I'll never forget what you looked like

Today is the 3rd day without texting him. I really try to move on even if it’s hard. I really thought that he loves me the way I love him but I’m wrong. If he would miss me he would text me or phone me but he isn’t. He’s living his best life while I’m sitting here, hoping that he is gonna text me. The sad part is that I texted him on his birthday three days ago and he doesn’t replied to me. I know that he is on vacation with his friends, drinking and dancing all night with other girls of course. I never thought that he would be like this after 3 years of dating and saying that he’s never gonna leave me because I’m the love of his life. I’m gonna wait till the end of this month and then I’m gonna text him if he want to talk to me again.

I hope time is gonna take me

I'll be good, I'll be good

If you want love, you gon' have to go through the pain

I wanna be king in your story

I mean this with love when I say it

I can't escape the way, I love you

You didn't mean to say "I love you"

I don’t know how to deal with this pain in my chest. The love of my life left me 2 months ago after three years of dating. And I know people say „time heals all your wounds“ but I think this isn’t true. If you really found the love of your life nothing can heal the pain. I don’t know what to do. I texted him so many times but all he says is that he is never coming back to me. But why he was lying all the time? That he would never leave me and that he loves me forever? I believed in his words. I know that I can’t forget him. I loved him since 2012 so don’t say that love fades. I’m only eighteen but sometimes you find the love of your life in such a young age. And sometimes you aren’t the same for them.

'Cause it's crazy that you're moving on so fast

Gold's fake and real love hurts