like, this is what a smart and competent character looks like, this is what a man looks like vs what a woman looks likeâ conventions like theyâre innate human wiring that we tap into scientifically and not like, heavily societal
Post whump Whumpee runs a whump blog. They use their experiences as prompts and use their feelings for description. Due to that incredibly detailed and accurate writing, their blog is very well known. If anyone ever asks them how theyâre so good at writing whump they just say they study things related to it.
Despite all their popularity they never write anything about recovery or caretakers. They donât know how to describe it because they never had a caretaker. They managed to make it out of whumperâs clutches but they never made it out of the clutches of loneliness.
If you're writing anything involving cons, scams, heists, or morally questionable characters who are very good at lying, here are some free resources I've been using for research. Saving you the "why is this in my search history" anxiety.
1. The FBI's Famous Cases & Criminals archive (fbi.gov/history/famous-cases) has detailed breakdowns of real fraud cases, Ponzi schemes, and confidence operations. The language they use is clinical and precise, which is perfect for getting the procedural details right.
2. The FTC Consumer Sentinel Network publishes annual reports on the most common fraud tactics in the US. Great for understanding how modern scams actually work and what makes people fall for them.
3. The Smithsonian's American Art Museum has a free digital collection of forgery case studies. If your character forges documents or art, this is gold.
4. Court Listener (courtlistener.com) is a free legal database where you can read actual court transcripts from fraud trials. Want to know how a real con artist talks under oath? This is where you find out.
5. The Internet Archive's collection of old newspaper crime sections. Search for "confidence man" or "swindle" in papers from the 1920s through 1960s and you'll find incredible real stories that would feel too dramatic for fiction.
Bonus: The Psychology of Fraud section on the Association for Psychological Science website has accessible articles about why people trust, how deception works cognitively, and what makes someone a convincing liar. Essential reading if you want your con artist characters to feel psychologically real.
Reblog to save for later. Your WIP will thank you.
If either Heaven or Hell notices the paperworkâif such a thing even exists for what they areâitâs too late by the time anyone thinks to object.
The wedding happens quietly, deliberately, on a day that feels like it was made to be claimed.
Itâs held in Daveedâs apartment, because that space has become something sacred without ever trying to be. The windows are open despite the chill, curtains fluttering in the breeze. Soft lights hang where harsh ones used to be, warm and low, tuned carefully so they donât overwhelm Daveedâs empathy. The walls hum faintly with wardsânot defensive, exactly, but steadying. Rook set them with a guardianâs patience, each sigil a promise rather than a threat.
There is no aisle.
There is a circle.
Rook stands barefoot on the hardwood floor, wings half-spread, feathers meticulously groomed but not hidden. They wear something simpleâwhite linen threaded faintly with gold that catches the light when they move. No armor. No regalia. Just themselves, radiant in a way that has nothing to do with Heavenâs approval.
They are smiling.
Daveed nearly doesnât make it across the room.
Not because he doesnât want toâbecause the emotions are too much.
Love crashes through him in waves the moment he steps out of the bedroom. Not just his own, but Rookâs: devotion bright and steady, awe tinged with nervous anticipation, a fierce protectiveness that settles around Daveed like wings answering wings. His empathy flares painfully for a split second, eyes stinging, chest tight.
Rook feels it instantly.
They ground him without touchingâsoftening the emotional edges, offering calm instead of demanding it. Daveed breathes through the ache, claws flexing once before he steadies.
He looks devastating.
Deep purple skin polished to a subtle sheen, horns adorned with thin bands of silver etched with protective runes. His wings are spread fully despite the vulnerability, feathers shimmering darkly, catching hints of amethyst and ink. His suit is tailored precisely to accommodate them, dark fabric cut clean and sharp, collar open at the throat like a deliberate refusal to hide his heart.
Madison whistles low from near the kitchen. âWow. Guess youâre really doing this.â
Daveed doesnât look at her. His eyes are locked on Rook.
âAlways was,â he says quietly.
The guests are few, chosen with care.
Stara stands near the window, pale pink skin glowing softly, powder-blue hair pulled back neatly. Her bat-like wings are folded tight, professional even now, but her freckles stand out more than usual as emotion bleeds through her practiced composure. Sheâs dressed in white and soft blue, tail flicking once as she adjusts the medical kit at her hipâold habit, comfort object.
Tyell floats lazily near the ceiling, incorporeal form flickering faintly with excitement. Heâs wearing a tie he doesnât need and grinning like this is the best joke the universe ever told. Every so often, he dips down to whisper something to Madison just to make her roll her eyes.
Madison herself stands tall and proud, lavender curls pinned back, wings flared just enough to make a point. She watches Daveed with an expression that mixes fierce love, worry, and unapologetic joy. When he passes her, she squeezes his hand once.
âYouâre choosing right,â she says.
Daveed nods. âI know.â
There is no officiant.
They donât need one.
Rook steps forward, closing the distance between them until the circle tightens, until the air itself feels charged. When they take Daveedâs hands, the contact sends a tremor through both of themâgrace meeting empathy, Heavenâs light threading gently through Hellâs sensitivity.
Daveed winces faintly, then laughs under his breath. âStill intense.â
Rookâs thumbs brush over his knuckles, grounding. âI can dim it.â
âDonât,â Daveed says immediately. âI want to feel all of it.â
Rookâs expression softens into something achingly tender.
They speak first.
âI was made to guard,â Rook says, voice steady but warm. âI was taught duty before desire, obedience before love. But loving you taught me that protection isnât controlâitâs choice. I choose you. Not as an obligation. Not as a rebellion. As my home.â
The words bloom through Daveedâs empathy, sharp and brilliant, and he swallows hard.
When he speaks, his voice is rough but unwavering.
