You see, God was one day so good to me that he gave me what I wanted; and whoever has what he wants has nothing left to gain but can only lose. And I have started losing
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TW: Discussions about Incest, sexual assault/rape, abuse, death, colonialism and imperialism, Iâll try to tag buy Iâm not very consistent
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BANGEL APPRECIATION WEEK 2022 | Day Four: Favorite Angst Scene
It told me to kill you. You were in the dream. You know. It told me to lose my soul in you and become a monster again.
I know what it told you. What does it matter?
Because I wanted to! Because I want you so badly! I want to take comfort in you, and I know itâll cost me my soul, and a part of me doesnât care.
â (Buffy the Vampire Slayer, 3.10 âAmendsâ)
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"Iâm a cancer survivor abt to lose housing. My last ask ever for communal support is for 3k, if folks wouldnât mind chipping in to help w the transition out of my apt, moving costs of my life upending, & losing my home b4 surgery. Thanks everyone! I (we) tried.
I read a Buffy essay that details that since Cordelia is the girl and the past/childhood/girlhood Buffy yearns for but cannot return to and by s3, Buffy has accepted as such and reconciled slayer and girl parts of herself, Cordeliaâs lacks purpose within Buffy and has been replaced with Faith. I wonder if the opposite is true too, that Buffyâs acceptance of her adulthood signifies Cordelia herself having outgrown âthe girlâ, no longer being able to rejoin her old clique both due to not being the same person anymore and the fact her proximity to Buffy and co have pushed her to occupy Buffyâs old position of a weirdgirl outcast, something Cordelia approaches the same way Buffy did, frustration and resentment and attempting to fit back within a space that cannot occupy her anymore and being subsequently pushed out. She tries to live within a world without Buffy and what âBuffyâ did to her, and it was a world of vampires (static, unchanging, immutable; forever trapped in your worst impulses and immediate desires) and she died as she was high school popular cheerleader beauty queen, without having lived, they all did. âI donât want to be in your life I want to be in my lifeâ âWell thereâs the door, please feel free to walk out and live your lifeâ and just like Buffy implies, walking away from Buffy to âlive her lifeâ killed Cordelia!! If Cordeliaâs Buffyâs before (a reality of Buffy, a past of Buffy yet a part), logically Buffy is Cordeliaâs after. You have to wonder did Cordelia facing a monster for the first time, instead of running or waiting for Buffy to save her, indirectly cause her to lose homecoming queen
Agott (Witch Hat Atelier) vs. Guinevere Pendragon (BBC Merlin)
Agott
Guinevere Pendragon
Remaining time: 6 days 16 hours
Propaganda below the cut:
Agott:
every other girl in this series already begins as a little ray of sunshine which obviously makes the ONE girl who's rude and unwelcoming to the lead at first a bitch. mind you, they're like, 11. even after the manga gives context to agott's perfectionism and insane standards (of which she's the main victim), people HATE her. meanwhile, you've probably seen or will see everybody adoring qifrey, the girls' male teacher and caretaker, who canonically takes in the lead character in order to use as bait/a living connection to the antagonists, whom he's been seeking for decades.
she's 11 stressed out of her mind rejected by her family as a failure (if she's been qifrey's student for a couple of years that would make her like. 9 when she was declared too incompetent by her own MOM) bending backwards to help the lead character in later arcs and an insanely hard worker whose favorite magic is actually making cute decorative animals out of light just because they're pretty. she's a little kid oh my god. aren't you grown fucks embarrassed of calling her a bitch be for real bye
Guinevere Pendragon:
The vitriol towards her seems to have calmed down within recent years (at least what I have seen) but especially when the show was airing people treated her horribly. Her being a black woman very much played a part in it, as well as the classic fandom dogpiling on any woman who supposedly 'gets in the way' of a m/m ship. They hate to see a woman in power.
She is consistently kind and loving throughout the story, demonstrating bravery and an unwavering willingness to defend and make sacrifices for the people she loves. She is a positive influence in the life of literally everyone she interacts with, even those who eventually betray her. She is emotionally rich and complicated due to her background as a commoner with a close yet strained relationship to the monarchy. She's lovely and she's interesting, and for a show with a fandom that often cares to dissect the relevant queercoding within the text, not nearly enough attention is given to her interactions with other women (imo). She is more than just a love interest, I swear!!!
Made to be an obstacle to the popular m/m ship
Constant sidelining her in favour of that whiteboy ship and reducing her role in the show, either villainising her and calling her misogynistic slurs (how funny that the other characters have also shown attraction to different people but only she is called a slut for having like two crushes and one serious relationship, I wonder why) or refusing to engage with her character on the basis of âsheâs too underwritten and boringâ, also a complete refusal to ever give any weight to the horrendous treatment she got over the course of the show (nearly being executed multiple times, the love spell, the torture and brainwashing, the strange racist plotline where a Middle Eastern-coded character captures and almost forces her to have sex with him??) like itâs so hard to see how over the years sheâs consistently been hated and gets the least amount of grace and sympathy than any of the other (white) characters do
Despite the showâs writing failing her often, sheâs the sweetest specialest girl of all time and everyone in that show loves her so bad likeee that is QUEEN GUINEVERE OF CAMELOT, and with a much more coherent character arc than fans give credit for, her progression from supporting other characters to do whatâs good and right and bring change to the kingdom to gaining the confidence and power to take on an active tole herself, also Angel Coulby is soooo beautiful<33 Honestly my Once and Future Queen<333
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