#dear diary

Bfs dad is being so passive aggressive we aren’t pausing our move (on my birthday) to drive 40 minutes both ways to go sing happy birthday to his mom and then leave

I realize what I thought was a concern for me was actually just responsibility. Nobody actually cares about me they just don't want me to kill myself and get blamed for it. They aren't sad that I'm sad they're annoyed at me. In the end nobody cares in the end they were never on my side even though they said they were. Now I have nobody I can't even kill myself because I don't want it to be a heavy burden. I just was to disappear

Yesterday I was Curious and looked at My Genitalia . Never again

Love Y'all 🧁

Going outside Is a Form of Humiliation 4 me

Blood Fart