âI feel everything,â Daveed says. âToo much, sometimes. Pain, fear, longingâit all hits at once. Loving you hurts in the way truth hurts when you finally stop lying to yourself. But you never ask me to be smaller. You never treat my empathy like a flaw. You let me be⊠enough.â
He takes a breath, wings rustling softly.
âI vow to feel with you. To carry what you canât. To remind you, every day, that you are not fallenâyou are chosen.â
Rookâs eyes shine.
They press their foreheads together, wings brushing, grace and infernal warmth spiraling outward in a slow, harmonious pulse. The wards hum louder, stabilizing, bearing witness.
There are rings.
Stara produces them with clinical precision, though her hands tremble slightly. Simple bands, one etched with sigils of guardianship, the other with runes of emotional bindingânot ownership, but consent, resonance, balance.
When they slide them onto each otherâs fingers, the magic settles with a quiet click, like a lock finding its key.
The kiss is not explosive.
It is reverent.
Daveedâs empathy flares painfully for a heartbeatâand then smooths, perfectly aligned with Rookâs grace. No overload. No burning. Just warmth, deep and steady, like theyâve finally tuned themselves to the same frequency.
Tyell whoops loudly. Madison wipes at her eyes and pretends itâs dust. Stara exhales like sheâs been holding her breath for years.
Outside, Heaven stirs.
Hell bristles.
Inside the apartment, two beings the cosmos never intended to fit together stand bound by something older than law and stronger than fear.
Rook rests their forehead against Daveedâs and whispers, âI love you.â
Daveed smiles, radiant and wrecked and whole. âYeah,â he replies softly. âI know. I can feel it.â
And for onceâjust onceâit doesnât hurt.
Later, there is food and laughter and Madison absolutely threatening several celestial authorities in absentia. Tyell tells embarrassing stories about college. Stara drinks something suspiciously pink and pretends not to smile.
When everyone leaves, the apartment feels fuller, not emptier.
Rook and Daveed curl together on the couch, wings tangled, hands clasped. Daveedâs empathy hums softly, painful at the edges but held securely within the bond theyâve chosen.
âHey,â Daveed murmurs. âYouâre stuck with me now.â
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They meet in a place that never finishes formingâbut that hasnât stopped it from becoming familiar.
A corridor that keeps trying to be a stairwell, reconfiguring itself every few seconds like itâs embarrassed it canât commit. Steps grow, flatten, tilt, then remember they were supposed to be steps in the first place. Light pools in odd places, catching on invisible corners, flickering as though itâs recalling how illumination works rather than actively doing it. Heavenâs records still label the space transitional. Hellâs maps mark it with a scribbled note that translates loosely to donât bother.
Tyell has claimed it anyway.
Not officially. Not with wards or declarations. Just by existing there often enough that the place has started to expect him.
Heâs sprawled half-sideways on a step that refuses to stay the same height for more than a breath. One leg dangles through open air that drops into nothing recognizable; the other kicks lazily, heel brushing against reality with soft, deliberate taps. Heâs corporeal todayâsolid enough that the step complains faintly under his weightâbut his edges still glow wrong, light bending just slightly around him like the universe hasnât decided whether to treat him as present tense.
He looks⊠good.
Too good, really, considering everything.
Sleeves rolled up, hands ink-smudged from helping Stara redraw a ward earlier. His hair is exactly as tousled as it always was in life, the kind of messy that suggests effortlessness but actually requires stubborn consistency. His smile is bright, easy, permanently hovering between amused and unseriousâthe same smile he wears at game nights, during arguments about music, when Daveed burns dinner again and insists it was intentional.
Heâs humming under his breath, off-key on purpose.
Rook arrives quietly, because that is how Rook arrives everywhere now.
Wings tucked tight, feathers pulled close to their spine not out of fear but habit. They step carefully, as though the architecture might take offense if approached too boldly. This is not their first time here. Not their second, either. The corridor has learned the shape of Rookâs footsteps just as itâs learned Tyellâs sprawl.
Tyell notices anyway. He always does.
âOh good,â he says without looking up, grin widening. âItâs you. I was worried itâd be one of the auditors again.â
Rook exhales, tension easing from their shoulders. âYou antagonized them.â
âI asked questions,â Tyell corrects. âThey just didnât like that I remembered the answers.â
Rook steps closer, glancing down the drop beside Tyellâs dangling leg. It goes farther today than it did yesterday. Or maybe not. Hard to tell.
âYouâre early,â Rook says.
Tyell shrugs, still humming. âDaveedâs asleep. Deep one. The kind where his empathy finally shuts up for five blessed minutes. Figured Iâd give him that.â
Thereâs something gentle in the way he says Daveedâs name. Not possessive. Not aching. Just⊠present.
Rook watches him for a moment longer than necessary.
âYouâre still not leaving,â Rook says finally. Itâs not a question anymore. It hasnât been for a while.
Tyell swings his leg, boot slicing cleanly through a ribbon of light. âStill here. Still annoying. Still violating at least three metaphysical guidelines.â
âI was toldââ Rook begins, then stops themself, because Tyell already knows.
He sits up a little, palms braced behind him. The step firms under his weight, as if encouraged. âTurns out love doesnât care much about policy. Or jurisdiction. Or whether you filled out the right forms before dying.â
That lands harder than it should, even now.
Rook studies him the way they have before, the way they always do when Tyell says something like that: the faint shimmer around his outline that never quite dissipates, the density of him. He doesnât feel like a memory replaying itself. He feels anchored. Rooted.
This isnât a ghost clinging out of fear.
This is someone who chose to stayâand was allowed to.
âYou know who I am,â Rook says, not testing, just stating.
Tyell beams. âOf course I do. Youâre the one who brings snacks to game night and pretends itâs not an offering.â
Rookâs mouth twitches. âThatâs notââ
âYouâre also,â Tyell continues, unbothered, âthe one he looks at like the ground finally agreed to hold him.â
That still hits, no matter how many times Tyellâs said it.
