"You should have plunged the knife in when you had the chance." || Wick || transmasc🧑🏻🦽|| 28 || Intimate whumpers, defiant whumpees, and a lot more hurt than comfort. All NSFW content is thoroughly tagged. Check out my active series!
Set in 1,200 BCE. The Jackal of An-Nadr follows the capture of Nadeem, a date-farmer turned thief who was abandoned in the wastes of the desert when he tried to steal from the wrong ship.
Stranded and alone, he is found and enslaved by a crew of ifrit—towering demons that roam An-Nadr in ships that can sail the sand. Will he become a plaything of the creatures from his nightmares? Or is there something more for him waiting in the hands of his would-be captors?
This series follows Wesley Page, a daring vigilante best known by his alias, Deimos. When he steals and exposes a massive library of blackmail owned by one of the city's worst villains, their entire criminal world goes on a manhunt to track him down. Captured and alone, Deimos is subjected to the revenge and torture of not just the man he stole from, but every villain whose crimes he exposed.
Does he have it in him to withstand their torture long enough to escape? And if so, will he still have the strength afterward to heal?
Content | sci-fi, cyberpunk setting, superpower whump, kidnapping, very brutal torture, gore, repeated noncon // PTSD, an old friend (who just happens to be the city's most powerful villain and a renowned psych professor) turned caretaker. LGBTQ+ fiction. Frequent NSFW content, almost exclusively noncon.
Luca and Garcia
An offshoot of Liliholm and Page. A dynamic duo of bastards that you absolutely hate to love.
Content | EXTREME GORE, VIOLENCE, whumper POV, all hurt no comfort, character death, incredibly brutal whump, painful healing, immortal whumper-turned-whumpee, agender protagonist, villains that are so human you want to strangle them yourself. Aro/Ace friendly!
Cast | Wesley Page, Henry Liliholm, Yalom, Luca, Garcia
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Writing Prompts
All my writing prompts are free to use and can be found under the tag #words of a heathen.
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The Hare Trap Chronicles - [X]
This story is not one of mine, but one submitted to me in series by my beloved 🐇 Anon. Follow the story of Ignacy, a hedonistic young aristocrat-turned-vampire, and his many lifetimes of misadventure as he lives out his centuries as the 'black sheep' of his family's estate.
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okay im not done. Like. Sure. I get the urge to confess stuff too in similar situations, I have OCD, I get it, but you gotta remember 1. this person did not ask for that information 2. you are only burdening them with the heavy implication they are there to absolve you which is not something they should ever have to do (why should they?) and 3. kinda making it about you, you know? that's not cool. And so you must harness the power of Shutting the Fuck Up.
The thing about character design theory is I really think we shouldn’t just keep reinforcing our “this is what a sneaky and untrustworthy character looks like, this is what a threatening and intimidating character looks like, this is what an innocent character worth protecting looks like, this is what a smart and competent character looks like, this is what a man looks like vs what a woman looks like” conventions like they’re innate human wiring that we tap into scientifically and not like, heavily societal
Post whump Whumpee runs a whump blog. They use their experiences as prompts and use their feelings for description. Due to that incredibly detailed and accurate writing, their blog is very well known. If anyone ever asks them how they’re so good at writing whump they just say they study things related to it.
Despite all their popularity they never write anything about recovery or caretakers. They don’t know how to describe it because they never had a caretaker. They managed to make it out of whumper’s clutches but they never made it out of the clutches of loneliness.
If you're writing anything involving cons, scams, heists, or morally questionable characters who are very good at lying, here are some free resources I've been using for research. Saving you the "why is this in my search history" anxiety.
1. The FBI's Famous Cases & Criminals archive (fbi.gov/history/famous-cases) has detailed breakdowns of real fraud cases, Ponzi schemes, and confidence operations. The language they use is clinical and precise, which is perfect for getting the procedural details right.
2. The FTC Consumer Sentinel Network publishes annual reports on the most common fraud tactics in the US. Great for understanding how modern scams actually work and what makes people fall for them.
3. The Smithsonian's American Art Museum has a free digital collection of forgery case studies. If your character forges documents or art, this is gold.
4. Court Listener (courtlistener.com) is a free legal database where you can read actual court transcripts from fraud trials. Want to know how a real con artist talks under oath? This is where you find out.
5. The Internet Archive's collection of old newspaper crime sections. Search for "confidence man" or "swindle" in papers from the 1920s through 1960s and you'll find incredible real stories that would feel too dramatic for fiction.
Bonus: The Psychology of Fraud section on the Association for Psychological Science website has accessible articles about why people trust, how deception works cognitively, and what makes someone a convincing liar. Essential reading if you want your con artist characters to feel psychologically real.
Reblog to save for later. Your WIP will thank you.
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If either Heaven or Hell notices the paperwork—if such a thing even exists for what they are—it’s too late by the time anyone thinks to object.
The wedding happens quietly, deliberately, on a day that feels like it was made to be claimed.
It’s held in Daveed’s apartment, because that space has become something sacred without ever trying to be. The windows are open despite the chill, curtains fluttering in the breeze. Soft lights hang where harsh ones used to be, warm and low, tuned carefully so they don’t overwhelm Daveed’s empathy. The walls hum faintly with wards—not defensive, exactly, but steadying. Rook set them with a guardian’s patience, each sigil a promise rather than a threat.
There is no aisle.
There is a circle.
Rook stands barefoot on the hardwood floor, wings half-spread, feathers meticulously groomed but not hidden. They wear something simple—white linen threaded faintly with gold that catches the light when they move. No armor. No regalia. Just themselves, radiant in a way that has nothing to do with Heaven’s approval.
They are smiling.
Daveed nearly doesn’t make it across the room.
Not because he doesn’t want to—because the emotions are too much.
Love crashes through him in waves the moment he steps out of the bedroom. Not just his own, but Rook’s: devotion bright and steady, awe tinged with nervous anticipation, a fierce protectiveness that settles around Daveed like wings answering wings. His empathy flares painfully for a split second, eyes stinging, chest tight.
Rook feels it instantly.
They ground him without touching—softening the emotional edges, offering calm instead of demanding it. Daveed breathes through the ache, claws flexing once before he steadies.
He looks devastating.
Deep purple skin polished to a subtle sheen, horns adorned with thin bands of silver etched with protective runes. His wings are spread fully despite the vulnerability, feathers shimmering darkly, catching hints of amethyst and ink. His suit is tailored precisely to accommodate them, dark fabric cut clean and sharp, collar open at the throat like a deliberate refusal to hide his heart.
Madison whistles low from near the kitchen. “Wow. Guess you’re really doing this.”
Daveed doesn’t look at her. His eyes are locked on Rook.
“Always was,” he says quietly.
The guests are few, chosen with care.
Stara stands near the window, pale pink skin glowing softly, powder-blue hair pulled back neatly. Her bat-like wings are folded tight, professional even now, but her freckles stand out more than usual as emotion bleeds through her practiced composure. She’s dressed in white and soft blue, tail flicking once as she adjusts the medical kit at her hip—old habit, comfort object.
Tyell floats lazily near the ceiling, incorporeal form flickering faintly with excitement. He’s wearing a tie he doesn’t need and grinning like this is the best joke the universe ever told. Every so often, he dips down to whisper something to Madison just to make her roll her eyes.
