୭ ˖ 𓌔 chamomile 𓏻 ✦

❀ Chamomile

♫ she/they . 🇳🇴🇯🇵f . 17 (pro) - radq, proship, transid, & para Marin Kitagawa fictkin - doubles ok- kinlist Luka ALNST nonsharing yume, doubles dni - yumelist

ᯓ ✈︎ Hi! I'm Chamomile or Cricket! I'm a long time member of the RQC but this is my first account where I'm really being myself instead of playing some role... i hope to make lots of friends here :]

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⟢　How I relieve trace dysphoria

or get trace euphoria ― as a transjapanese, permahighschool person!

PLUS + excuses, if anybody questions you!

( 1。 ) ― Using a Japanese-style bento box! excuse : you dont really need one, its just a lunch box LMAO

( 2。 ) ― Using chopsticks whenever you eat excuse : "Using chopsticks forces you to eat slower, which is good for digestion" -- "I didn't have any forks or spoons" -- "I want to learn how to use them"

( 3。 ) ― Making traditional japanese meals or meals/snacks popular in japan excuse : "I want to learn how to cook many different types of foods" -- "I want to branch out more when it comes to cooking"

( 4。 ) ― Styling my uniform similarly to a typical japanese highschool uniform This works since my uniform has the main components of a japanese school uniform (button up, blazer, skirt). I add a tie, knee highs, loafers, and sometimes a vest excuse : "Customizing it to make it look cute"

( 5。 ) ― Engaging with japanese media anime, shows, movies, music, games, etc popular in japan. excuse : none needed

( 6。 ) ― Bathing Baths are an important part of the daily routine and expected for people to partake in! Clean up before you enter the bath, and then enter and relax, enjoy! excuse : none needed

( 7。 ) ― Study and implement etiquette (link) Bowing, customs around eating and drinking, visiting people's houses, etc. Its a key part of Japanese culture, so add them into your daily life! excuse : just trying to be more polite, being respectful

( 8。 ) ― Superstitions! In some situations, avoid the numbers 4 and 9 (The reading of 4-shi- is associated with death, and 9-ku- is associated with suffering and torture), alongside other supersitions excuse : just tell them the superstition!

These are just a few things I do, didn't want to make an exhaustive list because that would be MILES long! Good luck transitioning and good luck dealing with dysphoria!

( 𑄝੭ ) ― One unfamiliar with harmed4harmful relationships typically waters them down to just BDSM or sadomaso dynamics. With your help we can change this! Shoot your partner point blank in the forehead, and together, we can change the perception of harmed4harmful relationships everywhere!