Rookâs wings tense despite themself. âAnd youâre the one he loved.â
Tyell hums, tipping his head side to side like heâs weighing options. âStill does.â
Rook nods. No argument. Just acceptance. That part has grown easier with timeâhard-won, but real.
âThat doesnât bother you,â Rook says. Not accusing. Trying to understand.
Tyell snorts softly. âWhy would it? Love doesnât expire. It just⊠changes job titles. I used to be âthe person who kept him afloat.â Now Iâm more like⊠âthe person who makes sure the past doesnât bite him when heâs not looking.ââ
He hops down from the step.
His boots thud against the corridor floor. Solid. Deliberate.
Rook notices. Of course they do. And Tyell absolutely notices Rook noticing.
âOh yeah,â Tyell says, rocking back on his heels. âGot that down a couple weeks ago. Took forever. Freaked out a Seraph when I shook their hand. Thought they were going to combust.â
âYou shouldnât be able to remain corporeal,â Rook says, not accusing. Just reciting doctrine out of long habit.
Tyell grins wider. âAnd yet.â
They stand there togetherâthis has happened before, too. Two figures bound by the same name, spoken differently in their chests. Love-that-was and love-that-is, occupying the same impossible space without collapsing it.
âHe never told me,â Tyell says after a moment, casual as if discussing weather. âAbout you. Not at first. I had to piece it together. The way his grief stopped circling and started⊠pointing somewhere.â
Rookâs voice is quiet. âI worried I was replacing you.â
Tyell barks a laugh. âGod, no. Youâre not a replacement. Youâre a continuation. Sequels get a bad reputation, but sometimes they let the story breathe.â
That cracks something open in Rookâs ribs. Not painârelease.
Tyell tilts his head, humor receding just enough to reveal sharp perception underneath. âYou love him in the way that lets him speak,â he says. âAsk. Admit. Exist out loud.â
Rook swallows.
âI loved him in the way that let him survive not speaking,â Tyell continues. âDifferent skills. Same goal.â
Rook nods slowly. âHe carries guilt about you.â
âYeah,â Tyell says lightly. âHe would. Itâs kind of his thing.â
âThere wasâŠâ Rook hesitates. Theyâve rehearsed this, once or twice. ââŠan unfinished sentence.â
Tyellâs smile flickersâbut it doesnât fall. It never does.
âI know,â he says. âThatâs okay.â
Rook looks up sharply.
Tyell taps his chest, once, twice. âRight here. And wherever it is Iâm supposed to be now. Turns out being seen does wonders for closure.â
They lapse into a quiet that isnât awkward. Just full. The corridor steadies around them, steps aligning properly for once, as if relieved.
After a while, Rook asks, âWhy do you stay?â
Tyell looks toward nothing in particular, eyes softening. âBecause the first time he looked at me after I diedâreally lookedâhe wasnât drowning. He wasnât begging. He just⊠saw the love. All of it. No apology. No bargaining.â
His voice stays light.
It still hurts.
âOnce loveâs been witnessed,â Tyell says, âit doesnât dissolve. It lingers. Gets stubborn. Gets corporeal, apparently.â
Rook nods. âHe loves me in a way that keeps him alive.â
Tyell smiles, gentle and sincere. âGood. That was always the goal. I didnât fall in love with him so the universe could collect him early.â
They share something thenânot rivalry, not jealousy. Recognition. Respect. The strange kinship of people who love the same soul without tearing it in half.
Tyell steps back, hands in his pockets. âIâm not going anywhere, by the way. But donât worryâIâm not here to haunt your relationship.â
Rook allows the smallest smile. âYouâre impossible.â
âDaveed has a type,â Tyell says brightly. âEmotionally devastating, but polite.â
Rook huffs despite themself.
Tyell starts to driftânot fading, exactly, just shifting to the side, the way he does when he knows heâs no longer needed in the center of the room.
âTake care of him,â Tyell says, then immediately adds, âOr donât. Let him be weird. He likes that.â
Rook inclines their head. âThank you.â
âFor what?â
âFor loving him when he didnât know how to ask.â
Tyellâs grin turns soft, luminous in a way that has nothing to do with light. âFor loving him when he finally does.â
He salutes, utterly unserious.
And when Rook leaves, Tyell staysâsitting on the unreliable stair, humming off-key, solid as memory, bright as love that was never wasted.
...light bending just slightly around him like the universe hasnât decided whether to treat him as present tense. â so much applause đđ this is beautiful
âHe never told me,â Tyell says after a moment, casual as if discussing weather. âAbout you. Not at first. I had to piece it together. The way his grief stopped circling and started⊠pointing somewhere.â aaaaaaaaa
Tyell barks a laugh. âGod, no. Youâre not a replacement. Youâre a continuation. Sequels get a bad reputation, but sometimes they let the story breathe.â đ„č I don't see this relationship anywhere near enough in fiction. it's so refreshing to see companionship instead of aversion
CHARACTERS: Daveed Anastas, Rook Rivera, Stara Emrys
MASTERPOST
Daveed doesnât cry loudly.
There is no dramatic break, no shuddering collapse that announces itself. What comes instead is quieter and somehow worseâa tight, uneven sound dragged from his chest, like his body is still unsure itâs allowed to fall apart. His wings tremble once, feathers ruffling in a way that speaks of pain rather than threat, and then they go slack again, heavy with exhaustion.
Rook does not let go.
They shift carefully, easing Daveed more fully into their lap, one arm braced behind his shoulders, the other curled protectively over his ribs. Their grace hums low and steady, not flaring, not reaching upwardâjust present. A guardianâs warmth rather than Heavenâs glare.
