#wirters

The girl who thought she was behind.

The woman who thought she wasn't enough.

The employee who thought she needed to try harder.

The mother who thought everyone else was doing better.

It's strange looking back.

None of them were failing.

They were surviving.

not to be like egotistical and feed into myself but i am obsessed with reading back google doc comments on my insane, stupid project i put myself up to. look at this shit.

"so, i kid you not, i had to search this on disney plus and abscent-mindedly wrote 'zootopia 2' out and i looked at the results, said "its not here?" then woke up mentally and realized... i.. its almost 11 okay shut up"

i was looking for inside out 2 btw

"I’ve been here almost four hours and am AT MAX halfway through the list, having done none of the books yet. I have now twice typed ‘zootopia’ where it didn’t belong for NO REASON while trying to write NORMAL WORDS."

look i'm really normal about that movie, okay. okay??

my personal favorite are from my old novel i didn't finish after four years lmao

"NO SPECIFIC TIMES (intermittent sobbing)"

"…can…can wind lick? Jun 11, 2024 (sentence i never thought i'd read, #276)"

-- would like to confirm i have described wind as "licking" probably since this. whoops?

"SEE SHE KNOWS idk lol im gonna run with it"

"opposed to... old, glass? actually... huh...

May 22, 2024

is this a stupid sentence or does it like, make sense?

May 23, 2024

cause old glass would be foggy? or dirty? but fresh glass would be like.. nicer??

Jun 11, 2024

but WHO says "fresh glass" ... that just isnt a thing"

(please note this one visibly took place over like months. many took place over months.)

"she.. does not have opposable thumbs, lynne. what the heck."

it goes on for hours.

I don't know what i was on.

One is just "slumbering" specifically in bold.

So I got bored while watching WandaVision and scrolling through tumblr at the same time. I came across someone who has done a lot. And I mean A LOT of newsies aus so I’d like to give them credit (credit: @somedayonbroadway ), so yall don’t think I wanna take the credit from someone for giving me ideas and insiration. But I did see that they have not done a WandaVision one, so I decided to work on it myself. 

I have a lit of characters and I am working on more (and maybe some moodboards), I just thought I’d share the idea. Hope you all enjoy!

List of characters 

Wanda Maximoff- Katherine Plumber

Vision- Jack Kelly

Director Hayward- Snyder (cause yah know, he always wants Jack)

Agnes- Pulitzer 

Billy-Crutchie 

Tommy-Race

Monica Rambeau- Davey

Darcy Lewis- Medda

Jimmy Woo- Albert 

Dottie- no one

“Pietro”- Spot (under mind control)

Norm-Specs

Been having one of those rough mental health weeks, you know, the kind that takes you by surprise by ripping open old wounds causing the blood to gush out in violent rivers of red. 

You know, that kind of rough mental health week.

Naturally, I’ve been pretty introverted. It’s been so hard to create anything (also not great since I have a few commissions I’m working on). 

On the plus side, my housemate and I saved a bird that was hit by a car the other day. Its beak was chipped, and it had some blood on it, but it otherwise seemed okay, even a little lively. We took it to the vet anyway just to be sure.

Can’t I just save a bird and sleep? I think that’s all I can do right now.

Can you see my tears that never drop from my eyes?

Can you see my wounds that only bleed on the inside?

If you can't then I guess you never cared enough.

Today’s my birthday. Or at least was. It’s almost over again. So here’s the last sneak peak.

Warnings: none maybe swearing and my usual grammar spelling and punctuation mistakes

Doing this because people said they liked it ( omg I lost my shit because someone enjoyed what I wrote) I thinking about making this into a 4 part series let me know

Enjoy

The noise was echoing throughout the town and as it got closer it sounded like it was chasing you. You sit up and see that Jax is not at the picnic table anymore but Chibs is.

“What’s goin on?” You ask still drowsy. He puts his hand up in your direction it looks like he is waiting.

Then Jax appread around the corner.

“Yeah it’s commin to us get her inside the office and wait with her I’ll come get you when it’s good.” Chibs nodded and waved you over you climbed down from the boxing ring. Walking to him he wrapped his arm around you and when you tried to move away he hugged you closer to him. Your nerves stated to get to you.

“What’s happening? Why are there cops comming?” Your voice was demanding but the fear obvious. As you came to the office Chibs opened it quickly hussling you in himself right after you.

“Asnswer me Chibs! What’s happening? Why is there cops?” He looked out the blinds and the cars had just arrived.

“Tha’ Damn new sheriff wants us to stop our business.” That was all he had said as you sat on a couch. Trying to think of an escape plan.

“I knew it.” You whispered under your breath. Chibs whipped around to look at you.

“Knew wha’?” Your face heated.