Madison herself stands tall and proud, lavender curls pinned back, wings flared just enough to make a point. She watches Daveed with an expression that mixes fierce love, worry, and unapologetic joy. When he passes her, she squeezes his hand once.
“You’re choosing right,” she says.
Daveed nods. “I know.”
There is no officiant.
They don’t need one.
Rook steps forward, closing the distance between them until the circle tightens, until the air itself feels charged. When they take Daveed’s hands, the contact sends a tremor through both of them—grace meeting empathy, Heaven’s light threading gently through Hell’s sensitivity.
Daveed winces faintly, then laughs under his breath. “Still intense.”
Rook’s thumbs brush over his knuckles, grounding. “I can dim it.”
“Don’t,” Daveed says immediately. “I want to feel all of it.”
Rook’s expression softens into something achingly tender.
They speak first.
“I was made to guard,” Rook says, voice steady but warm. “I was taught duty before desire, obedience before love. But loving you taught me that protection isn’t control—it’s choice. I choose you. Not as an obligation. Not as a rebellion. As my home.”
The words bloom through Daveed’s empathy, sharp and brilliant, and he swallows hard.
When he speaks, his voice is rough but unwavering.
“I feel everything,” Daveed says. “Too much, sometimes. Pain, fear, longing—it all hits at once. Loving you hurts in the way truth hurts when you finally stop lying to yourself. But you never ask me to be smaller. You never treat my empathy like a flaw. You let me be… enough.”
He takes a breath, wings rustling softly.
“I vow to feel with you. To carry what you can’t. To remind you, every day, that you are not fallen—you are chosen.”
Rook’s eyes shine.
They press their foreheads together, wings brushing, grace and infernal warmth spiraling outward in a slow, harmonious pulse. The wards hum louder, stabilizing, bearing witness.
There are rings.
Stara produces them with clinical precision, though her hands tremble slightly. Simple bands, one etched with sigils of guardianship, the other with runes of emotional binding—not ownership, but consent, resonance, balance.
When they slide them onto each other’s fingers, the magic settles with a quiet click, like a lock finding its key.
The kiss is not explosive.
It is reverent.
Daveed’s empathy flares painfully for a heartbeat—and then smooths, perfectly aligned with Rook’s grace. No overload. No burning. Just warmth, deep and steady, like they’ve finally tuned themselves to the same frequency.
Tyell whoops loudly. Madison wipes at her eyes and pretends it’s dust. Stara exhales like she’s been holding her breath for years.
Outside, Heaven stirs.
Hell bristles.
Inside the apartment, two beings the cosmos never intended to fit together stand bound by something older than law and stronger than fear.
Rook rests their forehead against Daveed’s and whispers, “I love you.”
Daveed smiles, radiant and wrecked and whole. “Yeah,” he replies softly. “I know. I can feel it.”
And for once—just once—it doesn’t hurt.
Later, there is food and laughter and Madison absolutely threatening several celestial authorities in absentia. Tyell tells embarrassing stories about college. Stara drinks something suspiciously pink and pretends not to smile.
When everyone leaves, the apartment feels fuller, not emptier.
Rook and Daveed curl together on the couch, wings tangled, hands clasped. Daveed’s empathy hums softly, painful at the edges but held securely within the bond they’ve chosen.
“Hey,” Daveed murmurs. “You’re stuck with me now.”
They meet in a place that never finishes forming—but that hasn’t stopped it from becoming familiar.
A corridor that keeps trying to be a stairwell, reconfiguring itself every few seconds like it’s embarrassed it can’t commit. Steps grow, flatten, tilt, then remember they were supposed to be steps in the first place. Light pools in odd places, catching on invisible corners, flickering as though it’s recalling how illumination works rather than actively doing it. Heaven’s records still label the space transitional. Hell’s maps mark it with a scribbled note that translates loosely to don’t bother.
Tyell has claimed it anyway.
Not officially. Not with wards or declarations. Just by existing there often enough that the place has started to expect him.
He’s sprawled half-sideways on a step that refuses to stay the same height for more than a breath. One leg dangles through open air that drops into nothing recognizable; the other kicks lazily, heel brushing against reality with soft, deliberate taps. He’s corporeal today—solid enough that the step complains faintly under his weight—but his edges still glow wrong, light bending just slightly around him like the universe hasn’t decided whether to treat him as present tense.
He looks… good.
Too good, really, considering everything.
Sleeves rolled up, hands ink-smudged from helping Stara redraw a ward earlier. His hair is exactly as tousled as it always was in life, the kind of messy that suggests effortlessness but actually requires stubborn consistency. His smile is bright, easy, permanently hovering between amused and unserious—the same smile he wears at game nights, during arguments about music, when Daveed burns dinner again and insists it was intentional.
He’s humming under his breath, off-key on purpose.
Rook arrives quietly, because that is how Rook arrives everywhere now.
Wings tucked tight, feathers pulled close to their spine not out of fear but habit. They step carefully, as though the architecture might take offense if approached too boldly. This is not their first time here. Not their second, either. The corridor has learned the shape of Rook’s footsteps just as it’s learned Tyell’s sprawl.
Tyell notices anyway. He always does.
“Oh good,” he says without looking up, grin widening. “It’s you. I was worried it’d be one of the auditors again.”
Rook exhales, tension easing from their shoulders. “You antagonized them.”
“I asked questions,” Tyell corrects. “They just didn’t like that I remembered the answers.”
Rook steps closer, glancing down the drop beside Tyell’s dangling leg. It goes farther today than it did yesterday. Or maybe not. Hard to tell.
“You’re early,” Rook says.
Tyell shrugs, still humming. “Daveed’s asleep. Deep one. The kind where his empathy finally shuts up for five blessed minutes. Figured I’d give him that.”
There’s something gentle in the way he says Daveed’s name. Not possessive. Not aching. Just… present.
Rook watches him for a moment longer than necessary.
“You’re still not leaving,” Rook says finally. It’s not a question anymore. It hasn’t been for a while.
Tyell swings his leg, boot slicing cleanly through a ribbon of light. “Still here. Still annoying. Still violating at least three metaphysical guidelines.”
“I was told—” Rook begins, then stops themself, because Tyell already knows.
“Yeah,” Tyell says lightly. “Everyone was.”
He sits up a little, palms braced behind him. The step firms under his weight, as if encouraged. “Turns out love doesn’t care much about policy. Or jurisdiction. Or whether you filled out the right forms before dying.”
That lands harder than it should, even now.
Rook studies him the way they have before, the way they always do when Tyell says something like that: the faint shimmer around his outline that never quite dissipates, the density of him. He doesn’t feel like a memory replaying itself. He feels anchored. Rooted.
This isn’t a ghost clinging out of fear.
This is someone who chose to stay—and was allowed to.
“You know who I am,” Rook says, not testing, just stating.
Tyell beams. “Of course I do. You’re the one who brings snacks to game night and pretends it’s not an offering.”
Rook’s mouth twitches. “That’s not—”
“You’re also,” Tyell continues, unbothered, “the one he looks at like the ground finally agreed to hold him.”
That still hits, no matter how many times Tyell’s said it.
