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I hate that I look at cute dresses online and I'm just like wow.. those would look so cool if I didn't just despise dresses.

Like I want to make myself like them. But every single time I do I just feel so awkward in them I just feel so stompy so like. *Wrong* and I don't know why I basically lived in sundresses until like 6th grade and then all of a sudden I was just like get rid of all of them I made Mom get rid of all of them for me and buy me a bunch of like jeans and stuff like that. I went from literally my mom not being able to get me in pants. To

FUCK THE TORSO TUBES

And like, I liked the dresses I wore in high school for like dances or whatever? But every single picture I look so goddamn awkward in it. I got myself this really cute thorn and fable dress from Hot topic thinking oh my God this is perfect I'll wear this dress when I'm home.

Nope. I put it on once. Hated it, send a picture of it to my friends to be like okay so what the fuck is wrong with this cuz I can't tell what's wrong with it but I hate it, And they were just like no you look fine. So it's just sitting there in my closet, I'll wear a dress just fine if it's like absolutely fucking ridiculous. Like I got a stupid dress that has Prints of all emo and punk bands all on it And I wear that to a birthday dinner because I thought it was so cool.

But like

A sundress? Absolutely not.

I'm fine with like blouses and other stuff like that