The angels are here !

sunset and night sky together <3

or one of my weird triggers is seeing cars irl. like, just normal fucking cars. especially if they're in motion. I associate them with my mother and I always feel watched if there is a car anywhere nearby, even if it's supposedly empty.

maybe it's not fine to compare people shipping fictional ships to rapists, and, wow, so mature. an antishipper calls me a child rapist (let's be honest, they don't know the difference between a rapist and a person with a paraphilic disorder), goes onto an innocent art to comment weird sexual things, and then blocks me so I can't even question them. and then you wonder why pro-shipping folx don't like y'all. no actual points made, they just harassed me and ran away. I want antishippers fucking buried into cement.

Taking up my favorite writer's books in the original language, and god, it's so cool to know she is queer-friendly (I guess? otherwise she wouldn't have such moments in the stories, y'know). When I was reading her books translated in Russian, they were censored, cut out, or characters' genders were mixed to make it non-queer. Idk what organizations have edited them, but I noticed that non-Russian books have more lively designs, they actually mention the author's social medias and other books, and are not censored much. Maybe I just got lucky...

this probably why I like soup too. Don't get me started on how much I love soup... (I tend to over-eat it till I get nauseous and it hurts to keep eating, because the taste is too delicious and I get oblivious of whether I'm full). Luckily, I don't over-eat cereal, because the amount of milk makes me queasy too soon, but the principle stands. 😼

she believes in omens and scolds me if I drop a spoon or place house keys on a kitchen table, I just think it's life. she is super spiritual, believes that she has special powers and that spirits follow her (she had times when she'd see things that weren't there, or wake up to someone pushing her or talking to her despite being alone in the room), and I thought she's just hallucinating. she says she has prohetic dreams, and that she can "feel" when someone is not nice or when my dad "could be cheating". She struggles to keep friendships, because she is really resentful and has episodes of thinking everyone is out to get her. It's so easy to write off as "quirks", and I used to, but tonight she really just weirded me out. At this point I question if she has something else going on along with PTSD, depression and substance use disorder. lmao

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