Rook’s wings tense despite themself. “And you’re the one he loved.”
Tyell hums, tipping his head side to side like he’s weighing options. “Still does.”
Rook nods. No argument. Just acceptance. That part has grown easier with time—hard-won, but real.
“That doesn’t bother you,” Rook says. Not accusing. Trying to understand.
Tyell snorts softly. “Why would it? Love doesn’t expire. It just… changes job titles. I used to be ‘the person who kept him afloat.’ Now I’m more like… ‘the person who makes sure the past doesn’t bite him when he’s not looking.’”
He hops down from the step.
His boots thud against the corridor floor. Solid. Deliberate.
Rook notices. Of course they do. And Tyell absolutely notices Rook noticing.
“Oh yeah,” Tyell says, rocking back on his heels. “Got that down a couple weeks ago. Took forever. Freaked out a Seraph when I shook their hand. Thought they were going to combust.”
“You shouldn’t be able to remain corporeal,” Rook says, not accusing. Just reciting doctrine out of long habit.
Tyell grins wider. “And yet.”
They stand there together—this has happened before, too. Two figures bound by the same name, spoken differently in their chests. Love-that-was and love-that-is, occupying the same impossible space without collapsing it.
“He never told me,” Tyell says after a moment, casual as if discussing weather. “About you. Not at first. I had to piece it together. The way his grief stopped circling and started… pointing somewhere.”
Rook’s voice is quiet. “I worried I was replacing you.”
Tyell barks a laugh. “God, no. You’re not a replacement. You’re a continuation. Sequels get a bad reputation, but sometimes they let the story breathe.”
That cracks something open in Rook’s ribs. Not pain—release.
Tyell tilts his head, humor receding just enough to reveal sharp perception underneath. “You love him in the way that lets him speak,” he says. “Ask. Admit. Exist out loud.”
Rook swallows.
“I loved him in the way that let him survive not speaking,” Tyell continues. “Different skills. Same goal.”
Rook nods slowly. “He carries guilt about you.”
“Yeah,” Tyell says lightly. “He would. It’s kind of his thing.”
“There was…” Rook hesitates. They’ve rehearsed this, once or twice. “…an unfinished sentence.”
Tyell’s smile flickers—but it doesn’t fall. It never does.
“I know,” he says. “That’s okay.”
Rook looks up sharply.
Tyell taps his chest, once, twice. “Right here. And wherever it is I’m supposed to be now. Turns out being seen does wonders for closure.”
They lapse into a quiet that isn’t awkward. Just full. The corridor steadies around them, steps aligning properly for once, as if relieved.
After a while, Rook asks, “Why do you stay?”
Tyell looks toward nothing in particular, eyes softening. “Because the first time he looked at me after I died—really looked—he wasn’t drowning. He wasn’t begging. He just… saw the love. All of it. No apology. No bargaining.”
His voice stays light.
It still hurts.
“Once love’s been witnessed,” Tyell says, “it doesn’t dissolve. It lingers. Gets stubborn. Gets corporeal, apparently.”
Rook nods. “He loves me in a way that keeps him alive.”
Tyell smiles, gentle and sincere. “Good. That was always the goal. I didn’t fall in love with him so the universe could collect him early.”
They share something then—not rivalry, not jealousy. Recognition. Respect. The strange kinship of people who love the same soul without tearing it in half.
Tyell steps back, hands in his pockets. “I’m not going anywhere, by the way. But don’t worry—I’m not here to haunt your relationship.”
Rook allows the smallest smile. “You’re impossible.”
“Daveed has a type,” Tyell says brightly. “Emotionally devastating, but polite.”
Rook huffs despite themself.
Tyell starts to drift—not fading, exactly, just shifting to the side, the way he does when he knows he’s no longer needed in the center of the room.
“Take care of him,” Tyell says, then immediately adds, “Or don’t. Let him be weird. He likes that.”
Rook inclines their head. “Thank you.”
“For what?”
“For loving him when he didn’t know how to ask.”
Tyell’s grin turns soft, luminous in a way that has nothing to do with light. “For loving him when he finally does.”
He salutes, utterly unserious.
And when Rook leaves, Tyell stays—sitting on the unreliable stair, humming off-key, solid as memory, bright as love that was never wasted.
...light bending just slightly around him like the universe hasn’t decided whether to treat him as present tense. ← so much applause 👏👏 this is beautiful
“He never told me,” Tyell says after a moment, casual as if discussing weather. “About you. Not at first. I had to piece it together. The way his grief stopped circling and started… pointing somewhere.” aaaaaaaaa
Tyell barks a laugh. “God, no. You’re not a replacement. You’re a continuation. Sequels get a bad reputation, but sometimes they let the story breathe.” 🥹 I don't see this relationship anywhere near enough in fiction. it's so refreshing to see companionship instead of aversion
CHARACTERS: Daveed Anastas, Rook Rivera, Stara Emrys
MASTERPOST
Daveed doesn’t cry loudly.
There is no dramatic break, no shuddering collapse that announces itself. What comes instead is quieter and somehow worse—a tight, uneven sound dragged from his chest, like his body is still unsure it’s allowed to fall apart. His wings tremble once, feathers ruffling in a way that speaks of pain rather than threat, and then they go slack again, heavy with exhaustion.
Rook does not let go.
They shift carefully, easing Daveed more fully into their lap, one arm braced behind his shoulders, the other curled protectively over his ribs. Their grace hums low and steady, not flaring, not reaching upward—just present. A guardian’s warmth rather than Heaven’s glare.
“I’m here,” Rook repeats, not because Daveed needs reminding, but because repetition matters. Anchors are built from consistency. “You’re home.”
Home.
The word lands deep. Daveed’s empathic field stirs in response, fragile and aching, like a muscle unused to stretching. Pain flares briefly—too many emotions waking at once—but it doesn’t overwhelm him this time. It rolls outward instead, brushing against Rook’s awareness like a plea for permission.
Rook accepts it without hesitation.
They let themself feel him.
The aftershocks of Hell still cling to Daveed’s emotions—anger burned down to embers, humiliation wrapped tight around his spine, grief pressed so hard it aches. Underneath it all is a deep, bone-tired love that has nowhere to go, coiled and restrained for far too long.
Daveed inhales sharply, eyes still closed. “It hurts,” he admits hoarsely. “Everything feels too loud. Like… like I’m bleeding feelings.”
Stara clears her throat softly from where she stands near the window, arms folded, eyes sharp but not unkind. “That tracks. Your empathy’s coming back online without filters.” She tilts her head. “It’ll hurt less if you don’t fight it.”
Daveed huffs a weak, humorless breath. “That’s terrible advice.”
“It’s accurate advice,” she counters. “Terrible comes standard.”
Rook’s mouth twitches despite the tension. They adjust their grip slightly, careful of Daveed’s wings. “You don’t have to take it all at once,” they murmur. “You can lean on me.”
Daveed hesitates.
That hesitation is loud to Rook’s senses—not fear of closeness, but fear of burdening. The reflex runs deep, carved into him by centuries of being useful only when he gives and gives and gives.
Rook tightens their hold just a fraction. “Daveed,” they say, gentle but firm. “Guardians exist to carry weight. Let me.”