âIâm here,â Rook repeats, not because Daveed needs reminding, but because repetition matters. Anchors are built from consistency. âYouâre home.â
Home.
The word lands deep. Daveedâs empathic field stirs in response, fragile and aching, like a muscle unused to stretching. Pain flares brieflyâtoo many emotions waking at onceâbut it doesnât overwhelm him this time. It rolls outward instead, brushing against Rookâs awareness like a plea for permission.
Rook accepts it without hesitation.
They let themself feel him.
The aftershocks of Hell still cling to Daveedâs emotionsâanger burned down to embers, humiliation wrapped tight around his spine, grief pressed so hard it aches. Underneath it all is a deep, bone-tired love that has nowhere to go, coiled and restrained for far too long.
Daveed inhales sharply, eyes still closed. âIt hurts,â he admits hoarsely. âEverything feels too loud. Like⊠like Iâm bleeding feelings.â
Stara clears her throat softly from where she stands near the window, arms folded, eyes sharp but not unkind. âThat tracks. Your empathyâs coming back online without filters.â She tilts her head. âItâll hurt less if you donât fight it.â
Daveed huffs a weak, humorless breath. âThatâs terrible advice.â
âItâs accurate advice,â she counters. âTerrible comes standard.â
Rookâs mouth twitches despite the tension. They adjust their grip slightly, careful of Daveedâs wings. âYou donât have to take it all at once,â they murmur. âYou can lean on me.â
Daveed hesitates.
That hesitation is loud to Rookâs sensesânot fear of closeness, but fear of burdening. The reflex runs deep, carved into him by centuries of being useful only when he gives and gives and gives.
Rook tightens their hold just a fraction. âDaveed,â they say, gentle but firm. âGuardians exist to carry weight. Let me.â
Something in him finally gives.
Daveed nods once, barely perceptible, and allows his empathy to bleed outward instead of inward. The pressure eases almost immediately, emotions redistributing between them. Pain shared becomes pain survivable.
His breathing evens.
âThere,â Stara murmurs. âThatâs better.â
Daveed opens his eyes at last. Theyâre unfocused at first, pupils blown wide with sensory overload, but they settle quickly on Rookâs face. Recognition floods him, followed by something softerârelief edged with awe, as if he still canât quite believe Rook stayed.
âYou didnât leave,â he whispers.
Rookâs brows knit. âWhy would I?â
âBecause Iâm⊠like this.â Daveed gestures weakly at himself. âBecause Hell keeps pulling me apart. Because Heavenâs watching you. Becauseââ
âStop,â Rook interrupts, not harshly, but decisively. âNone of that makes you disposable.â
Daveed swallows. Tears sting again, but this time they donât fall.
Stara steps closer, crouching to Daveedâs level. âYouâre going to need rest,â she says. âReal rest. Emotional rest. No feeding. No Hell assignments. No heroic self-sacrifice.â
Daveed winces. âIâm terrible at that.â
âI know,â she says flatly. âThatâs why Iâm saying it.â
Rook lifts their gaze to her. âHow long?â
Stara considers. âDays. Maybe longer. Empathic burnout this severe isnât linear.â
Rook nods. âThen he wonât be alone.â
Something unreadable flickers across Staraâs faceârespect, maybe. Or concern. She straightens, wings rustling. âIâll check in tomorrow. Call me if he spikes again. Or if Heaven does something stupid.â
âWhen,â Daveed mutters.
Stara snorts. âFair.â
She pauses at the door, glancing back once. âYouâre not broken,â she adds quietly. âYouâre injured. Thereâs a difference.â
Then sheâs gone, the apartment settling into a hush that feels earned.
Daveed sags further into Rookâs hold now that the tension of being observed has lifted. His head tucks instinctively beneath Rookâs chin, seeking shelter the way his body always seems to know before his mind does.
âI thought I was going to lose you,â he admits, voice muffled. âWhen Hell summoned me⊠I felt Heaven tugging at you. Like a hook.â
Rook stiffens slightly. âI felt it too.â
That gets his attention. Daveed lifts his head just enough to look at them. âDid they say anything?â
âNot yet,â Rook replies. âBut it wasnât a request.â
Daveedâs jaw tightens, anger sparking briefly through the fatigue. âThey donât get to take you.â
Rook meets his gaze steadily. âThey donât own me.â
The words are quiet, but resolute. Daveed feels their truth resonate through him, grounding and fierce. It steadies something inside his chest that Hell tried very hard to break.
He exhales slowly. âYouâre still a guardian,â he says, half-question, half-reverence.
âYes,â Rook answers. âAnd Iâm choosing to guard you.â
Daveedâs breath catches.
He laughs once, wet and shaky. âHeavenâs going to hate that.â
Daveed lets his eyes fall shut again, exhaustion reclaiming him now that itâs safe. His empathic field hums softly, painful but no longer suffocating, held steady by Rookâs presence.
As sleep takes him, his fingers curl weakly into the fabric of Rookâs shirt, clinging.
Rook stays perfectly still.
Outside, the city moves on. Heaven watches. Hell plots.
Inside the apartment, a guardian angel keeps vigil over an incubus who feels too muchâand refuses, finally, to face it alone.
Rook tightens their hold just a fraction. âDaveed,â they say, gentle but firm. âGuardians exist to carry weight. Let me.â â how can they say such a terrible thing so gently? đ„ș
She pauses at the door, glancing back once. âYouâre not broken,â she adds quietly. âYouâre injured. Thereâs a difference.â đ
CW: collapse, unconscious whumpee, bedside vigil, incubus whumpee, painful empathy, empathic whumpee, hell as a whumper, grief
TAGLIST: @oddsconvert @flowersarefreetherapy @angelwings-onfire @yet-another-heathen @cepheusgalaxy @flailingfrog (let me know if you'd like to be added)
CHARACTERS: Daveed Anastas, Rook Rivera, Stara Emrys
MASTERPOST
Morning does not arrive all at once.
