hi! i do a lot of things but i mostly talk about writing here (alongside whatever fandom(s) i've currently submerged myself into)
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my stuff:
#stardust draws - art tag
#stardust writes - fic tag
my media analysis (text)posts are tagged as #[fandom] thoughts (ex. #isat thoughts)
my fics: (list contains fullgame spoilers for ISAT)
false positives (24k, WIP): After daring the potential embarrassment of talking to their friends about something, Siffrin manages to break the loops slightly earlier than normal.
Without anyone else finding out about them.
Surely this won't have consequences.
parallels (10k, WIP): Mirabelle joins Siffrin in the loops at the start of Act 4, and quickly finds herself in over her head. My contribution to the ISAT 2025 Art Bang!
burnout (2.5k, WIP): Loop doesn't disappear after the twohats fight, gets dragged into joining stardust and company on their trip to Bambouche, and maybe learns how to live with themself along the way.
finding a way home (2.6k, complete): After reuniting Bonnie with their sister in Bambouche, Isabeau, Siffrin, and Loop think about what it means to return home.
i can't help but wonder (1.5k, complete): Siffrin thinks about Loop and their identity on his way to meet with them during Act 6.
Paralysis Demon (chapter 5) and Alone on the Road (chapter 3): my two pieces for the ISAT Telephone Games, written for the "MDP returns" and "pre-loops Siffrin" chains, respectively.
if you're a pokémon fan, i also have some older fics on my ao3 (for legends: arceus and the fangame reborn), but i'm not active in those fandoms here
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'this story is a tragedy because along the way we got just enough glimpses of alternate timelines and barely-averted prophecies to know that somehow, the way it turned out is the best it could have gone'
i’ve warmed up significantly towards the concept of small talk ever since i learned that its sole purpose is to make friendly noises.
as long as you smile and nod, people are satisfied. it’s just to show that you are nice and there with good intentions. we’re small in a big world and have to rely on other people to be decent to us. so we do our little human dance to each other to say, “i’m not here to hurt you. here’s something we have in common, like the weather or sports or itchy sweaters, so we both know we’re on the same team. we both agree on a basic fact, like that it is rainy or that being itchy is uncomfortable, and this proves we can get along. i’m being light-hearted and non-threatening right now.”
small talk isn’t to get to know a person. it’s just a greeting to affirm you’re buddies in the universe.
i am motivated by wanting the other person to know i am friendly, so i have gotten pretty decent at small talk when i used to hate it.
One time when I was younger I was refusing to take headache medicine and my mom said “the person who invented that medicine is probably so sad you won’t let them help you” and now every time I find myself denying medicine I just imagine the saddest scientist making those big wet eyes like “why won’t you let me help” and whoop then I take the medicine
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important reminder that most people you follow online are significantly lamer than you think they are including me. and if you feel insecure comparing yourself to someone online: DON'T. theyre probably also lame and weird. most people on the internet are
I do think the ability to emoji-react is a net win for human communication. not only does it give you an outlet for 'I see and acknowledge this but don't have a verbal response' but it also adds a pleasing alethiometer element to things
my coworker announces that he's off to the dentist. someone reacts with a tooth emoji. is this a statement of dentist solidarity? a wish for my coworker to return with more (or fewer?) teeth than he set out with? simple word association? who can say
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I'm not even nearly as anti-LLM as most other leftists but part of approaching new technology is "hey let's think real critically about the application and scope of this so we can use it in ways that are worth it and don't cause mass scale societal damage" but the fact that it's being injected into fucking EVERYTHING makes any stance more cautious than "USE LLMS FOR EVERYTHING NOW AND FOREVER" so much more anti than the status quo that I don't even fucking want to add nuance
Like most of the problems people have with LLMs are the natural conclusion of decades of tech companies gaining monopolies, environmental regulations struggling to keep up with new technologies, and a growing semi-privatized surveillance state, as opposed to issues with LLMs themselves. There's a theoretical reality where LLMs are implemented in useful, responsible, and sustainable ways but that reality is so far removed from our current one that none of those points actually matters
used to think it terribly silly (and kinda funny) when fantasy or sci-fi stories would have people refer to major recent historical events as The Flood or The Incident or The Revolution, and im sure historians fucking hate that because it's not helpful or descriptive, but we sure do be calling it The Pandemic
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Shout-out to characters who don't plan to survive their stories! Heroes who think they can only atone for their failures through sacrifice, villains who don't think they deserve to live in the world they're trying to create. Gimme that passive suicidality baby, mm-mm, delicious.
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