god okay, just to gush about this more, the author suggests using the categories of enthusiastic, willing, unwilling and coerced consent (rather than just āenthusiastic consentā orĀ āno means noā). i really recommend reading the whole article linked above, but what blew my mind is the distinction between enthusiastic and willing consent. it gets broken down like this:
When I donāt fear the consequences of saying yes OR saying no
When saying no means missing out on something I want
When I care about you though I donāt desire you (right now)
When Iām pretty sure saying yes will have an okay result and I think maybe that Iād regret saying no
When I believe that desire may begin after I say yes
and like!!! it made me realize i may have never actually enthusiastically consented in my life, but like, that doesnāt mean i have never or cannot consent! i almost always fall into theĀ āwilling consentā framework and iāve never seen thatā¦.validated anywhere. anyway, itās just given me this perspective about my sexuality and consent in general and better ways to relate to my partner and!!! idk!!! thank goodness for other ace people, is what iām saying.