address me as mr. mole

hiiii i'm leo (any pronouns) 🩷🧸💚🐌💛🌷🧡 (tracking #leowiththefruit)

i'm 29 & i like heated rivalry & plushies & other cute/colorful things. i also make stuff & write sometimes. this is not a serious place by any means, i'm just yapping and having fun 🎷🐛

home of pershanemon 🍅 & fairy!shane 🧚

i love & support the whole heated rivalry cast on this blog so leave any negative vibes at the door please! if connor storrie gives you gender envy then you've come to the right place 🍒🥝🫐🍑

this is a kink positive space 🌈

PLEASE NOTE: i get a lot of asks (for reasons that are still unfathomable to me) and it might take me a few days to get to certain ones for various different reasons. pls don't take it to heart if i either don't respond or it takes a little while for an answer!!! i get overwhelmed sometimes + i don't like spamming people's dashes 🐢

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I have been #thinking abt them and like in my mind palace, the first time anything like this happens it startles them both but they still dive head first undernegotiated because it’s really doing something for them. Like, maybe Ilya has a really tough game or is in a depressive episode or maybe even sick and he just looks at Shane with wide eyes and says “izvini, papa. I cannot do better.” and Shane, whose heart is lodged firmly in his throat, shakes his head and brushes his fingers along Ilya’s cheek and whispers “no sorrys, baby boy. you’re good here, okay? everything is okay.” they’re both shaking a bit.

and maybe once he comes out of it, Ilya is deeply embarassed. but Shane grabs his face firmly in his hands and says basically the same thing: “you have nothing to be embarrassed for, Ilya. if you want to call me papa, or daddy, it’s okay, I swear. I promise, Ilya.” and Ilya cries a bit with his face tucked into Shane’s shoulder.

ofc Shane goes and researches the fuck out of this because if he’s going to take care of Ilya like that then he’s going to Do It Right. and so next time it happens, and Ilya looks up at him with that same soft, tentative expression, Shane smiles down at him and whispers, “there you are. hi baby boy” and Ilya sniffles a bit, maybe, and says “privet, papa.” and Shane is so gentle with him. he lets Ilya cuddle into him, and plays with his hair. whatever his baby wants, his baby gets. maybe they play video games, maybe they read a book together. and this time when Ilya comes out of it, he’s less embarrassed. this time he kisses Shane softly and whispers “thank you”

idk I’ve just been having lots of feelings about them…esp like this. I love them taking care of each other and being soft and vulnerable with each other ugh

love love love getting to experience your brain so i’m so grateful you built the courage to come back to interactive fandom living :D

absolutely obsessed w raquelle's vibe....go with me to a punk show raquelle......(i hope u like them bby!!)