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Set in 1,200 BCE. The Jackal of An-Nadr follows the capture of Nadeem, a date-farmer turned thief who was abandoned in the wastes of the desert when he tried to steal from the wrong ship.
Stranded and alone, he is found and enslaved by a crew of ifrit—towering demons that roam An-Nadr in ships that can sail the sand. Will he become a plaything of the creatures from his nightmares? Or is there something more for him waiting in the hands of his would-be captors?
This series follows Wesley Page, a daring vigilante best known by his alias, Deimos. When he steals and exposes a massive library of blackmail owned by one of the city's worst villains, their entire criminal world goes on a manhunt to track him down. Captured and alone, Deimos is subjected to the revenge and torture of not just the man he stole from, but every villain whose crimes he exposed.
Does he have it in him to withstand their torture long enough to escape? And if so, will he still have the strength afterward to heal?
Content | sci-fi, cyberpunk setting, superpower whump, kidnapping, very brutal torture, gore, repeated noncon // PTSD, an old friend (who just happens to be the city's most powerful villain and a renowned psych professor) turned caretaker. LGBTQ+ fiction. Frequent NSFW content, almost exclusively noncon.
Luca and Garcia
An offshoot of Liliholm and Page. A dynamic duo of bastards that you absolutely hate to love.
Content | EXTREME GORE, VIOLENCE, whumper POV, all hurt no comfort, character death, incredibly brutal whump, painful healing, immortal whumper-turned-whumpee, agender protagonist, villains that are so human you want to strangle them yourself. Aro/Ace friendly!
Cast | Wesley Page, Henry Liliholm, Yalom, Luca, Garcia
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Writing Prompts
All my writing prompts are free to use and can be found under the tag #words of a heathen.
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The Hare Trap Chronicles - [X]
This story is not one of mine, but one submitted to me in series by my beloved 🐇 Anon. Follow the story of Ignacy, a hedonistic young aristocrat-turned-vampire, and his many lifetimes of misadventure as he lives out his centuries as the 'black sheep' of his family's estate.
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The rule could have heavy impacts towards trans people across society.
Last week, the Trump administration quietly released a sweeping new federal rule that would use funding threats to force institutions across the country to reject transgender people. The 400-page proposed regulation would codify the administration's anti-trans executive orders into binding federal policy, imposing a blanket prohibition on federal funds going toward "gender ideology"
The proposed rule, formally titled "Regulation for Federal Financial Assistance," rewrites the government-wide framework governing all federal grants across every agency. Among its most consequential provisions, it requires that before a federal grant recipient can receive money, the award must pass a "pre-issuance review" conducted by a political appointee—not a career expert or peer reviewer—to ensure it is "consistent with applicable law, Federal agency priorities, and the national interest." The regulation explicitly instructs these appointees to screen for "denial by the recipient of the sex binary in humans or the notion that sex is a chosen or mutable characteristic." [...] An institution that acknowledges transgender people exist—through its policies, its training, its healthcare, its bathroom access, its HR procedures, its name-change processes—could be deemed to "deny the sex binary" or to “support the notion that sex is mutable” and have its federal funding blocked.
Importantly, the gender ideology prohibition has no age limitation—hospitals could be targeted not just for providing care to minors but for providing gender-affirming care to adults, because prescribing hormone therapy to a transgender patient of any age could be deemed promoting the belief that "sex is a chosen or mutable characteristic."
This is all very bad and horrible, but I want to be clear that it’s worse and more sweeping than just eliminating trans research.
This torches everything. And I do mean everything.
A very abbreviated list of its ramifications include (but are not limited to):
ending funding for ALL DEI related initiatives
allowing the government to terminate grants at any point for any reason
preventing researchers from publishing, going to conferences, and being part of academic societies
requiring that topics must support the president’s agenda.
What this means, and if anything I’m under selling it, is the death of science and research in America. It allows the government to restrict any topic they please at a whims notice, putting officials who have no background in the topic in charge of deciding funding continuity. It controls what gets researched and if/how researchers are allowed to share their discoveries. There are no books to burn if the government never allows them to be written. This is fascism plain and simple.