It seeps in slowly, cautiously, as if even the sun isnât sure itâs allowed to touch this place yet.
First thereâs lightâpale and dilutedâspilling through the narrow gap between the curtains and crawling across the floorboards. It catches on the edge of Daveedâs wing, turning the normally rich purple dull and gray, like ash after a fire. Dust motes drift lazily through the beam, suspended in the quiet.
Then sound follows. A delivery truck idling outside. A distant horn. The muffled cadence of human life resuming its rhythm, unaware that something precious and broken lies on the apartment floor.
Daveed doesnât wake.
Rook hasnât moved for hours.
They sit on the floor with their back against the couch, legs folded awkwardly to support Daveedâs weight. His head rests in their lap, curls damp with sweat, face drawn tight even in unconsciousness. Rook has adjusted him again and againâtiny movements, careful and reverentâto keep his breathing steady, to prevent pins and needles, to make sure his wings arenât trapped at a painful angle.
Their own wings ache from holding still, feathers twitching with restless instinct, but they donât shift.
They wonât.
Daveedâs empathic presence is⊠wrong.
Itâs still thereâRook can feel it faintly, like a distant humâbut itâs muted in a way that sets every guardian instinct on edge. Empathy usually spills. Leaks. Breathes. Daveedâs has folded inward, compressed so tightly it feels like listening to a heartbeat through layers of stone.
Alive.
But buried.
Stara sits a few feet away, cross-legged on the rug, posture immaculate despite the tension in her shoulders. Her powder-pink skin glows softly in the morning light, freckles standing out against the pastel warmth. Her bat-like wings are tucked close, blue hair gathered into a loose puff that bobs slightly every time she shifts her focus.
Invisible sigils hover in her sight. Diagnostic constructs only a demon doctor would think to use. Her thin tail curls and uncurls, the diamond-shaped tip tapping softly against the floor in an uneven rhythm.
Worry.
Rook has learned that tell, too.
âHeâs not slipping,â Stara says quietly, without looking up. âBefore you ask.â
Rook exhales a breath they hadnât realized they were holding. âThen what is this?â
Stara tilts her head, analytical eyes narrowing. âEmpathic submersion. Extreme case.â She gestures vaguely toward Daveed. âHis mind shoved everything down to survive. Pain, grief, overload. It compartmentalized so aggressively it knocked him out.â
âLike a shutdown,â Rook murmurs.
âYes. Except it wasnât voluntary.â Staraâs mouth tightens. âHell pushed him past sustainable limits. Again.â
Bright, sharp anger flashes through Rook, restrained only by centuries of discipline. âThey broke him.â
âThey tried,â Stara corrects. âHe didnât let them finish.â
Rook looks down at Daveedâs face. Even unconscious, his brow is furrowed, jaw tight, as if bracing against something unseen.
âWhat do we do?â Rook asks.
Stara finally looks at them. âWe wait. And we anchor.â
Rook nods immediately. Anchoring they understand.
They settle their focus inward, letting their breathing slow, their thoughts align. This isnât about command or judgment. This is the quiet work of guardianship. The kind Heaven rarely celebrates. They allow their grace to exist gently, contained and steady, like a hearth fire rather than a beacon.
They place one hand over Daveedâs heart.
It beats slowly beneath their palm. Solid. Real.
âIâm here,â Rook whispers. âYou donât have to hold everything. Iâve got you.â
Something shifts.
Daveedâs breath catches. It's enough to make Rook freeze. His fingers twitch against the fabric of Rookâs pants, curling weakly as if searching for purchase.
âDaveed?â Rook murmurs.
His lips part. A sound escapes him, half breath, half word.
ââŠsorry.â
The apology is barely audible. It lands sharply anyway.
Rook leans forward instantly, wings rustling. âNo,â they say firmly, voice low and steady. âNo. Donât apologize. You didnât do anything wrong.â
The empathic field ripples in response. Raw, reflexive pain spikes briefly before softening again, as if soothed by the certainty in Rookâs voice.
Daveed doesnât wake, but he drifts closer to the surface. His expression shifts, tension easing slightly as memories bleed through. They're not the worst ones this time.
Rook feels it happen.
The grief changes texture.
Warmth.
Instead of the crushing weight of loss, it becomes something bittersweet and aching. Images flicker at the edges of Daveedâs presence: a cramped college apartment, mismatched furniture, laughter too loud for the hour. Tyell sprawled on a couch, grinning, throwing popcorn at Daveed while insisting he absolutely could finish a paper in one night .
Joy.
Love uncomplicated by guilt.
Rook swallows hard, tightening their grip on Daveedâs hand. âHe mattered,â they whisper. âHe still does. You didnât imagine that.â
Daveed exhales a long, trembling breath and his empathic presence loosens just enough to breathe. The pain doesnât vanish, but it reorganizes, no longer sharp enough to cut.
Stara stands slowly, careful not to startle either of them. âThat might be the pivot,â she says quietly. âWhen he wakes, heâll be sensitive. Raw. His empathy will hurt for a while.â
Rook nods. âIâll stay.â
Stara studies them, really studies them this time. âYou know Heaven wonât approve of this bond.â
âI know.â
âAnd Hell already considers him compromised.â
Rook doesnât look away from Daveed. âThen theyâll both have to deal with it.â
A faint, sharp smile curves Staraâs mouth. âYouâre going to be a problem,â she says, fondly.
Hours pass.
The sun climbs higher. The apartment warms. Rook shifts only once, carefully, to ease Daveedâs neck, never breaking contact.
When Daveed finally wakes, itâs gradual.
His eyes flutter open, unfocused and dark with exhaustion. Panic, raw and instinctive, spikes instantly. Recognition follows almost immediately.