Something in him finally gives.
Daveed nods once, barely perceptible, and allows his empathy to bleed outward instead of inward. The pressure eases almost immediately, emotions redistributing between them. Pain shared becomes pain survivable.
His breathing evens.
“There,” Stara murmurs. “That’s better.”
Daveed opens his eyes at last. They’re unfocused at first, pupils blown wide with sensory overload, but they settle quickly on Rook’s face. Recognition floods him, followed by something softer—relief edged with awe, as if he still can’t quite believe Rook stayed.
“You didn’t leave,” he whispers.
Rook’s brows knit. “Why would I?”
“Because I’m… like this.” Daveed gestures weakly at himself. “Because Hell keeps pulling me apart. Because Heaven’s watching you. Because—”
“Stop,” Rook interrupts, not harshly, but decisively. “None of that makes you disposable.”
Daveed swallows. Tears sting again, but this time they don’t fall.
Stara steps closer, crouching to Daveed’s level. “You’re going to need rest,” she says. “Real rest. Emotional rest. No feeding. No Hell assignments. No heroic self-sacrifice.”
Daveed winces. “I’m terrible at that.”
“I know,” she says flatly. “That’s why I’m saying it.”
Rook lifts their gaze to her. “How long?”
Stara considers. “Days. Maybe longer. Empathic burnout this severe isn’t linear.”
Rook nods. “Then he won’t be alone.”
Something unreadable flickers across Stara’s face—respect, maybe. Or concern. She straightens, wings rustling. “I’ll check in tomorrow. Call me if he spikes again. Or if Heaven does something stupid.”
“When,” Daveed mutters.
Stara snorts. “Fair.”
She pauses at the door, glancing back once. “You’re not broken,” she adds quietly. “You’re injured. There’s a difference.”
Then she’s gone, the apartment settling into a hush that feels earned.
Daveed sags further into Rook’s hold now that the tension of being observed has lifted. His head tucks instinctively beneath Rook’s chin, seeking shelter the way his body always seems to know before his mind does.
“I thought I was going to lose you,” he admits, voice muffled. “When Hell summoned me… I felt Heaven tugging at you. Like a hook.”
Rook stiffens slightly. “I felt it too.”
That gets his attention. Daveed lifts his head just enough to look at them. “Did they say anything?”
“Not yet,” Rook replies. “But it wasn’t a request.”
Daveed’s jaw tightens, anger sparking briefly through the fatigue. “They don’t get to take you.”
Rook meets his gaze steadily. “They don’t own me.”
The words are quiet, but resolute. Daveed feels their truth resonate through him, grounding and fierce. It steadies something inside his chest that Hell tried very hard to break.
He exhales slowly. “You’re still a guardian,” he says, half-question, half-reverence.
“Yes,” Rook answers. “And I’m choosing to guard you.”
Daveed’s breath catches.
He laughs once, wet and shaky. “Heaven’s going to hate that.”
Daveed lets his eyes fall shut again, exhaustion reclaiming him now that it’s safe. His empathic field hums softly, painful but no longer suffocating, held steady by Rook’s presence.
As sleep takes him, his fingers curl weakly into the fabric of Rook’s shirt, clinging.
Rook stays perfectly still.
Outside, the city moves on. Heaven watches. Hell plots.
Inside the apartment, a guardian angel keeps vigil over an incubus who feels too much—and refuses, finally, to face it alone.
Rook tightens their hold just a fraction. “Daveed,” they say, gentle but firm. “Guardians exist to carry weight. Let me.” ← how can they say such a terrible thing so gently? 🥺
She pauses at the door, glancing back once. “You’re not broken,” she adds quietly. “You’re injured. There’s a difference.” 💜
CW: collapse, unconscious whumpee, bedside vigil, incubus whumpee, painful empathy, empathic whumpee, hell as a whumper, grief
TAGLIST: @oddsconvert @flowersarefreetherapy @angelwings-onfire @yet-another-heathen @cepheusgalaxy @flailingfrog (let me know if you'd like to be added)
CHARACTERS: Daveed Anastas, Rook Rivera, Stara Emrys
MASTERPOST
Morning does not arrive all at once.
It seeps in slowly, cautiously, as if even the sun isn’t sure it’s allowed to touch this place yet.
First there’s light—pale and diluted—spilling through the narrow gap between the curtains and crawling across the floorboards. It catches on the edge of Daveed’s wing, turning the normally rich purple dull and gray, like ash after a fire. Dust motes drift lazily through the beam, suspended in the quiet.
Then sound follows. A delivery truck idling outside. A distant horn. The muffled cadence of human life resuming its rhythm, unaware that something precious and broken lies on the apartment floor.
Daveed doesn’t wake.
Rook hasn’t moved for hours.
They sit on the floor with their back against the couch, legs folded awkwardly to support Daveed’s weight. His head rests in their lap, curls damp with sweat, face drawn tight even in unconsciousness. Rook has adjusted him again and again—tiny movements, careful and reverent—to keep his breathing steady, to prevent pins and needles, to make sure his wings aren’t trapped at a painful angle.
Their own wings ache from holding still, feathers twitching with restless instinct, but they don’t shift.
They won’t.
Daveed’s empathic presence is… wrong.
It’s still there—Rook can feel it faintly, like a distant hum—but it’s muted in a way that sets every guardian instinct on edge. Empathy usually spills. Leaks. Breathes. Daveed’s has folded inward, compressed so tightly it feels like listening to a heartbeat through layers of stone.
Alive.
But buried.
Stara sits a few feet away, cross-legged on the rug, posture immaculate despite the tension in her shoulders. Her powder-pink skin glows softly in the morning light, freckles standing out against the pastel warmth. Her bat-like wings are tucked close, blue hair gathered into a loose puff that bobs slightly every time she shifts her focus.
Invisible sigils hover in her sight. Diagnostic constructs only a demon doctor would think to use. Her thin tail curls and uncurls, the diamond-shaped tip tapping softly against the floor in an uneven rhythm.
Worry.
Rook has learned that tell, too.
“He’s not slipping,” Stara says quietly, without looking up. “Before you ask.”
Rook exhales a breath they hadn’t realized they were holding. “Then what is this?”
Stara tilts her head, analytical eyes narrowing. “Empathic submersion. Extreme case.” She gestures vaguely toward Daveed. “His mind shoved everything down to survive. Pain, grief, overload. It compartmentalized so aggressively it knocked him out.”
“Like a shutdown,” Rook murmurs.
“Yes. Except it wasn’t voluntary.” Stara’s mouth tightens. “Hell pushed him past sustainable limits. Again.”
Bright, sharp anger flashes through Rook, restrained only by centuries of discipline. “They broke him.”
“They tried,” Stara corrects. “He didn’t let them finish.”
Rook looks down at Daveed’s face. Even unconscious, his brow is furrowed, jaw tight, as if bracing against something unseen.
“What do we do?” Rook asks.
Stara finally looks at them. “We wait. And we anchor.”
Rook nods immediately. Anchoring they understand.
They settle their focus inward, letting their breathing slow, their thoughts align. This isn’t about command or judgment. This is the quiet work of guardianship. The kind Heaven rarely celebrates. They allow their grace to exist gently, contained and steady, like a hearth fire rather than a beacon.