Please, if you only ever write one public comment, this is the one to do.
Bringing back this guide to writing an effective public comment. This gives you the basics you need to know, what you need to include, a basic outline you can follow, etc.
Public comments are not a vote, it is a chance for you to say "here is an issue with this law I think you need to address" and provide justification for legal challenges if it goes forward:
"Comments raise the bar that agencies have to meet when making a rule; “if an agency fails to adequately respond to significant, relevant comments in a final rule, members of the public may seek to challenge the rule in court on that basis and claim it could be struck down.ˮ"
But also, if possible, don't stop at writing a comment. Don't stop at calling your representatives. You should ideally be talking to people in your community about this and organizing resistance on-the-ground; there is a good chance people are already doing that even if you aren't hearing about it.
Some added 101-level context from someone (me) who’s worked in federal grantmaking for 20 years and is literally certified on this document - this is a document that governs all federal grantmaking. It’s been around for over a decade and is a mega-document that combine multiple previous smaller documents that have been around for ages. It is updated every few years and generally the updates are minor - a notable change in the previous update was raising the small procurement threshold from $10,000 to $15,000 for example. Deeply dry boring minutiae that no one outside of federal grantmakers need concern themselves with. It was also federal GUIDELINES, which means there was flexibility.
This year’s is different. They are now federal REQUIREMENTS, which means there’s no flexibility. As was said previously, the 400 pages are not singularly devoted to being absolute shitheads to trans people. Theres a lot of stuff in there, some of which is the standard dry boring grants stuff, some of which is the horrible ideological warfare outlined above.
This document is issued by the OMB, the Office of Management and Budget, which is currently lead by fucking Russell Vought, the principal architect of Project 2025. This is how they’re going to implement all the horrible shit in there that wasn’t covered by Executive Order. Russell Vought is actively coming for my job, my marriage, and my kid, and most of my friends lost their jobs last year because of him. He is the fucking arch villain behind the heinous shit the current regime is doing.
So yes, please comment. You don’t have to read all 400 pages before doing so, it’s dry and dense as fuck, but I thought this information might be helpful. Also, while there is a public comment period, this isn’t voted on by Congress. The OMB just fucking issues it. Pressuring your elected officials into publicly saying “hey what the fuck are you doing here” is good, though.
Please note the comment period is open through JULY 13th, not JUNE 13th. I saw a lot of relogs yesterday saying "last day!" and I just want to say it is very much not too late.
As of today, 7/8/26, we have five days for public commentary on this to go through. I am begging y'all: if you care about independent science in the country that produces the most global science funding in the world, please leave a comment.
To be clear, THIS is how nights of the future should be lit
This is bat friendly street lighting, which not only looks sick as fuck but allows bats to pass through without disturbance, as they cannot see red.
orange and especially white lights deter bats and prevent them from reaching feeding grounds at nighttime. Please if you can, write to your local council and encourage red street lights!!!!
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When you pick up a sword for the first time you will be slow and awkward. This is frustrating, but refuse the temptation to try and become a “faster” fencer. Chasing after speed is like trying to catch smoke. If you try and pursue speed, all you will accomplish is haste. Haste is the enemy of 1st class fencing.
Speed is a lie the untrained mind tells itself when it sees an action it cannot follow. The truth is a combination of timing, control, and fluidity. Fluid motion, even done slowly, will always arrive before a hasty strike. Control will allow you to move without wasteful motion that will slow you down. Timing will eliminate the need to move fast almost entirely. There is no need to get somewhere fast so long as you get there at the right time.
This is true for plenty of other things too!! When you’re learning anything that involves moving your body, don’t forget that quality of movement is more important than speed!
i feel so defensive and protective of people with ARFID like if i had a disorder that made my brain register 90% of food as poison for no reason and i had a bazillion people on the internet constantly calling me a manchild who needs to just grow up and stop being a picky eater i would start killing people
people with ARFID and people with very few autism safe foods and people with contamination OCD and people in ED recovery and everyone else with a complicated relationship with food that no one takes seriously GET BEHIND ME!!!!!!!