Daveed blinks, swallowing hard as awareness settles into his bones. Pain hums everywhere but itâs distant, dulled, wrapped in something gentler than he expects.
ââŠTyell,â he whispers.
Rookâs chest tightens. âI know.â
Daveed squeezes his eyes shut, a tear slipping free despite his effort. âI thought I lost him again. I thoughtâŠ.I thought Hell took him from me twice.â
Rook leans down, pressing their forehead to Daveedâs. âYou didnât. And you didnât lose yourself either.â
Daveedâs breath shudders. A quiet sob escapes him, unguarded and real. His fingers tighten around Rookâs hand, grounding himself in the warmth and certainty of it.
For the first time since Hell tore him open and Heaven began watching too closely, Daveed allows himself to rest.
And Rook - still a guardian angel, still whole, still watching - keeps their vigil.
CW: empathic whumpee, sensory overload, collapse, unconscious whumpee, bedside vigil, grief, referenced character death (in memory), hell as an antagonist
Time stretches strangely after Daveed collapses. The apartment settles into a hush that feels held rather than empty, as if the walls themselves have leaned inward to listen. City noise dulls to a distant thrum, traffic and voices softened by Staraâs wards. The kettle clicks itself off on the stove, forgotten steam ghosting into the air.
Daveed doesnât wake.
Rook stays exactly where they are, seated on the floor with Daveed half-curled in their lap. His weight is solidâwarm, realâand every slow rise and fall of his chest feels like a counted blessing. Their legs go numb. Their wings ache at the awkward angle. None of it matters.
Stara moves quietly, precise as a surgeon even now. She redraws sigils by millimeters, not inches, muttering clinical notes under her breath.
âEmpathic collapse,â she says softly. âAcute. Compounded by punitive exposure. Hell still deploys empaths like siege engines and acts surprised when they shatter.â
Rook doesnât look away from Daveed. âHe said empathy hurts.â
Stara huffs. âOf course it does. Pain keeps it sharp. Keeps him useful.â A pause, then quieter: âAlso keeps him kind. Which Hell hates.â
Hours pass.
Somewhere near dawn, when pale light begins to creep across the floor, Daveedâs emotional field shifts. Rook feels it immediately. Not waking. Not consciousness.
Memory.
It hits like a rip current.
Grief rolls through Daveed in heavy, crushing waves, so dense Rook has to brace themself to keep from being swept under with him. This grief is old, but itâs never dulled. Itâs been folded and refolded so many times itâs worn thin.
âOh,â Rook whispers.
Stara looks up sharply. âWhat is it?â
âHeâs remembering,â Rook says. âSomeone he lost.â
The name isnât spoken aloud, but itâs unmistakable.
Tyell.
The memory pulls Rook in despite their best instincts. It's not a vision forced upon them, but as something Daveedâs empathy bleeds outward, raw and unguarded.
College.
A cramped apartment with peeling paint and a radiator that rattled all winter. Two mismatched desks shoved together, textbooks stacked in chaotic towers. Tyellâs laughterâbright, effortlessâcutting through Daveedâs constant emotional noise like sunlight through smog.
Then the night it all went wrong.
A storm. Sudden and violent. Rain slamming against pavement hard enough to sting. Tyell had insisted on walking home instead of waiting it out. âItâs fine,â heâd said, grinning, hair plastered to his forehead. âIâm already soaked.â
Daveed had felt it then. A wrongness. A spike of unease that made his chest tighten. Heâd grabbed Tyellâs sleeve.
âWait,â Daveed had said. âJustâwait. Something feels off.â
Tyell had laughed, gentle and fond. âYou always feel things, Dee. Doesnât mean the worldâs ending.â
The memory fractures.
Headlights flaring too bright through rain. Tires screaming as they lost traction. The sound. Rook shuddered at the sound. It set his teeth on edge. It was metal on bone and the sickening thud of a body hitting asphalt.
Daveed had been there in seconds. Knees hitting the ground. Hands shaking as he pressed them over the wound, empathy screaming so loud it had nearly blinded him. Tyellâs emotions had been everywhereâpain, fear, shock, and underneath it all, stubborn reassurance.
âHey,â Tyell had whispered, breath bubbling red at the corner of his mouth. âDonâtâdonât do that face. Youâre gonna be okay. Iâm okay.â
He hadnât been.
Daveed had felt the exact moment the thread snapped.
One second, Tyellâs emotions had been a bright, warm presence in Daveedâs chest. The next, nothing. A sudden, brutal absence that hollowed him out so completely he couldnât breathe.
Daveedâs scream echoes through the memory, raw and animal, empathy flaring too late, useless and devastating. Sirens. Rain mixing with blood. His hands slick and shaking as he begged a body that could no longer hear him. He hasn't spoken for months after that. Dropped out of college. Avoided the funeral and all of Tyellâs family for years.
Back in the apartment, Daveed exhales sharply.
His fingers twitch.
Rook tightens their focus instantly, offering steady, quiet calm with no judgement the way theyâve done for centuries. They don't try to erase the pain. They can't do that. It would be with him forever. The only thing they can do is keep it from tearing him apart at this moment.
âYou didnât fail,â Rook murmurs, voice low and even. âYou were there. You loved him. That matters.â
Daveed doesnât wake, but his breathing evens slightly, like something knotted in his chest has loosened a fraction.
Stara watches, expression uncharacteristically gentle. âThat kind of death,â she says softly, âleaves a scar on empaths. Sudden severance. No time to prepare. No chance to compartmentalize.â
âIs that why it hurts so much?â Rook asks quietly.
âYes. Because every time he lets himself care, part of him remembers exactly how it felt when the world went silent.â
She sighs. âMads and I had to make sure he didn't join Tyell. That was the first time we dealt with this, I think. He was bleeding empathy everywhere even though he'd shut himself away.â
Daveed stirs again, brow furrowing. A faint sound escapes his throat, like heâs trying to speak through water.