They place one hand over Daveed’s heart.
It beats slowly beneath their palm. Solid. Real.
“I’m here,” Rook whispers. “You don’t have to hold everything. I’ve got you.”
Something shifts.
Daveed’s breath catches. It's enough to make Rook freeze. His fingers twitch against the fabric of Rook’s pants, curling weakly as if searching for purchase.
“Daveed?” Rook murmurs.
His lips part. A sound escapes him, half breath, half word.
“…sorry.”
The apology is barely audible. It lands sharply anyway.
Rook leans forward instantly, wings rustling. “No,” they say firmly, voice low and steady. “No. Don’t apologize. You didn’t do anything wrong.”
The empathic field ripples in response. Raw, reflexive pain spikes briefly before softening again, as if soothed by the certainty in Rook’s voice.
Daveed doesn’t wake, but he drifts closer to the surface. His expression shifts, tension easing slightly as memories bleed through. They're not the worst ones this time.
Rook feels it happen.
The grief changes texture.
Warmth.
Instead of the crushing weight of loss, it becomes something bittersweet and aching. Images flicker at the edges of Daveed’s presence: a cramped college apartment, mismatched furniture, laughter too loud for the hour. Tyell sprawled on a couch, grinning, throwing popcorn at Daveed while insisting he absolutely could finish a paper in one night .
Joy.
Love uncomplicated by guilt.
Rook swallows hard, tightening their grip on Daveed’s hand. “He mattered,” they whisper. “He still does. You didn’t imagine that.”
Daveed exhales a long, trembling breath and his empathic presence loosens just enough to breathe. The pain doesn’t vanish, but it reorganizes, no longer sharp enough to cut.
Stara stands slowly, careful not to startle either of them. “That might be the pivot,” she says quietly. “When he wakes, he’ll be sensitive. Raw. His empathy will hurt for a while.”
Rook nods. “I’ll stay.”
Stara studies them, really studies them this time. “You know Heaven won’t approve of this bond.”
“I know.”
“And Hell already considers him compromised.”
Rook doesn’t look away from Daveed. “Then they’ll both have to deal with it.”
A faint, sharp smile curves Stara’s mouth. “You’re going to be a problem,” she says, fondly.
Hours pass.
The sun climbs higher. The apartment warms. Rook shifts only once, carefully, to ease Daveed’s neck, never breaking contact.
When Daveed finally wakes, it’s gradual.
His eyes flutter open, unfocused and dark with exhaustion. Panic, raw and instinctive, spikes instantly. Recognition follows almost immediately.
Daveed blinks, swallowing hard as awareness settles into his bones. Pain hums everywhere but it’s distant, dulled, wrapped in something gentler than he expects.
“…Tyell,” he whispers.
Rook’s chest tightens. “I know.”
Daveed squeezes his eyes shut, a tear slipping free despite his effort. “I thought I lost him again. I thought….I thought Hell took him from me twice.”
Rook leans down, pressing their forehead to Daveed’s. “You didn’t. And you didn’t lose yourself either.”
Daveed’s breath shudders. A quiet sob escapes him, unguarded and real. His fingers tighten around Rook’s hand, grounding himself in the warmth and certainty of it.
For the first time since Hell tore him open and Heaven began watching too closely, Daveed allows himself to rest.
And Rook - still a guardian angel, still whole, still watching - keeps their vigil.
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CW: empathic whumpee, sensory overload, collapse, unconscious whumpee, bedside vigil, grief, referenced character death (in memory), hell as an antagonist
Time stretches strangely after Daveed collapses. The apartment settles into a hush that feels held rather than empty, as if the walls themselves have leaned inward to listen. City noise dulls to a distant thrum, traffic and voices softened by Stara’s wards. The kettle clicks itself off on the stove, forgotten steam ghosting into the air.
Daveed doesn’t wake.
Rook stays exactly where they are, seated on the floor with Daveed half-curled in their lap. His weight is solid—warm, real—and every slow rise and fall of his chest feels like a counted blessing. Their legs go numb. Their wings ache at the awkward angle. None of it matters.
Stara moves quietly, precise as a surgeon even now. She redraws sigils by millimeters, not inches, muttering clinical notes under her breath.
“Empathic collapse,” she says softly. “Acute. Compounded by punitive exposure. Hell still deploys empaths like siege engines and acts surprised when they shatter.”
Rook doesn’t look away from Daveed. “He said empathy hurts.”
Stara huffs. “Of course it does. Pain keeps it sharp. Keeps him useful.” A pause, then quieter: “Also keeps him kind. Which Hell hates.”
Hours pass.
Somewhere near dawn, when pale light begins to creep across the floor, Daveed’s emotional field shifts. Rook feels it immediately. Not waking. Not consciousness.
Memory.
It hits like a rip current.
Grief rolls through Daveed in heavy, crushing waves, so dense Rook has to brace themself to keep from being swept under with him. This grief is old, but it’s never dulled. It’s been folded and refolded so many times it’s worn thin.
“Oh,” Rook whispers.
Stara looks up sharply. “What is it?”
“He’s remembering,” Rook says. “Someone he lost.”
The name isn’t spoken aloud, but it’s unmistakable.
Tyell.
The memory pulls Rook in despite their best instincts. It's not a vision forced upon them, but as something Daveed’s empathy bleeds outward, raw and unguarded.
College.
A cramped apartment with peeling paint and a radiator that rattled all winter. Two mismatched desks shoved together, textbooks stacked in chaotic towers. Tyell’s laughter—bright, effortless—cutting through Daveed’s constant emotional noise like sunlight through smog.
Then the night it all went wrong.
A storm. Sudden and violent. Rain slamming against pavement hard enough to sting. Tyell had insisted on walking home instead of waiting it out. “It’s fine,” he’d said, grinning, hair plastered to his forehead. “I’m already soaked.”
Daveed had felt it then. A wrongness. A spike of unease that made his chest tighten. He’d grabbed Tyell’s sleeve.
“Wait,” Daveed had said. “Just—wait. Something feels off.”
Tyell had laughed, gentle and fond. “You always feel things, Dee. Doesn’t mean the world’s ending.”
The memory fractures.
Headlights flaring too bright through rain. Tires screaming as they lost traction. The sound. Rook shuddered at the sound. It set his teeth on edge. It was metal on bone and the sickening thud of a body hitting asphalt.
Daveed had been there in seconds. Knees hitting the ground. Hands shaking as he pressed them over the wound, empathy screaming so loud it had nearly blinded him. Tyell’s emotions had been everywhere—pain, fear, shock, and underneath it all, stubborn reassurance.
“Hey,” Tyell had whispered, breath bubbling red at the corner of his mouth. “Don’t—don’t do that face. You’re gonna be okay. I’m okay.”
He hadn’t been.
Daveed had felt the exact moment the thread snapped.
One second, Tyell’s emotions had been a bright, warm presence in Daveed’s chest. The next, nothing. A sudden, brutal absence that hollowed him out so completely he couldn’t breathe.
Daveed’s scream echoes through the memory, raw and animal, empathy flaring too late, useless and devastating. Sirens. Rain mixing with blood. His hands slick and shaking as he begged a body that could no longer hear him. He hasn't spoken for months after that. Dropped out of college. Avoided the funeral and all of Tyell’s family for years.