This is a bit in a series! Masterlist Here! Reread to catch up?
FINALLY I am updating the things I have not updated in Literal years, hoping that I can kickstart my writing muse again. So far so good.
No editing, we die like men! /slightly nihilist humor
TW: almost none. Food, Fantasy Religion. Use of It as a pronoun after being forced to.
Martin had a habit of talking to god.
Specifically his god, and the talking wasn’t always out loud.
But as a Priest, and even before, he’d gotten accustomed to requesting guidance, or lively question and answer sessions, on a fairly regular basis. It helped him sort his own thoughts to tell them to someone, and more often than not, he got answers.
You had better be sure You know what I’m doing, he intoned to the heavens, shuffling down a dim cobbled street with the confident ease of a city local.
Of course, I take it for granted you know what You’re doing, but what the Hells am I doing? It’s Your idea, I’m fairly sure.
Your general tenets lead me to help those in need, but this particular one is in a particular need, and I am seeing Your hand in this coming to me. Isn’t it? Yes— I thought so. ‘Let’s make Martin confront his past, probably for the sake of building character or some such thing?’ I know, I know, I shouldn’t be glib at You. But You knew what I was when you chose me, Martin shrugged.
Looming beside him, wrapped in the largest piece of cloth Brother Martin’s meager funds could buy in place of a cloak or tunic, walked the huge tiefling, Alec. Those wide golden eyes stared around them so much that it slowed their pace. Martin didn’t mind. Alec had been underground for years, and freedom to see stars and lights and people again would probably feel overwhelming at first.
This was part of why Brother Martin had chosen to depart from the Watch House in the night hours. Bright daylight had hurt Alec’s eyes earlier, and at night fewer people were out and about. Those who were on the streets at night generally had some business they were intent on, and unlikely to stare too much at the great bulk of the tiefling.
Brother Martin was tall for a man, but Alec was slightly taller, and maybe twice again Martin’s weight. Hopefully there’d be enough food in Martin’s little larder to keep him fed, but if not, they could go to the shore or the markets to get more to eat.
Another thing to consider was bed space. Alec might barely fit on the bed Brother Martin kept and did not often use himself. Many nights he had a patient resting in that bed, and took his own rest on a thick reed mat by the fireplace. He could do that again.
Alec stared wide eyed at everything, the cobbles, the laundry hanging on lines that crisscrossed the alleyways, the geraniums in windowsill pots giving out soft fragrances, the forms of people in busier, better lit streets where lamps gave the night a soft glow.
“So many things,” said Alec. “So many people, and smells. It forgot how much there is in a city.”
“You lived in one before?” Brother Martin glanced up at him.
“Yes. When it was just the Boy. It was assistant to a merchant, and it used to take notes to other merchants, and they would give it an apple or a bun. But it does not remember much of that time. It must have been- There have been years, since then. It was small, then.”
“Did you learn letters, or a trade?”
“The Wife taught it to make bread, to help her at the bread making. It remembered, even in the brickyard, it remembered how and made the bread. That made the other workers not hate it, as much. They liked good bread.”
Brother Martin wanted to encourage Alec. “Do you like baking bread?”
“Like…? It is glad, to have fresh bread to eat, and the making…” He made motions in the air with heavily clawed hands, wide and strong. “It is… calming, to do the making. Kneading.”
“That’s what I think, too. We can make bread together, Alec.”
They were moving through a shabbier older part of the city, where there was more disrepair and the plaster of buildings was often crumbling or cracked by the sea damp, and the salt smell of the harbor wafted up the alleys. Lanterns were few in this district.
At length they came to where two streets and an alley met. The lettering in faded paint upon the walls at a tall man’s height read ANCHOR ST and TANNER’S ALLEY. The junction made a little open space with a covered city water well, and above that shone a lantern.
