nusagi

I wish I had never transitioned. it isn’t worth it. it didn’t make me a girl it just made me miserable and made my life worse. I feel like I’ve been tricked. I feel like everyone is making fun of me or playing a joke on me.

you told me I could “just be a girl”. you promised. but it’s been four years. I’m still a man. the light never came to my eyes. life never became worth living. it just got a whole lot harder. I’m still better off dead.

My friend Fadel has been hospitalized on and off for months now. The hospitals were already unable to remove shrapnel from him two years ago when Israelis bombed his house while he was inside. At this point in the genocide, he has experienced power outages from nearby bombings while being hospitalized for severe anemia and malnutrition.

Fadel (@fadell-aldany) relies on medication to treat his blood disorder. He has been unable to afford it consistently, and the result is constant dizziness, nausea, pain, and fainting. His family is terrified every time they find him collapsed unconscious that he has died. Now he also suffers from side effects from medications at the hospital that do not work as well. Please help him afford his healthcare and survive this.

I watch myself wither away in front of the mirror while my surgery is delayed and support remains elusive. Every moment of neglect weakens me, and I'm losing consciousness because of what I'm going through. Please help me today, stand by me before I become a mere memory; your kindness might ease my pain and give me another chance at life. I hope you won't forget me.

Please help Fadel

can't believe the only options are 30 minutes early or 10 minutes late. if only there were some other way. but what can you do

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