mini fic. Kris violates the egg prime directive
βWell, Krisβ¦ I just canβt help but hear a little voice in my mind tell me, βCanβt a prince like girly things? Canβt I just be a feminineβ¦ boyβ¦?β
(I donβt know what youβre talking about ) β₯οΈ (Sounds familiar)
β₯οΈ (Say whatβs on your mind) (Donβt want to assume)
*You ask them if they knew that you used to be thought of as a boy.
βU-uhm, of course I do, Kris, but what does that have to do withβ¦?β
*You tell them about how long it took for people to really get it. That you were not a boy. That you werenβt a girl either.
*You tell them about how frustrated you got with being called βheβ and βhimβ all the time, even after asking people not to.
*You tell them how once, you borrowed one of Noelleβs dresses, and some of Dessβs makeup. You didnβt know what you were doing, really. Just knew that maybe if you were βmore feminineβ it would help.
*The dress was fine; not quite your style, but fine. You hated the makeup and how it felt on your face. But after a week of wearing it at school people started to get it. Started calling you βtheyβ and βthem.β After you stopped dressing the same, they suddenly understood how a person could be gender-neutral.
*After they thought you wanted to be a girl.
*You ask if this reminds them of anyone.
βUhm. Well. Iβm sorry you dealt with that, Krisβ¦ Really, that goes back to what I said, though, right? You felt pressured into being a girl, andβ¦β
*You tell them how relieved everyone looked once Dess... left. And you gave back the dresses and makeup.
*How they went back to βheβ and βhimβ until, you suspect, Noelle made a stink about it. That, or it was because you kept putting snakes in peopleβs lockers.
*You tell them that itβs familiar to you, at least. To the words that Asriel said, once, early on:
You know you donβt have to change yourβ¦ you know you can just be a feminine boy, right? Like me.
βI. I mean. Itβs not the same, right? Iβ¦ I wear dresses and makeup. And everyone calls me a boy stillβ¦β
(Maybe youβre right) β₯οΈ (And thatβs the thing, isnβt it.)
*Thatβs what they really want to do. Call you a boy.
*And it will keep happening until you take away the room for doubt.
βWh. What are you suggesting, Kris??β
(Pronoun pin) β₯οΈ (What would happen if I brought a live snake to the dark world)
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