“I knew I shouldn’t have stayed. I should have gone north. Gone anywhere but here.” You ribbed your hand over your face feeling the cuts from earlier that day. The bad memories comming front and center. That should have been your sign to leave.

Chibs fell onto the other end of the couch. He smelled like weed and whiskey.

“Charmin’ is a special place an’ the club really likes ya. As long as I have been here I should know.” You shrug trying to keep the nerves at bay but your stomach is twisting into a knot.

“What if the cops see my face on a poster or somethin and take me. No offense but you guys seem like you have tabs kept and I think they would know if I was a family friend or something.” You rasp out. Chibs just nods.

“Tha’ would be a problem wouldn’t it. Well its’ a good thing we won’t let em’ take ya sweethear’.”as he finishes his sentence Jax comes through the door. Tension is a clear thing written on his face.

“They want us out. Some bullshit fire inspection.” Chibs swears under his breath and you stand. As you walk out the cars are lined up blocking the bikes one blocking the entrance and even one blocking the garage doors.

“Who the hell is that!?” The man you assume is the sheriff yells. Just like a small dog trying to look intimidating. You don’t like or trust him at all. Before you know it, you speak.

“I have a name jackass.” You say clear enough for him to hear you and you can see the smirk on at least half of the club face. The sheriff however doesn’t think it’s funny. He steps closer to you like a batter ready to swing.

“What is the name then?” He pauses. “You know so when I take you in I get all the info.” Your fight or flight instincts kick in.

“Take me in? For what?” He chuckles like it’s some big joke.

“I can say assault on an officer.” At that moment he must have saw the shy scared girl in your eyes die because he swallowed hard.

“You wanna see assault? I’ll show you assault!” You jump to hit him across he face with your fist but someone’s arms catch you. As you scream and fight the sheriff watches you being dragged off by the unknown man.

“YOU SON OF A BITCH COME HERE AND FIGHT ME LIKE THE DAMN PUSSY YOU ARE YOU STUPID!” You hack up a big spit ball in your mouth and launch it. It hits your target perfectly right on his eye/cheek. “STUPID SON OF A BITCH!” You scream. You still fight against the arms that are holding you and you see Jax following you and whoever that’s carrying you. You are still struggling trying to get out of the arms and once they set you down behind a black SUV you slap the face of Tig. He steps back and holds his face. More specifically the left ear/cheek where your hand print is. Then you start to talk again.

“I swear on everything I own and my own damn grave if you EVER do that again I will rip your balls off and make you choke on them in you sleep.” You say with venom in your voice your hands shaking from your anger. Jax stands beside you.

“Awe Attie that was probably the best thing I have seen this week. Kozik and Juice are going to take you to my place for awhile. Until things settle down here.”

“I don’t need a babysitter.” He smirked.

“Oh believe me darlin’ I know but it’s best for now.” You grumbled and swore. As you Tig and Jax walked over to the group of men with some police officers around, Jax told them what’s happening.

“Kozik, Juice you guys are goin’ to watch Attie. The rest of us are going to try and figure this shit out.” Everybody nodded. Except you, you had your arms crossed and ready for a fight...again.

“Can’t Kozik Juice And I just go down town or something. I have hardly even seen Charming.”Jax looked like he was considering it but his decision didn’t make you happy.

“No just go to my place that’s safer.” You kicked a rock and it hit the toe of his white tennis shoe as you followed Kozik with Juice trailing behind you. As you approached the bikes you told them your plan.

“Alright here’s what we are gunna do. I want to see more of downtown so we are gunna go.” Juice was quick to respond.

“Sorry but Jax said no.” You and your smart mouth were even faster.

“And Jax isn’t my dad. So let’s go at least for a hour come onnn.” The reluctantly agreed. Probably to keep your temper at bay. You had a cop move his big ass SUV out of the way so you could leave. You got on the back of Juice’s bike thinking he might be a bit safer driver.

—————Skip through drive

The downtown area was beautiful. Lots of shops and people. You have been here for about and hour but Juice and Kozik have been naggin to go. Finally you give in. As you start to walk back to the bikes some ill timed cat calling happend.

“Hey baby! Ooo damn! Wanna ride!” You swallowed the anger half used to it by now but Kozik did just the opposite. He stopped turned and walked across the street were the men sat on a bench. He didn’t even get a word in before fists went flying.

“Stay. Here.” Juice said like he was talking to a dog. He ran across the street to help out Kozik. After a couple of seconds of debating you start to walk across the street. As you step off the curb a black van pulls in your way. Trying to go around it the door slides open and you see a man jump out with a knife in hand. You scream and make it to the back of the van but it’s to late he has you. Juice and Kozik turn only to see your head covered with a black bag and fighting against everything touching you. They run out into the street but not fast enough as you get thrown into the van. Like a bag of garbage into a dumpster.