robin buckley wasnât supposed to still be at school.
technically, sheâd finished band practice an hour ago, but âfinishedâ was a generous word. sheâd stayed behind to run scales badly and loudly. then sheâd lost track of time, as usual, and now the sky was sliding into that deep blue which meant she should probably get home before her parents assumed sheâd been abducted by aliens.
she wheeled her bike across the pavement, humming to herself, when she noticed the camaro.
it was tucked into the far corner of the lot, half in shadow. the engine wasnât running, she couldnât hear any music playing and the headlights were off. but someone was inside.
she squinted and frowned.
okay, so she wasnât exactly his friend. theyâd spoken once. one time. but that one time had been⊠weirdly nice. weirdly human. weirdly not what she expected from the guy who walked around like he was allergic to sincerity.
and now he looked⊠wrong.
he was sitting perfectly still, hands on the steering wheel, staring straight ahead. even from a distance, something looked⊠off. he wasnât slouched in his usual âi own the world and also your lunch moneyâ posture. he was upright. too upright. like moving hurt.
she could leave. she could pretend she didnât see him. she could mind her own business like a normal person.
but she wasnât a normal person. she was robin buckley.
she parked her bike, took a breath that did absolutely nothing to calm her nerves, and walked toward the camaro.
she stopped beside the driverâs window.
billy jerked like heâd been shocked. his head snapped toward her, eyes sharp, expression instantly hardening into something defensive and annoyed.
he rolled the window down just enough to talk.
âwhat?â he snapped, the word sharp and venomous.
robin blinked. okay. so this was the version of billy everyone else got. the one with teeth.
âuh,â she said eloquently. âhi?â
he glared. âwhat do you want, buckley?â
âi was just⊠checking on you,â she said, trying not to sound like she was talking to a feral cat. âyou look-â
he cut in. âiâm fine.â
he wasnât. up close, she could see the faint cut on his cheek, dried at the edge like it had bled earlier. his face was bruised in a way that didnât look like a school fight. and his knuckles (she noticed this immediately) were not bruised. not scraped. not swollen.
which meant he hadnât been the one throwing punches.
she swallowed, keeping her face neutral.
âokay,â she said softly.
he glared, but it didnât have the same bite. more like he was tired of holding up the mask.
âi said iâm fine,â he muttered, softer this time.
robin shifted her weight, chewing her lip. she could walk away. she could. but she didnât.
instead, she reached into her bag.
âi, uh⊠have these,â she said, pulling out her own small bottle of tylenol.
billy blinked at her like sheâd just handed him a live grenade.
âwhy?â he asked, suspicion thick in his voice.
âbecause you look like you need them,â she said simply. âand because you gave me some a few weeks ago, remember? soâŠerm yeahâŠjust returning the favour.â
he stared at the bottle. then at her. then back at the bottle.
for a moment, she thought heâd refuse out of sheer stubbornness.
but then his shoulders sagged - barely, but enough.
he reached out the window and took it.
âthanks,â he muttered, the word almost swallowed.
robin nodded. âyouâre welcome.â
he twisted the cap open with careful fingers, like even that small motion hurt. she pretended not to notice. he pretended not to notice her pretending.
after a moment, he leaned back against the seat, eyes closing briefly as he swallowed the tablets.
robin hovered awkwardly beside the car as she put the bottle back in her bag, unsure if she should stay or go.
âso, ermâŠyou okay?â
âyou donât have to do that,â he muttered.
billy blinked, thrown off. then his eyes narrowed again, suspicious.
âis this-â he gestured vaguely between them, wincing at the movement. âare you⊠into me or something?â
robin made a noise that could only be described as a dying accordion.
âwhat? no! absolutely not. zero percent. negative percent.â
âi mean,â she rushed on, âyouâre objectively attractive, i guess, in the way that, like, a magazine cover is attractive, but iâm not⊠thatâs notâŠi donât-â
she stopped. breathed. tried again.
âi donât like you like that,â she said firmly. âi was just trying to be friendly.â
billy blinked again, slower this time. âfriendly?â
âyes,â she said. âyou know, like as in friendsâŠ..people who talk sometimes. people who donât let each other sit alone in parking lots when they look like theyâve been hit by a truck.â
he huffed a laugh, a real one, small and surprised.
âyouâre weird,â he said.
he looked at her for a long moment, something shifting behind his eyes. then he sighed, leaning back carefully.
