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chat how i do get darker skin without having to come out to my... everyone
was originally gonna say parents but it's all my IRLs actually

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im not really the type to post about these sorts of things, but i couldnr help but stew on it. alot of people believe that gender dysphoria is some... 'bigger thing' than other types of dysphoria, and i... dont really get it?
it takes me back to when i was younger. a little boy around 8? ish? if i had to guess. i desperately wanted to be japanese. i'd daydream about living there when i was older, but i hadn't realized the depths of mu feelings.
when i was a younger teen, i got into reality shifting, this would also be when i discovered 'rcta'. i knew it was wrong. i knew you couldn't 'change race'. But deep down, i envied these baits. for being so... confident. i'd spend my time at night trying to use reality shifting to go to a world where i was japanese, and then wake up guilty.
both of those times back then, i was romantizing the culture, i think. but nowadays, i don't.
if i was born in japan, like i wish and always wished to be, i'd probably be much worse off as a disabled person than i am here. and thats already saying something.
if i was born japanese, like i long to be, i'd experience racism and fetishization too, of course.
and i know these things. i understand them. and it still doesnt erase this feeling. it just makes me want a better world even more. i want a better world where everyone can be equal. where everyones needs can be met. where no one has to suffer, and people like me can eventually look at themselves in a mirror and see them.
maybe i am still idealizing things. maybe im romantizing the concept of a better world? but its how i feel, i guess.
hayate’s comprehensive guide to the 9-key kana flick keyboard
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i’m transjapanese—here are some things that give me euphoria
because we NEED more positivity in the trace community. reblog w/ your own!!
01. watching japanese TV shows and picking up on subtle nuances that the translated english subtitles left out.
02. handwriting the japanese language
03. preparing typical japanese breakfast foods (as well as being pretty good at it).
04. using first-person pronouns when referring to japanese people (i.e. ‘we’, acknowledging that i am a part of that group).
05. having a good enough grip on the language to interact with japanese-speaking internet communities.
06. using expressions like いただきます before i begin eating, ただいま when i return home… you get the idea.
bonus: knowing how to use the 9-key kana flick keyboard… and actually feeling a little lost when presented with a romaji keyboard 草
asian transrace individuals that grew up in europe or north america: PLEASE learn what orientalism is and recognise the biases you have ended up with because of it.
because i promise you do have them.

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I would never be able to admit it to my friends, but as a transAsian (specifically transJapanese) person, I just can't help but cry a few times when I listen to Mitski.
"Wife", "Square", "Your best American girl", "Strawberry blond", "Stay soft", "Fireworks"...+
This probably sounds stupid, maybe, but I'm sharing it on my blog, so.
i command all transrace people to try out age regression at least once.
slip into a mindset where it’s okay to not have that language fully figured out, where it’s okay to be experiencing things for the first time. you’re a blank canvas, slowly being shaped by your culture like a child would be.
i like to listen to japanese bedtime stories while i regress 🥹
Introduction post
hello, diarace/transrace community—my name is hayate. i have known i was transjapanese since i was a child.
my account is safe for all radqueers and all transIDs. i am pro-contact in all situations where informed consent can be given.
i am also a poet and a musician. i will occasionally post content related to these hobbies :)
i have no strict DNI criteria but i block freely.
long fkn yap below the cut if you’re interested in my story.