prophetic lunacy

i like the phrases "it's not for me," "it's not my thing," and "i'm not the target audience" because they're the most concise way to express "this thing that you enjoy has merits but idgaf about it" without being aggressive

I self administered black tea to the point of madness.

health isn't a virtue.

people still go around acting like they've done something good in order to be able bodied and healthy. that they worked for it, that it's due to their moral fibre or good upbringing or self control. they genuinely, on some level, believe that they are a good person solely based on the strength of their physical abilities. they will resist the fact that it is largely down to chance that they were able to maintain such health. whatever they think they've built from scratch, the building blocks were already handed to them. not because they're more worthy of it, just by luck. and they really think they're worth more based on that sheer luck. i've met disabled people worth a hundred of the healthiest ableds alive.

i think i could direct a movie pretty easy probly. you, go over there but sadder. you, play with your balls but a little bit sadder with it. that camera angle is all wrong, make it sadder. close up on his balls. sadder. ok then one full penis shot and make it joyous because we loves it

pre hairwash melancholy