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Starting to get really hard to keep an interest in anything anymore. Can’t even be bothered to sleep properly anymore if I’m honest. I’ve been awake all night and sleeping all day for basically a week at this point.

I just kind of want to spam words at someone at this point. Not about anything in particular, just in general. Like, have someone just listen while I go on a ten-minute rant as to why chocolate isn’t 100% guaranteed to hurt dogs or why Kaminari is my favourite MHA character or whether going AP AS Lulu is viable... Literally just talking to get words out, no matter what those words even are. But there’s really no point if no one is interested to really listen. Everyone IRL has basically started tuning me out whenever I start talking about dogs again and people online have learned to say no to anything Pokemon related since I take it too far.

Not that I blame any of them. I am actually 1000% aware that I take these interests over to the point of obsession. I try to reign myself in, but sometimes I just get too excited, and then I just get disheartened when it’s obvious that the other person doesn’t care as much as I do. So it’s hard to keep myself interested when nothing happens to keep that interest growing...

I started messing with a Pokemon Emerald emulator and just did randomized nuzlocke runs just to see what I would get...

Ironically enough... my best run isn’t one where I started with a Legendary. It was with a goddamn CATERPIE!!! I’m about to take on the Elite Four with my starter still on my team...