Back in the apartment, Daveed exhales sharply.
His fingers twitch.
Rook tightens their focus instantly, offering steady, quiet calm with no judgement the way they’ve done for centuries. They don't try to erase the pain. They can't do that. It would be with him forever. The only thing they can do is keep it from tearing him apart at this moment.
“You didn’t fail,” Rook murmurs, voice low and even. “You were there. You loved him. That matters.”
Daveed doesn’t wake, but his breathing evens slightly, like something knotted in his chest has loosened a fraction.
Stara watches, expression uncharacteristically gentle. “That kind of death,” she says softly, “leaves a scar on empaths. Sudden severance. No time to prepare. No chance to compartmentalize.”
“Is that why it hurts so much?” Rook asks quietly.
“Yes. Because every time he lets himself care, part of him remembers exactly how it felt when the world went silent.”
She sighs. “Mads and I had to make sure he didn't join Tyell. That was the first time we dealt with this, I think. He was bleeding empathy everywhere even though he'd shut himself away.”
Daveed stirs again, brow furrowing. A faint sound escapes his throat, like he’s trying to speak through water.
Fingers curl weakly, clutching at Rook’s sleeve like it’s the only solid thing left in existence.
Rook stills completely, heart aching. They don’t pull away. Don’t overwhelm him. They simply remain.
“I’m here,” they say, steady as a vow. “Rest. I’ll keep watch.”
Daveed’s grip tightens just a little.
Outside, the city wakes. Inside, a guardian angel keeps vigil over an incubus who feels too much, who once loved a human so fiercely it nearly destroyed him.
And this time, this time, when the memories come, Daveed is not alone.
CHARACTERS: Daveed Anastas, Rook Rivera, Stara Emrys
MASTERPOST
Stara arrives quickly. Too quickly for someone who normally complains—at length—about teleporting through wards that aren’t hers. One moment the apartment is quiet except for Daveed’s uneven breathing and the faint hum of the city outside; the next, the air folds in on itself with a soft pressure-pop that rattles the windowpanes.
The lights flicker.
The plants along the sill shudder as if a storm passed through them.
Then Stara Emrys is standing just inside the doorway, boots planted, wings half-flared, powder-puff blue hair escaping its tie in frantic wisps. Her skin glows a gentle pink, but there’s nothing gentle about the way her blue eyes snap across the room, cataloguing everything in an instant.
Daveed.
Collapsed.
Unconscious.
Empathic field still bleeding.
“Oh,” she says quietly.
Rook is kneeling on the floor beside the couch, Daveed’s head cradled in their lap, fingers trembling where they rest against his shoulder. His wings are slack and wrong, dulled, edges trembling like they can’t decide whether to exist in this realm or not.
“He didn’t wake up,” Rook says, voice tight and controlled in the way only someone used to command-and-collapse can manage. “He told me to call you. For empathic overload. Then he—he just—”
Their throat closes.
Stara moves immediately. She crosses the room in three precise steps and drops to her knees, skirts flaring, tail snapping once before going still. She doesn’t touch Daveed at first. She never does when it’s this bad. Instead, she hovers her hands over his chest, eyes unfocusing as she reads the layers of him. Emotion and resonance and damage that doesn’t leave bruises.
“Incubus Knight,” she mutters. “Empathic subtype. Trauma saturation past safe threshold. Gods, Daveed, what did they do to you?”
Rook flinches at the edge in her voice.
“He was summoned to Hell,” they say. “They didn’t let me go with him. He came back like this.”
Stara’s jaw tightens. Her freckles stand out sharply against skin gone pale with anger.
“Of course they did,” she says. “Empaths make excellent weapons and terrible survivors.”
She finally touches him then. Two fingers lightly press below his sternum, searching. The reaction is immediate and terrifying.
Daveed’s body arches violently. His breath stutters, a raw sound tearing out of his throat though his eyes never open. His empathic field flares like a blown circuit, emotion slamming outward in jagged waves. Pain. Fear. Fury. Shame. Love. They're all so intense Rook gasps as if struck.
“Stara!” Rook says, instinctively tightening their hold.
“I know,” Stara snaps, already pulling back. “I know. I shouldn’t have touched him bare.”
She reaches into her coat and produces a small glass vial etched with stabilizing sigils. It's a cool, quiet magic meant to dull, not suppress. She uncorks it, and the scent fills the room: rain on stone, slow heartbeats, the deep silence after a storm has passed.
Daveed doesn’t respond.
Not even a twitch.
That’s worse.
Stara swears softly under her breath and presses the vial against the air just above his chest, letting the contents bleed into his aura instead of his body. The sigils glow faintly, spreading outward in careful rings.
Still nothing.
Rook’s chest tightens painfully. “He’s not reacting.”
“I know,” Stara says, voice gone sharp with focus. “He’s too deep. He shut himself down.”
She glances up at Rook, eyes narrowing slightly. “Guardian. I need you to pull back.”
Rook stiffens immediately. “I’m not overwhelming him.”
“No,” Stara agrees. “But you’re bright. You’re worried. You love him.” She says it like a diagnosis. “Right now, he can’t filter that.”
Rook swallows hard. Their wings twitch, feathers rustling with restrained emotion.
Slowly, painfully, they do what they’ve been trained to do since the first human they ever guarded: they compress everything inward. Fear, devotion, fury at Heaven and Hell alike gets folded down into something small and steady.
The room feels quieter.
Daveed’s breathing evens out by a fraction. It's just enough to matter.
“There,” Stara murmurs. “Good. That helps.”
She sets up wards around the couch. They're subtle, humming softly instead of flaring. Emotional dampeners. Resonance buffers. Nothing that would alert Hell or Heaven to what’s happening here.
Rook watches her hands move, precise and practiced. “Is he… in danger?”
Stara hesitates.
That’s never a good sign.
“He’s not dying,” she says finally. “But he’s unconscious because his empathy overloaded past his ability to process it. Think of it like emotional hypoxia. His system shut down to survive.”
Rook’s hands curl gently into the fabric of Daveed’s shirt. “When will he wake up?”
“When his mind decides it’s safe.”
“That could be—”
“Hours,” Stara says. “Days, if something external keeps pulling at him.”
Rook’s wings flare despite their effort to stay calm. “Hell.”
“Yes,” Stara says bluntly. “And Heaven. He’s caught between two gravitational fields, and empathy means he feels everything.”
She studies Rook for a long moment, something softer slipping through her clinical sharpness.
“You’re anchoring him,” she says. “Even like this. That’s good. But you need to be careful.”
“I can be careful,” Rook says immediately. “I’m a guardian angel.”
Stara’s mouth twitches. “Yeah. I noticed.”
Daveed doesn’t stir.
His face is slack with exhaustion, lashes dark against his cheeks, mouth parted slightly as he breathes. He looks younger like this. More fragile. Less like a Knight of Hell and more like the man who waters plants and hums while he cooks.
Rook lowers their forehead to his temple, not touching skin, just close enough to feel his warmth.
“I’m here,” they whisper, voice steady and quiet. “You don’t have to wake up yet. I’ve got you.”