âfine,â he muttered. âyou can⊠sit. if you want.â
robin blinked. âin the car?â
âyeah,â he said, rolling his eyes like she was being dramatic. âiâm not gonna bite.â
âyou say that,â she said, rounding the car to open the door, âbut your reputation suggests otherwise.â
he didnât smile, but the corner of his mouth twitched.
she slid into the passenger seat, setting her bag at her feet. the interior smelled faintly like old leather and something sharp she couldnât place. billy shifted slightly, trying not to wince, but she saw it anyway.
she fiddled with her bag so she wouldnât stare at his face. he closed his eyes, breathing slowly. his right eye looked red and swollen and the bruise beneath it was blooming purple.
but she didnât comment, and instead spoke, âsooooo! band was a disaster today!â
billy cracked an eye open. âyeah?â
âyeah,â she said, warming to the topic. âi swear my clarinet is possessed. like, fullâon demon mode. every time i try to play a high note, it screams at me.â
âmaybe youâre just bad at it,â he said.
âwow,â she said. âthank you for your support.â
he shrugged, wincing again. âjust saying.â
âwell,â she said, âif you ever want to hear the worst rendition of âmoonlight serenadeâ in the history of music, i can provide.â
he didnât reply, but his expression softened, just a little. enough that she could see the exhaustion beneath it. the hurt. the walls he kept up like armour.
they sat in silence for a while, the kind that wasnât awkward. robin tapped her fingers on her knee. billy breathed slowly, like each inhale was measured.
finally, he said, âyou really donât⊠like me like that?â
ânope,â she said. âsorry to disappoint.â
âiâm not disappointed,â he said quickly. too quickly.
robin raised an eyebrow. âokay.â
he glared halfâheartedly. âi justâŠpeople donât usually want to be friends with me.â
âwell,â she said, âlucky for you, iâm not people.â
âyou shouldnât⊠get involved,â he said, voice low. âwith me. itâs not⊠smart.â
robin leaned her hip against the car door. âgood thing iâm not known for my smart decisions.â
he huffed something that mightâve been a laugh. or a pained breath. hard to tell.
robin glanced at him, at the bruises and the cut, the way he held himself afraid.
she didnât say anything.
after a while, billy cleared his throat. âyou should get home.â
âyeah,â she said softly. âyou gonna be okay?â
he hesitated. then, âyeah. thanks⊠buckley.â
she smiled. âsee you around, hargrove.â
robin climbed out of the camaro, the door clicking shut behind her. the air felt cooler now, the sky now black and the parking lot completely empty.
she grabbed her bike from where sheâd propped it against the curb.
behind her, billy cleared his throat.
âhey,â he said, voice rough but not sharp this time.
she turned. he was watching her through the open window, eyes a little less guarded now.
âyou need a lift?â he asked. it came out gruff, like the words were unfamiliar in his mouth. âi can⊠i mean, i can drive you. itâs dark.â
robin blinked, surprised. billy hargrove offering someone a ride home felt like one of the signs of the apocalypse.
but she smiled, soft and small. âthatâs nice of you. but iâm good.â
he frowned slightly, like he wasnât sure if she was lying to spare him.
she gestured to her bike. âi live right around the corner. literally a twoâminute ride. if i got in your car, itâd take longer to buckle the seatbelt.â
billy huffed something that mightâve been a laugh. âfine. suit yourself.â
âi usually do,â she said, grinning.
he rolled his eyes, but there was no heat in it. âyeah. iâm getting that.â
she stepped back, hands on her handlebars. âyou gonna be okay getting home?â
he hesitated, just a flicker, then nodded. âyeah. iâll manage.â
billy watched her for another moment, something unreadable in his expression. then he nodded once, like theyâd made some kind of silent agreement neither of them had the words for.
âsee you around, buckley,â he said.
âsee you around, hargrove.â
she swung her leg over her bike and pushed off, wheels humming softly against the pavement. she didnât look back until she reached the edge of the lot.
when she did, she lifted a hand in a small wave.
he didnât wave back, but he didnât look away either.
robin pedaled into the quiet evening, her chest warm in a way she didnât fully understand. sheâd only talked to him twice. twice. and yet something about him tugged at her. not in the romantic way heâd assumed, but in the way you recognised another person carrying something heavy and thought, maybe i can help lighten it, even just a little.
maybe, she thought, this was how friendships started.