One tile-roofed building had a door set into its corner on its ground floor, overhung above by the other two stories. This gave the little corner some meager shelter. The windows were covered in slanted shutters that probably let in light but kept out alley cats and seagulls, or prying eyes. By the door frame someone had painted a numeral for 5 on the whitewashed plaster. In fresher, white paint on the wood of the door there shone a pair of white hands, wrists joined with a scribble of red.
“Here we are. My current home,” said Brother Martin, opening the marked door and stepping inside. “Please, come in.” He held the door open for Alec.
Alec ducked to get his head under the lintel, and went in, noticing how thick the walls were by the depth of the doorway. Inside was whitewashed more cleanly than the outer walls, and the lamps Brother Martin lit reflected and glowed in the small space.
Altogether it was hardly any bigger than Alec’s former cell; one chamber, floored in plain clay tiles. Almost opposite the doorway stood a broad brick hearth, with iron cooking gear in its ashes, and a half barrel of dried driftwood sticks nearby. To the right, a sort of hanging curtain made of patched sailcloth pieces divided off a space with a long cot bed. To the left, there stood a scarred but sturdy table, wooden seats made of barrels, and shelves full of bottles, boxes and little bags. From the ceiling hung bunches of herbs, a braid of small onions, and a few dried stock cod.
“It’s nothing elegant, but it suits me just fine,” Brother Martin was saying. “I hope you’ll be comfortable. I can’t always have the fire up as much as I’d like, but a hot brick at the foot of one’s bed does wonders for sleep. Tomorrow we can go collecting more wood for the fire. I daresay you could carry a good armload.” He shook out the blankets on the bed, checking them to be sure they were clean.
Alec turned where he stood, as if noting every detail. “It… is a good place. Not big- but good.” Scents of the leaves and flowers hanging so close to his head tugged at bits of memory he couldn’t place but they were happier memories, he nearly knew. Maybe he would dream of them, as he slept.
“Glad you like it.” Brother Martin raked at the ashes of his hearth fire, unearthing a brick which he wrapped in sacking, then carried to the foot of the long cot bed. “You can sleep here. It will fit even a tall fellow like you.” He tucked the brick into the linens at one end of the bed.
“But- surely it is your bed, Sir? Brother.”
Brother Martin shrugged. “I often let my guests use it. I’m often more comfortable on a rush mat by the fire, to tell you the truth. The bed is soft.”
From a barrel he drew out water for them both to drink, and the stew they’d had at the Watch House had made an excellent supper, so neither of them was yet hungry.
“Ordinarily I’d offer to make tea,” said Martin, “But you look as tired as I feel, and you have had a rough time of it. Go ahead and go to sleep, Alec. Get your rest. We can talk more in the morning.”
Having it pointed out made it hard to hide- Alec was exhausted, and as he settled himself with a creak into the bed, he found it was indeed soft, a rush and sea-grass mattress, luxury beyond any straw pile he’d slept on in years. The brick at the foot of the bed radiated a warmth that spread up from his toes and filled Alec’s whole body, soothing his tensions and worries away. As he fell asleep, he thought maybe he dreamed hearing the waves on the nearby shore.
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Of all the weird contrivances that superhero media have by virtue of genre, I think the no-kill rule is one of the easiest to justify. "Why don't these paragons of virtue extrajudicially murder people?" fuck dude, I wonder.
"Men should put the seat down when they're done peeing so that I don't fall into the toilet when I sit down to pee"
"Actually women should be putting the seat back up when they're done peeing as a courtesy so that I don't have to touch it and put the seat up before I pee"
Actually, both the seat AND lid should be down when no one is actively using the toilet, because this prevents things from accidentally falling into / accidentally being dropped into the toilet. Also having the lid down when you're flushing is important because it prevents the toilet from spraying out bacteria.
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I name the layers only if there's multiple characters or objects in the piece. The sketch layers all go into one folder, and the painted layers go into their own folders, organized by object/character/order in the composition.