I'm Lilly, in my 20s and this is my asylum because I'm on the sinking ship that is formerly known as Twitter. We have this kind of toxic relationship where I'm not able to leave even though it sucks because all my stuff is over there, so you'll mostly find me on Twitter still unless I remember that Tumblr exists.
Below this you'll find a list of stuff you can find here, but in short: it's my insanity.
Fandoms
I'm mostly in the Bungou Stray Dogs and a little in the Boku no hero academia fandom right now and extremely normal about Soukoku and ShinKami. But if you follow me long enough you'll see that I just drag everyone into old and new hyperfixations with me.
I also recently got back into The Hunger Games/TBOSAS and I think I should drop it here because I’m really enjoying the fandom here!
My favorite anime of all time is Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood, though I'm not really in the fandom, I just rewatch it all the time and go insane if someone mentions it to me. You can find some other stuff I love on my carrd!
Stuff I do
I write! Sometimes. Not as often as I'd like. But you can find what I managed to on my ao3! I might post my promo graphics over here eventually, but not right now. I'm in the process of hopefully finishing ANY of my SKK fics eventually... but right now there are only my ShinKami fics.
Find my fics with this tag: xlillyle fics
My bookmarks on ao3 also work as a reclist because I only have my recs publicly! I also pretty much only read ShinKami and SKK, so it's basically a rec list of these two ships.
I also read a tons of fics, I like to live react to them on my Twitter and I'm ALWAYS happy to share and talk about fics I've read! You can 100% go in my ask box and ask for recs, chances are high I have something for you lmao. I also encourage screaming into my ask box about fics you're reading that you know I read because I love screaming about fics LAKSJDLA.
Here on tumblr you can find my stuff with these tags for now: xlillyle bsd threads, xlillyle bnha threads, xlillyle skk fic rec, xlillyle wips, xlillyle asks
And here is the link to the master post of Cae’s and I’s FMABeast AU!
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if vampires existed in real life i think there would be shady companies advertising "organic blood" sourced from "willing donors" who are coincidentally all poor people being paid like $5 per blood donation. and like haughty vegan vampires who only drink a synthetic blood drink thats brewed in a way thats actively worse for the enviroment. and radical traditionalist vampires who go on tiktok and claim that true alpha chads have to drain and kill people and anyone who leaves their victims alive is a liberal cuck. enter the world of hypothetical insufferable vampire politics with me.
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i'd be fine if i never saw you again ('til i see you again)
☁️ Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya
☁️ 7k wc
☁️ Character Study (or: Chuuya's relationship with grief)
☁️ 5 times Chuuya wonders if Dazai is REALLY dead and 1 time he finds out the bastard fucking isn't
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i'd be fine if i never saw you again ('til i see you again)
☁️ Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya
☁️ 7k wc
☁️ Character Study (or: Chuuya's relationship with grief)
☁️ 5 times Chuuya wonders if Dazai is REALLY dead and 1 time he finds out the bastard fucking isn't
Work is locked for registered users, but I also have a revospring for anon comments!
You listen to music regularly? Why? Have you even tried quitting? Could you quit? You get music stuck in your head? Wow. You're so ruined and music brained. I bet you make your partners listen to music with you when you have sex. Music addiction has really ruined a whole generation. You know it's not realistic to expect reverb in real life, right? You're probably so desensitized that you don't even feel anything anymore when you hear a bird singing that it wants some fuck.
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my corner store guy is a 50 year old man who's my best friend in the world and recently he was like "you're too pretty to be single I have some nephews you should meet. very handsome!" and I was like "a niece might be more up my alley" and he just got more excited and said "ah even better! I was overselling my nephews but my nieces are very beautiful"
it could have been a good update, if they had simply ADDED a feature instead of CHANGING the feature.
JUST adding the ability to reblog from anywhere in the thread (thus saving us the trouble of going up a poster to remove a reblog we don't want/need, such as sometimes I go up a reblog to not carry on a ping someone did to me, as that doesn't need to follow the post everywhere)? Cool. We were already doing that kind of stuff. People have up-chained to remove additions since time immemorial on this hellsite. This would literally have just been a time-saver button.
JUST adding in a comment-adder getting notification ALSO if their addition was reblogged (and NOT removing the notification/notes from the original post), so that OP and the commenter get notified? Yeah okay. Nothing would have been taken away from anyone, and this would actually add a function that would allow commenters to respond to people who reply to them, even if the person didn't reblog directly from them. OP would also see, so they could also be in the conversation they started. No one gets cut out of the conversation if they've added to it. That would be neat.
But to cut OP out of the conversation if someone reblogged from them and commented?? what kind of hot garbage?? what kind of drug-induced hallucination created this community-killing change? Who on earth approved this? What was the goal of this move?? You could have done something good and useful with your time instead of pissing on your poor userbase and calling it rain.
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Staff: "We Have Successfully Removed Tumblr from Tumblr, which made Tumblr worth using."
FIJMU News 3-16-26 by Tor Mentnexus
For decades, reblogs have made tumblr a near-popular site, even inspiring platforms like twitter to include a retweet feature before it was turned into x-crement. Now, tumblr has successfully removed this feature to make the site far worse.
According to tumblr prime-minister Karl Lipidbrain, "Tumblr has always worked hard to alienate its users, from its harsh treatment of the trans demographic, to its ban of nipples (which nearly 1/5th of its users have at least one of) and all the way back to the time we deleted the whole site to spite the weebs. But now, we are making the entire note system into absolute useless shit. Soon, we should be able to boast a zero user count and make tumblr small enough to throw out in the back dumpster."
User outcry has been immediate and strong, which tumblr staff will ignore because of course they will.
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