Fingers curl weakly, clutching at Rookâs sleeve like itâs the only solid thing left in existence.
Rook stills completely, heart aching. They donât pull away. Donât overwhelm him. They simply remain.
âIâm here,â they say, steady as a vow. âRest. Iâll keep watch.â
Daveedâs grip tightens just a little.
Outside, the city wakes. Inside, a guardian angel keeps vigil over an incubus who feels too much, who once loved a human so fiercely it nearly destroyed him.
And this time, this time, when the memories come, Daveed is not alone.
CHARACTERS: Daveed Anastas, Rook Rivera, Stara Emrys
MASTERPOST
Stara arrives quickly. Too quickly for someone who normally complainsâat lengthâabout teleporting through wards that arenât hers. One moment the apartment is quiet except for Daveedâs uneven breathing and the faint hum of the city outside; the next, the air folds in on itself with a soft pressure-pop that rattles the windowpanes.
The lights flicker.
The plants along the sill shudder as if a storm passed through them.
Then Stara Emrys is standing just inside the doorway, boots planted, wings half-flared, powder-puff blue hair escaping its tie in frantic wisps. Her skin glows a gentle pink, but thereâs nothing gentle about the way her blue eyes snap across the room, cataloguing everything in an instant.
Daveed.
Collapsed.
Unconscious.
Empathic field still bleeding.
âOh,â she says quietly.
Rook is kneeling on the floor beside the couch, Daveedâs head cradled in their lap, fingers trembling where they rest against his shoulder. His wings are slack and wrong, dulled, edges trembling like they canât decide whether to exist in this realm or not.
âHe didnât wake up,â Rook says, voice tight and controlled in the way only someone used to command-and-collapse can manage. âHe told me to call you. For empathic overload. Then heâhe justââ
Their throat closes.
Stara moves immediately. She crosses the room in three precise steps and drops to her knees, skirts flaring, tail snapping once before going still. She doesnât touch Daveed at first. She never does when itâs this bad. Instead, she hovers her hands over his chest, eyes unfocusing as she reads the layers of him. Emotion and resonance and damage that doesnât leave bruises.
âIncubus Knight,â she mutters. âEmpathic subtype. Trauma saturation past safe threshold. Gods, Daveed, what did they do to you?â
Rook flinches at the edge in her voice.
âHe was summoned to Hell,â they say. âThey didnât let me go with him. He came back like this.â
Staraâs jaw tightens. Her freckles stand out sharply against skin gone pale with anger.
âOf course they did,â she says. âEmpaths make excellent weapons and terrible survivors.â
She finally touches him then. Two fingers lightly press below his sternum, searching. The reaction is immediate and terrifying.
Daveedâs body arches violently. His breath stutters, a raw sound tearing out of his throat though his eyes never open. His empathic field flares like a blown circuit, emotion slamming outward in jagged waves. Pain. Fear. Fury. Shame. Love. They're all so intense Rook gasps as if struck.
âStara!â Rook says, instinctively tightening their hold.
âI know,â Stara snaps, already pulling back. âI know. I shouldnât have touched him bare.â
She reaches into her coat and produces a small glass vial etched with stabilizing sigils. It's a cool, quiet magic meant to dull, not suppress. She uncorks it, and the scent fills the room: rain on stone, slow heartbeats, the deep silence after a storm has passed.
Daveed doesnât respond.
Not even a twitch.
Thatâs worse.
Stara swears softly under her breath and presses the vial against the air just above his chest, letting the contents bleed into his aura instead of his body. The sigils glow faintly, spreading outward in careful rings.
Still nothing.
Rookâs chest tightens painfully. âHeâs not reacting.â
âI know,â Stara says, voice gone sharp with focus. âHeâs too deep. He shut himself down.â
She glances up at Rook, eyes narrowing slightly. âGuardian. I need you to pull back.â
Rook stiffens immediately. âIâm not overwhelming him.â
âNo,â Stara agrees. âBut youâre bright. Youâre worried. You love him.â She says it like a diagnosis. âRight now, he canât filter that.â
Rook swallows hard. Their wings twitch, feathers rustling with restrained emotion.
Slowly, painfully, they do what theyâve been trained to do since the first human they ever guarded: they compress everything inward. Fear, devotion, fury at Heaven and Hell alike gets folded down into something small and steady.
The room feels quieter.
Daveedâs breathing evens out by a fraction. It's just enough to matter.
âThere,â Stara murmurs. âGood. That helps.â
She sets up wards around the couch. They're subtle, humming softly instead of flaring. Emotional dampeners. Resonance buffers. Nothing that would alert Hell or Heaven to whatâs happening here.
Rook watches her hands move, precise and practiced. âIs he⊠in danger?â
Stara hesitates.
Thatâs never a good sign.
âHeâs not dying,â she says finally. âBut heâs unconscious because his empathy overloaded past his ability to process it. Think of it like emotional hypoxia. His system shut down to survive.â
Rookâs hands curl gently into the fabric of Daveedâs shirt. âWhen will he wake up?â
âWhen his mind decides itâs safe.â
âThat could beââ
âHours,â Stara says. âDays, if something external keeps pulling at him.â
Rookâs wings flare despite their effort to stay calm. âHell.â
âYes,â Stara says bluntly. âAnd Heaven. Heâs caught between two gravitational fields, and empathy means he feels everything.â
She studies Rook for a long moment, something softer slipping through her clinical sharpness.
âYouâre anchoring him,â she says. âEven like this. Thatâs good. But you need to be careful.â
âI can be careful,â Rook says immediately. âIâm a guardian angel.â
Staraâs mouth twitches. âYeah. I noticed.â
Daveed doesnât stir.