Stara watches them in silence as she finishes the last ward.
Far below, Hell marks Daveed’s absence with irritation.
Far above, Heaven feels its guardian’s tether strain. It tightens its gaze.
Daveed doesn’t step back into the apartment so much as collapse into it.
Space snaps shut behind him with a concussive thrum, infernal sigils flashing once in the air like a dying heartbeat before burning themselves out. The heat of Hell peels away from his skin in an instant, replaced by the cooler, softer atmosphere of the apartment—and the contrast hits him like a blade.
He drops to one knee, then both.
His claws scrape against the hardwood as he catches himself, breath tearing out of his lungs in sharp, uneven pulls. His wings shudder violently, ruffling and then locking too tight against his back, every muscle seized with strain.
Empathy detonates.
The moment Hell releases him, every dampener he relies on vanishes. There’s no gradual easing, no buffer. It's a tidal wave of sensation crashing straight into his chest.
The city outside presses in: restless humans, late-night loneliness, fleeting joy, dull despair. The plants along the windowsills hum faintly with the calm he fed them earlier. The apartment itself holds echoes of warmth, safety—
And threaded through all of it is Rook.
Concern. Anticipation. Love. Fear that hadn’t yet found a reason—until now.
It slams into Daveed all at once, too bright, too intimate. His vision blurs instantly, white sparking at the edges.
“—Daveed?”
Rook’s voice reaches him like a lifeline, but even that hurts. Sound vibrates through his skull too loudly, too sharply. He swallows, gagging as the pressure behind his sternum swells, hot and crushing, like his ribs are being pried apart from the inside.
“Daveed, what—”
“I’m—” He tries to stand. His legs buckle immediately.
Rook crosses the room in two strides, wings flaring instinctively as they catch him. Their hands are steady; their emotions are not. Fear spikes sharp and electric the moment they touch him—and Daveed feels every ounce of it, amplified, reflected back until it’s unbearable.
He gasps, claws digging into Rook’s sleeve as his knees hit the floor again.
“Don’t—don’t pull back,” Rook says quickly, misreading the flinch, holding him tighter. “I’ve got you. I’ve got you.”
The reassurance is meant to ground him.
Instead, it breaks something open.
Rook’s concern pours straight into Daveed’s empathy unchecked, flooding him with warmth so intense it burns. His breath stutters, chest locking as if the air itself has turned heavy.
“Too much,” he manages hoarsely. “Rook—listen—”
Rook cups his face, thumbs brushing frantic, reverent circles into his skin. “Hey. Stay with me. What did Hell do to you?”
“Not—Hell,” Daveed pants. His pupils are blown wide, irises glowing faintly as his empathic sense spirals out of control. He can feel Rook’s pulse. Their worry. Their love. Gods, their love—
It’s exquisite.
It’s agony.
“I can’t—filter,” he gasps. “Everything’s… everything’s coming through.”
Understanding dawns on Rook’s face, sharp and immediate.
“Empathic overload,” they whisper.
Daveed nods weakly, jaw clenched hard enough to ache. He forces himself to focus, to speak before the pressure drags him under completely.
“Call—” He swallows, breath hitching as another surge crashes through him. “Call Stara.”
Rook blinks. “Stara? You’re hurt—”
“No—” Daveed shakes his head, the movement sending a spike of sensation straight through him. He winces, claws flexing reflexively. “Not injuries. Empathy. I—I can’t shut it down. I need…. Dampeners. Please.”
Rook’s emotions spike again—fear sharpening into urgency—and Daveed nearly blacks out from it.
“Okay,” Rook says instantly, voice tight but steady. “Okay. I’m calling her. I promise. Just—stay with me.”
Daveed exhales a thin, shaking breath. Relief flickers through him at the certainty in their voice, and even that nearly tips him over the edge.
“Don’t—touch too much,” he murmurs, hating the words even as he forces them out. “You’re—loud. Right now.”
Rook flinches—but they don’t pull away entirely. Instead, they adjust, easing him down with careful precision, one hand firm between his shoulder blades, the other bracing his knees. Their wings curve protectively around him without brushing his skin.
“Tell me what you need,” Rook says softly. “I can be quiet.”
Daveed huffs out something that might have been a laugh if he weren’t shaking so badly. “You always do.”
His strength gives out then.
The fight drains from his body all at once, wings sagging, tail going limp as the overload finally overwhelms his ability to stay conscious. The pressure peaks—blinding, brilliant, unbearable—
And then his mind simply lets go.
Rook barely catches him in time.
“Daveed—!” They ease him onto the couch, hands trembling now as they guide his head into their lap. His breathing is shallow, uneven, but steady. Alive. Still here.
They press two fingers to his throat anyway, just to be sure.
Strong pulse.
Rook lets out a shaky breath and brushes his hair back from his face, eyes scanning the faint glow of infernal markings along his skin, the way they flicker erratically instead of settling.
“Idiot,” they whisper, voice breaking. “You should have warned me.”
Daveed stirs faintly, brow furrowing, fingers twitching before curling weakly into the fabric of Rook’s shirt like muscle memory refusing to let go.
Rook stills, chest aching.
“I’ve got you,” they murmur, one wing lifting to shield him instinctively as they pull out their phone with the other hand. “I’m calling Stara. You’re not doing this alone.”
They glance down at him once more before hitting the call.
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"I don't need your help."
"I'm doing this to make you better"
"I'm fine, take care of them!"
“I’m Fine”
"Kill me instead"
"Let me in."
"Look at me."
"Should I know you?"
"Take me instead."
(No) Anaesthetic
A
A Good Ol' Sickfic
Abandoned
Abdominal Pain
Aching Wounds
Acne
Adrenaline Crash
Adrift (in space/at sea)
Agoraphobia
Airsickness
Alien abduction
Allergies
Alopecia
Ambulance Ride
Ambush
Amnesia/memory loss
Amputations
Anaemia
Anesthesia
Angina (Heart condition that causes pain)
Animal Attack/Bite
Ankle Sprain
Anthrax
Anxiety/Anxiety attack(s)
Aphasia
Appendicitis
Arrested
Arthritis
Asking for help
Asphyxiation
Assumed Dead
Asthma/Asthma Attack
Auctions
Autoimmune disease
Avalanches
B
Backache
Bad Caretakers
Bandaged Head
Banished
Barbed Wire
Bear trap
Beaten up by ex-friends
Beaten with blunt object (i.e, bat or pipe)
Beatings
Bedrest
Bedside Vigil/Hospital Vigil
Begging
Betrayed by close friend/team/family
Bites (Animal, Bug, Human….)
Biting
Black Eye
Blackmail
Bleeding Out
Bleeding Through
Bandages
Blindfolded
Blindness (this could be temporary or permanent)
Blisters
Blood Loss
Blood Poisoning
Bloodied Knuckles
Bloodstains/blood trail
Bloody handprints
Bloody nose
Blunt force trauma
Blurred vision
Body modification
Body Sharing
Body Switching
Bounty on their head
Brain Damage
Brainwashing
Breakdowns
Breathless
Bridal Carry
Broken Bones (Ribs, Arm, Leg)
Broken Nose
Broken Promises
Bronchitis
Bruises
Building Collapse
Bullet Removal
Bumpy roads jarring injuries
Buried Alive
Burning Building
Burns/Scalding
Busted kneecap
C
Cancer
Caning
Capgras syndrome/delusion (belief that someone close to/important to the person has been replaced by an imposter)
Capsulitis
Captivity
Captured
Car chases (and maybe a car crash)
Carbon monoxide poisoning
Cardiac Arrest
Caretaker has to “play nice” with whumper.
