Omg just realised my unrequited crush situation can help me continue the Matthias and Maxime's New Year's fic yay!!!
Don't I love to pine for a man who doesn't want me.
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Omg just realised my unrequited crush situation can help me continue the Matthias and Maxime's New Year's fic yay!!!
Don't I love to pine for a man who doesn't want me.

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ozgil is literally the most romantic thing in the world. its like "oz and fate both say you can't love oz and must inevitably leave him" and gil doesn't even flinch he's like "okay well watch this" and then he does a backflip and loves oz harder and stays with him forever
And then he does a backflip and throws away his arm in the process cause he doesn't have any use for an amr that hurts Oz
I just finished reading Piranesi and, since he got that "prophecy" from the birds I kept reading and analysing if everything that happened did in fact occur based on what the birds communicated with the statues, and they did
- A message from afar
Piranesi finds all the torn pages in the seagulls nests, and combined them to make what we later discover are the missing pages of his diaries
It's a message from a bygone time of his life that he forgot and has yet to claim his own again.
- Dark scriptures (disclaimer: I didn't read the book in English, so idk how the originals are called lmao)
Piranesi discovers the first diaries contain entries that don't make sense to him, attributing them to a time in his life where he must've been mad
The content of the entries is mysterious, dark.
- Eroded innocence
Piranesi is an innocent person by nature. Naive, constantly sees the good in everything and everyone.
When he uncovers the truth of why he's in the House and how he got there, that innocence is broken: he sees how The Other was never his friend, he was his captor and manipulated and used him to his own advantage.
This isn't really a breakthrough, I just love when a piece of media gives foreshadowing and I manage to notice them and piece stuff together lmao
Also I read they're making a movie out of this? Can't wait to see how it turns out
I GOT A FUCKING RAISE THE POTATO WORKED WTF
This potato works. Every. Fucking. Time.
Reblogging because it’s a damn potato and I want to encourage people to assume potatoes are magical.
w-what if potato is actually lucky
i need a lucky potato
Viva le patate i guess
I offer you a sneak peek of what was supposed to be the New Year's m&m fic, with a Max drunk to his ass with zero inhibitors
Had very much fun writing the part leading up to this point lmao

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Not me completely forgetting I had also started a third matthias & maxime fic with them being fwb I opened my Google docs and saw this third forgotten document and went
Saw a "Saying I'm stronger than him just to get pinned against a wall right after" post and yeah I can see Max ragebait Matt to get himself pinned against a wall 🧱
Rivette would so be the type to ask inappropriate questions to Matt and Max after they start dating
Max would also answer them while Matt nopes the fuck out of there and/or threatens to kill Rivette in his sleep if he continues
Spent my evening and night watching Heated Rivarly and the excitement running through me when Scott and Kip kissed can't be explained
Matt and Max keeping their relationship a (not so well kept) secret for the first few months and then when Max comes home for the holidays he stays at Matt's place and the next day when they meet with the guys he sports a big ass purple hickey on his collarbone cause Matt is a biter #changemymind