His face is slack with exhaustion, lashes dark against his cheeks, mouth parted slightly as he breathes. He looks younger like this. More fragile. Less like a Knight of Hell and more like the man who waters plants and hums while he cooks.
Rook lowers their forehead to his temple, not touching skin, just close enough to feel his warmth.
âIâm here,â they whisper, voice steady and quiet. âYou donât have to wake up yet. Iâve got you.â
Stara watches them in silence as she finishes the last ward.
Far below, Hell marks Daveedâs absence with irritation.
Far above, Heaven feels its guardianâs tether strain. It tightens its gaze.
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Daveed doesnât step back into the apartment so much as collapse into it.
Space snaps shut behind him with a concussive thrum, infernal sigils flashing once in the air like a dying heartbeat before burning themselves out. The heat of Hell peels away from his skin in an instant, replaced by the cooler, softer atmosphere of the apartmentâand the contrast hits him like a blade.
He drops to one knee, then both.
His claws scrape against the hardwood as he catches himself, breath tearing out of his lungs in sharp, uneven pulls. His wings shudder violently, ruffling and then locking too tight against his back, every muscle seized with strain.
Empathy detonates.
The moment Hell releases him, every dampener he relies on vanishes. Thereâs no gradual easing, no buffer. It's a tidal wave of sensation crashing straight into his chest.
The city outside presses in: restless humans, late-night loneliness, fleeting joy, dull despair. The plants along the windowsills hum faintly with the calm he fed them earlier. The apartment itself holds echoes of warmth, safetyâ
And threaded through all of it is Rook.
Concern. Anticipation. Love. Fear that hadnât yet found a reasonâuntil now.
It slams into Daveed all at once, too bright, too intimate. His vision blurs instantly, white sparking at the edges.
ââDaveed?â
Rookâs voice reaches him like a lifeline, but even that hurts. Sound vibrates through his skull too loudly, too sharply. He swallows, gagging as the pressure behind his sternum swells, hot and crushing, like his ribs are being pried apart from the inside.
âDaveed, whatââ
âIâmââ He tries to stand. His legs buckle immediately.
Rook crosses the room in two strides, wings flaring instinctively as they catch him. Their hands are steady; their emotions are not. Fear spikes sharp and electric the moment they touch himâand Daveed feels every ounce of it, amplified, reflected back until itâs unbearable.
He gasps, claws digging into Rookâs sleeve as his knees hit the floor again.
âDonâtâdonât pull back,â Rook says quickly, misreading the flinch, holding him tighter. âIâve got you. Iâve got you.â
The reassurance is meant to ground him.
Instead, it breaks something open.
Rookâs concern pours straight into Daveedâs empathy unchecked, flooding him with warmth so intense it burns. His breath stutters, chest locking as if the air itself has turned heavy.
âToo much,â he manages hoarsely. âRookâlistenââ
Rook cups his face, thumbs brushing frantic, reverent circles into his skin. âHey. Stay with me. What did Hell do to you?â
âNotâHell,â Daveed pants. His pupils are blown wide, irises glowing faintly as his empathic sense spirals out of control. He can feel Rookâs pulse. Their worry. Their love. Gods, their loveâ
Itâs exquisite.
Itâs agony.
âI canâtâfilter,â he gasps. âEverythingâs⊠everythingâs coming through.â
Understanding dawns on Rookâs face, sharp and immediate.
âEmpathic overload,â they whisper.
Daveed nods weakly, jaw clenched hard enough to ache. He forces himself to focus, to speak before the pressure drags him under completely.
âCallââ He swallows, breath hitching as another surge crashes through him. âCall Stara.â
Rook blinks. âStara? Youâre hurtââ
âNoââ Daveed shakes his head, the movement sending a spike of sensation straight through him. He winces, claws flexing reflexively. âNot injuries. Empathy. IâI canât shut it down. I needâŠ. Dampeners. Please.â
Rookâs emotions spike againâfear sharpening into urgencyâand Daveed nearly blacks out from it.
âOkay,â Rook says instantly, voice tight but steady. âOkay. Iâm calling her. I promise. Justâstay with me.â
Daveed exhales a thin, shaking breath. Relief flickers through him at the certainty in their voice, and even that nearly tips him over the edge.
âDonâtâtouch too much,â he murmurs, hating the words even as he forces them out. âYouâreâloud. Right now.â
Rook flinchesâbut they donât pull away entirely. Instead, they adjust, easing him down with careful precision, one hand firm between his shoulder blades, the other bracing his knees. Their wings curve protectively around him without brushing his skin.
âTell me what you need,â Rook says softly. âI can be quiet.â
Daveed huffs out something that might have been a laugh if he werenât shaking so badly. âYou always do.â
His strength gives out then.
The fight drains from his body all at once, wings sagging, tail going limp as the overload finally overwhelms his ability to stay conscious. The pressure peaksâblinding, brilliant, unbearableâ
And then his mind simply lets go.
Rook barely catches him in time.
âDaveedâ!â They ease him onto the couch, hands trembling now as they guide his head into their lap. His breathing is shallow, uneven, but steady. Alive. Still here.
They press two fingers to his throat anyway, just to be sure.
Strong pulse.
Rook lets out a shaky breath and brushes his hair back from his face, eyes scanning the faint glow of infernal markings along his skin, the way they flicker erratically instead of settling.
âIdiot,â they whisper, voice breaking. âYou should have warned me.â
Daveed stirs faintly, brow furrowing, fingers twitching before curling weakly into the fabric of Rookâs shirt like muscle memory refusing to let go.
Rook stills, chest aching.
âIâve got you,â they murmur, one wing lifting to shield him instinctively as they pull out their phone with the other hand. âIâm calling Stara. Youâre not doing this alone.â
They glance down at him once more before hitting the call.
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