The angels are here !

daily/casual plurality thing: you over-eat or stay hungry even after getting full, because different headmates want different foods or/and there are fronters who weren't there during the whole eating process so they feel like they haven't eaten <_3

i restarted talking to an ex-classmate a few days ago (weird story, she randomly texted me first, huh). and today i found out she's a TT fan and used to play it (can't download it anymore, because apparently it's not available on her newer phone)!! omg omg i found another TT fan in the wild

your headmates deserve to argue on the internet a little. as a treat 💘

i wish humans had more holes to breathe through

was telling a friend about tonight's dream i had, and she just went "woah. you upload anything to ao3 ?" is it THAT fucking obvious I'm a writer just from how I describe long stories?????

my first time being degraded and told to die bcs i think transfem can be an umbrella term for any agab and we shouldn't limit people to their genitalias, kinda nervous

tbh i whine about my mom continuing drinking often and smoking, but i actually don't care if she wants to self-destruct, that is not The Issue, it just connects to her behaviors. im all for autonomy in that sense, i myself use self-harm to feel control and i am open about it. but its different when it bleeds onto people around you. when youre forced to be in a smoke-filled kitchen despite your continous coughs and complaints about the air, or when she acts out and abuses ME and my dad when shes drunk. she Chooses to be this way, to keep being such a fucking abusive loser. and i mean, we have the money. a month ago or so she literally asked ME if i want to get a therapist, so, we could afford something for her if she wanted to get better? at least some gum or patches or whatever there is? she complains about constantly coughing (and i mean its strong enough to sound painful) and that shes constantly exhausted and easily tired, but never truly does anything about it. and like, sure, you go? if thats what you want, ig? but it's a problem when it adds in to hurting others, and when you make yourself the victim simply because you refused help so many times people started shrugging. i already have some lung issues, probably from the secondhand smoking all my life, and she never once considered that maybe you shouldn't smoke when you're pregnant or when there's a developing 5-year-old child near you. i hate her for her hypocrisy. and then she turns around and complains that i dont love her and that im the egoist. i wonder why!