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they should explode him i think
... He's the one telling us not to give up?
I'm cooking something
I'm not a chef so my cooking is bad
But I am cooking something nonetheless
Matt's hands were cold, and shivers ran down Max's spine. He grabbed Matt's face, leaning down to kiss him.
“What are you planning, Maxime Leduc?"
Matt asked after they parted, licking his lips.
“You owe me an orgasm.”
Ah.
“You made me stop in the middle of nowhere to have sex?”
“Don't be stupid. We're not going to have sex sex, we're just going to, you know.”
Max closed his fist and moved it up and down, making it very clear what he was waiting for.
“Jerk each other off?”
Max sighed, exasperated, rolling his eyes.
“You're annoying. Next time, instead of words, you should put something else in my mouth.”
Matt felt like he was going to die right then and there.
I don't know when this thing will be published tho 😀
hey there you beautiful soul, would you be so kind to talk a little bit about deleted scenes on the mattias-et-maxime dvd? or was it blu-ray? or whatever. is it worth purchasing? would so love to read your take on the scenes anyways. thank you so much. love your blog and vibe, seems so... zen. tender zen :)
Anon, this is super kind! "Tender zen" is goals lol.
Regarding the DVD, yesssss it's so worth it. (Make sure to get the Francophone version. The MUBI English-language DVD only has interviews.)
One, the DVD case is beautiful. Two, it comes with a stack of postcard-sized double-sided prints of behind-the-scenes stills. Three, THE DELETED SCENES. The deleted scenes are everything. Although it's a bit of a Pandora's Box, like...I can't unsee what I have seen, and even though the scenes were cut they add so much more to the characters...confession: I watched the deleted kiss while I was struggling through the sixth or seventh draft of Headwind and afterward I was like oh Max 100% cancels his trip and he 100% bottoms and Matt 100% immediately proposes marriage (I don't know if you've read any of my fic but this is huge for me, a steadfast bottom!Matt writer, lolol) — I'm rambling, but basically, I think some scenes were cut because they were too music video-y (les amours imaginaires aesthetic) and some scenes were cut because they straight-up demolish the narrative tension. You watch those scenes and you know they're going to end up together.
The deleted scenes (I'm only going to talk about a few of them, iirc there are 9 or 10 in all - I know the birthday party scene is on YT)
Spoilers (??) + a terrible cellphone video of The Kiss
Holy fuck thank you. I admit I saw your reply with the post's link, opened it, read the whole thing, sighed dreamily at the kiss video and then went back to reread Headwind and the sequel again.
The "terrible", how you described it, cellphone recording of The Kiss actually gives it a more romantic aura to it, somehow, like I'm watching an old video of my parents being in love and I'm just there intruding, if that makes sense
I watched the birthday party deleted scene on YouTube a couple weeks ago and tbh, I wish it was left in the movie cause it adds more depth to Matt's internal struggle about Sarah, when I watched it it was clear to me what the elevator scene meant, where he's staring at that girl's back. It was a little confusing on the first time watch ngl.
Thank you again for this deleted scenes explanation 😌
Don't know about you guys but I think daily about how desperate Max seemed throughout the entire movie, even if it wasn't that obvious
He:
- brought up the high-school kiss and insisted it happened when Matt denied it
- didn't have a problem in kissing Matt for the movie ("we already did anyway")
- THE CAR SCENE where he sang
Au gré de nos blessures
Et de nos désinvoltures
C'est quand on n'y croit plus du tout
Qu'on trouve un paradis perdu en nous
And
You're the one that's making me strong
While pointing at Matt. Not subtle, Max.
- the whole looking at each other while the other wasn't looking at Shariff's
- left the room to go in the secluded kitchen and looking like he was expecting Matt to follow him there
- the whole makeout scene he looked so needy for the kiss
- "I want us to spend the weekend together"
Even before the whole bet thing, when they were all chilling at the dinner table at the chalet, Max often looked at him
I don't think it's normal how much they have taken over my brain tbh
Confessing that I not only watched Matthias & Maxime for the second time in less than a week but I also PURCHASED IT because I couldn’t handle the idea of the free trial I got ending and not being able to watch it
That movie is addicting for real

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Thinking about how matt made fun of max’s birthmark in front of everyone, but when they were alone he kissed it…
Watched another Xavier Dolan film:
Bestie fyi he's currently making a new movie, or at least plans to
Btw what did you think of Matthias & Maxime?
Are…you serious? I have spent the last year and a half convinced he had retired you literally have me like this rn
I can’t decide if I like Matthias and Maxime (yearning, the movie) better than my beloved tom at the farm but needless to say I love it and could watch it endlessly
YEARNING THE MOVIE LMAO but yes it's a close call between M&M and Tom at the farm!
I'm a little biased towards M&M because I'm a sucker for childhood friends to lovers and am low-key obsessed to the point of writing a fic about it, but I enjoyed Tom at the farm so much-
I still have a few of his movies to watch, so idk if they'll get surpassed by another movie, but for now these two are at the top of the Xavier Dolan movies I like with a passion