Caretaker has to hurt whumpee while undercover.
Caretaker sacrificing something dear to them to get something the whumpee needs.
Caretaker turned Whumpee
Caretaker-whumper who's a parental whumper. But their "love" is not real love. Or even right treatment.
Carsickness
Cataracts
Catatonia
Caught in a fire
Caught in an explosion
Cauterization
Cave In
Cavity
Celebrity whump (exploitation in the music/movie industries…)
Chaffing from ropes/handcuffs/shackles
Chained/Shackled
Checking for injuries
CHF - congestive heart failure
Chicken Pox
Chills
Chloroform
Choking
Chronic pain
Claustrophobia
Cleaning wounds alone
Cold/Flu,
Collapsed Lung
Collapsing (into someone’s arms is usually nice, bonus points for cradling their head as they lower the whumpee to the floor)
Collapsing after they win
Collapsing/Fainting/Passing Out
Collars
Coma
Comfort after a nightmare
Common cold
Completely betrayed by their own team
Complications
Concussion
Confusion
Constipation
Constricted Airways
COPD - Chronic obstructive pulmonary disease makes breathing increasingly more difficult.
Corporal Punishment
Corset too tight and won’t unbutton
Coughing
Coughing Up Blood
CPR
Cramps
Crikes (intubation through neck)
Crush injury
Crying
Cuddle pile
Curses
Cuts/Grazes
Cutting off hair (more of an emotional hurt)
Cyanide poisoning
D
Damaged Larynx/Vocal Cords
De-aging
Deathbed Confessions (don’t have to actually die and stay dead, just the threat of dying)
Defeat
Defenestration (throwing out a window)
Dehydration
Deja Vu
Delirium (bonus points for this being drug/ fever induced)
Deluded whumper/thinking they’re helping the whumpee
Dengue Fever
Denial
Depression
Dermatitis
Diabetes (type 1 and 2)
Diarrhea
Diseases ('mystery' diseases are the best kind)
Dislocations
Disorientation
Disowned by Family
Displaced hip
Dissociation
Distress call
Dizziness
Dragged Away
Dream sequence
Driving to the hospital with a whumpee slumped barely-conscious in the seat of the car
Drowning
Drunkenness
E
Ear Infection
Edema (swelling from build up of fluid)
EKG
Electrical Burns
Electrical shock
Electrocution
Emergency field surgery
Emergency Surgery
Emotional angst
Emotional manipulation
Endometriosis
Enemy to Caretaker
Energy Drain
Environmental whump
ER
Execution
Exes reunited with one wanting a relationship and the other just wanting friendship.
Exhaustion
Experimentation
Exposure
Extreme Weather
Eye injury
F
Facing Phobias
Failed Escape
Failure to thrive
Fainting
Fainting (but also fainting aftermath) / Fainting due to lack of sleep, food, or overworking fainting from exhaustion
Falling
Falling for Caretaker/Whumpee/Whumper
Falling Through Ice
Fatigue/Exhaustion
Fever
Fibromyalgia (Chronic Pain)
Field medicine
Fighting (while injured)
Financial difficulty faced + how whumper might take advantage of that + how caretaker handles everything (well/badly)
Finding your loved one dead without explanation but thinking they’re still alive.
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Had a really good conversation with a friend yesterday about how people with disabilities often struggle to live sustainably. She’s a part of the climate team on campus and is very passionate about sustainable living. We somehow got on the topic of disability as well. I was telling her that people with disabilities often face criticism because many physically cannot live sustainably. Like, a lot of PWDs rely on single-use plastic medical supplies, pills come in plastic containers, they may not be able to use sustainable options (ex: someone who cannot wash dishes and who lives on their own might need to use disposable dishes).
I was actually surprised when she knew exactly what I was talking about. She brought up some ways that her organization is addressing this, such as getting disabled people on campus more involved in other ways rather than emphasizing that every aspect of their life is 100% sustainable. She even told me about a few studies she had been reading up on, including ones where scientists were developing things like recyclable or biodegradable pill bottles. It was a very interesting conversation, and it was really really nice to talk to someone who was also passionate about disability.
I also think that there’s a lot that nondisabled people or differently disabled people can do for each other to both help out each other and the environment. When I’m having a really bad flare up and can’t wash dishes, a friend coming over and washing dishes for me means that I use less disposable dishes. If you make extra soup and take it to your elderly neighbor, he’s using less packaged ready-made food. If someone with mobility issues can’t keep up their native garden anymore, having someone help out can keep the city from spraying the whole yard with pesticides and losing that whole habitat. A disabled person with a backyard can keep a compost pile for a themselves and the people they know in nearby apartments. Someone who knows chronically ill people and needs a lot of little containers can get loads of pill bottles to reuse instead of buying something new. Everybody working together can achieve a lot more than each of us alone
I've got a couple thoughts as a spoonie on a bunch of meds with a pile of pill bottles I'm trying to do something with beyond "reuse them for my own purposes:"
It's a program that would probably need to be organized as a group to help disabled people because of the prep involved, but Matthew 25: Ministries does take clean, label- and residue-free pill bottles to reuse by mail. It could be a decent "let's all go to someone's place or a third space that has hot running water pill bottles to soak and then scrub off/wipe while having a (masked?) socializing session and meal afterwards" monthly or quarterly event to catch up with people and process bottles for mailing without having to take it all on alone. It would also cut down on shipping costs and materials if you send one shipment, reuse a box or bag (taping up a paper bag from a grocery store is a good medium-sized option), and use something like Pirate Ship to find the cheapest postage.
Some city recycling programs do take empty pill bottles specifically, but many don't because they're #5 plastic, and are small enough to fall through sorting machines. A city nearby (sadly not where I live) does specifically say that they take them in the recycling bins on their "Accepted for Recycling" webpage; I just had to go through some webpage trees and then open up some drop-down menus to find it.
The "upcycling" solutions don't really work long-term when you have such a buildup of pill bottles that you're never going to use the dozens or hundreds that you accumulate in a year, but it's possible that local creative reuse stores might take the bottles (clean, no identifying information/residue/etc., brings us back to the "having to clean them party"), but personally I'd see if you can find sewers or knitters who need places to store pins, small thread scraps or notions, stitch markers, etc., and need small containers, or specifically upcycling artists in your area who do higher volume material reclamation.
That was a lot of words to say "I agree with @the-habitat-ring that it's a lot easier to do this if we help each other out," but hopefully adding a couple of specific ways we could, in fact, help each other out is a welcome addition.
From what I remember, Bob Jones— the main character— is the leader of a naval shipyard in California, round the 1940's. He's got a lot going for him; a good lover, a good job, a good education. But in the span of four (?) days, his whole life gets thrown off due to the racism of the world around him. It's a good read from what I remember, let me see if I can find an online version