Dream, Delusion

모두가 앞만 보며 걸어가는데

나만 홀로 제자리에 멈춰있다.

나를 붙잡는 건

내 생각들일까,

아니면

미처 떠나보내지 못한

지난 계절일까.

나만 아직 그 계절에 갇혀

헤매고 있는 걸까.

아무것도

알 수가 없었다.

(Translation)

With what words can I explain this feeling.

Everyone is walking, looking only forward,

but I alone am stopped in the same place.

Is the thing holding me back

my own thoughts?

Or is it

the past season

I haven't yet let go of?

Am I the only one still trapped in that season,

wandering lost?

I couldn't

You will feel at 2am

The tears with no meaning

The pain when you smile

I don’t come alone

I bring my closest friends

We are the scars that cover your body

The voice that you despise

But soon you will learn to trust

I am the only thing

- The loneliest people are the kindest.

“ 슬픈 사람들이 가장 밝게 웃는다 ”

- The saddest people smile the brightest.

“ 고장나는 사람들 가장 현명하다 ”

같이 상담을 받았지 부모님 왈 날 잘 몰라

나 자신도 날 잘 몰라 그렇다면 누가 알까

친구? 아님 너? 그 누구도 날 잘 몰라

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Trans;

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On the first visit to psychiatric ward

My parents came up with me

We listened to the consultation together

My parents said they don’t truly understand me

I don’t understand myself well either

Then who would understand?

Friends? Or you? Nobody knows me well.

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한 사람과 변하지 않고 수많은 계절을 함께 지나올 수 있다는 게

인생에서 가장 의미 있고 아름다운 일이었던 것 같습니다.

~사랑하고 있다면,

아름다운 사랑하길 바라요.

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There's nothing that doesn't change in this world

Being able to pass many seasons without changing with that one person

Is the most meaningful and beautiful thing in life.

~ If you are in love,

그래서 괜찮다.

사랑도 일도 꿈도

다 다시 시작해도 된다.

You are still young.

So it's okay.

Love, work, dreams

You can start it over again.

- “ I lived with the word "I'm sorry." But I was the one who really needed this word. I was always lonely and harsh on myself. What's the point of making other people happy? I'm dead. What's the point of being happy when you can't feel anything? The first person I had to love was none other than me. Me. I find myself disappointing, but I'm proud of myself for trying so hard to live.

어린 소년이 말했다. 그 노인은 웃으면서 말했다,

"넌 믿을 거야. 그녀를 보면”

“ I don't believe in magic.”

The young boy said. The old man smiled and said,