enthusiasm forever!!!

yesssss and yeah Connor's rolling his eyes but privately he's thinking that 'Shane Hollander kissing' has been pretty damn good actually tyvm but then Hudson has him crowded up against the wall and is licking into his mouth hot and dirty and possessive with something to prove and oh he hadn't realized it could be like this holy fuck

so ballsy of shane to be like “that’s not what i asked” when ilya tells him they can’t be something in tampa. he was not fucking around. “that’s not what i asked” like. i’m not letting either of us run from this. i’m not letting your fear take hold. i said “would you want to be, if we could?” if. if in another world, in another life where it wouldn’t jeopardize the lives we’ve built for ourselves, the lives we so tightly cling to, would you be with me? i don’t mean coming out, i mean — would you call me on the phone late at night just to hear my voice? would you call me by name — my real name, in broad daylight, in front of other people? would you spend the precious days of rest you’re allowed each season in my company? would you leave the privacy of this hotel room, your apartment, my apartment, if only to stand beside me at the back of a crowded club, if only for my hand to press against the small of your back when no one else is looking? i’m not asking for forever — i just want more time with you, even if we’re still forced to keep our eyes on the clock. if “something” is all you have to give, i’ll take it, even if it’s just a hypothetical. do you want to be together? i know, that’s not what i asked, but if i did — tell me you’d say yes.

Ilya when Shane is already in a bad mood: which Muppets would you fuck? Smash or pass Gonzo? Okay what about Kermit? You are too gay for Miss Piggy. Oh! Oh! Would you let the old men Muppets run a train on you

i think ilya should be licking champagne and doing bodyshots off shane after their first cup win together

should we do another little hudconsocratic… what’s everyone’s moment/pic/quote where you were like 👁️ #whatdatmean. what made you guys kind of go oh. maybe they really could be… something. i’ll go first. i truly think hudson choking up mentioning connor in his awards speech was crazy. he was so steady up until that point and the minute he started talking about connor he cracked. is that not insane bc i still feel insane about it.

the type of comradery you can only get when you're interacting with someone that's on the same level as you!!! no one else would play with them bc no one else is good enough for it