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you are never too old to want to be treated softly, you deserve to be.
you are never too old to regress, everyone should feel safe doing so.
you are never too old to feel small, its such a big world, sometimes you just need to be.
you are never too old to play with your toys, they still love you.
you are never too old too buy new toys, they want to meet you.
you'll always be tiny to me. <3
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i see you. i see you thriving. i see you trying. i see you growing. i see you evolving. i see you healing. i see you becoming more of the person you're destined to be. i see you doing the best you can right now. i am proud of you. i see your strength. i see your power. i see it all. i hope you choose to keep holding on to the fact that you are already enough. you don't need to change yourself. you don't need to conform to who you're not. you are loved as you are. you are valued as you are. you are worthy as you are.
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Reminder that you don't need to (medically) transition in order to be transgender!
You are valid. You matter. No matter where you're at on your journey. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Keep believing in and standing up for yourself!
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Sometimes we think we are over a certain behaviour or mental pattern. We think we have "healed" it, we are done and can move on. But if we look at it more deeply, we are probably not that done. And it's okay: it's something we have been doing and thinking for years, we cannot get over it in few days or months. So many aspects come into play, and we may need to work on the same thing more than once. With more and more determination.
So please be kind with yourself, and allow yourself to heal it once more. Do not feel bad about needing more work on the same situation. I know well it is really tiring and at times disheartening, but don't let this bring you down. You were (and still are) only trying to protect and save yourself, and cope with the lack of some form of care and affection you deserved to receive but probably could not for whatever reason.
Allow yourself to feel the pain, but know that you cannot find what you need where you used to search for it. You need to collect the strength and courage to look somewhere else. And not feel guilty for it, and for choosing yourself.
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Sometimes I think people underestimate how exhausting it is to look functional while internally feeling completely overwhelmed.
To answer normally. Speak normally. Smile normally. Continue conversations normally. All while your mind feels unbearably loud underneath it all.
And after a while, there can be this desperate feeling of wanting someone to finally see it. Not because you want to be dramatic or difficult, but because trying to explain intense emotional pain calmly over and over again while nobody fully understands starts becoming exhausting in its own way.
Sometimes you start thinking, “would people only realize how bad it is if I completely fell apart in front of them?”
And then immediately comes the guilt for even thinking that.
The shame.
The “am I just attention seeking?” thoughts.
But honestly, I think a lot of people only call themselves attention seeking when what they actually mean is:
“I want someone to notice I am struggling without me having to reach a breaking point first.”
And that is such a deeply human thing to want.
Human beings are not meant to carry emotional pain completely alone and silently forever. Wanting comfort does not make you manipulative. Wanting to be understood does not make you selfish.
Sometimes it just means you have been holding too much inside for too long.
And if you relate to this, I really hope you know your pain does not need to become catastrophic before it deserves care.
You do not have to prove how badly you are hurting in the most visible way possible before you are allowed softness and support.
You are already deserving of gentleness while you are still holding yourself together.
You are already worthy of someone listening before things become unbearable.
And I hope one day comfort stops feeling like something you have to earn through collapse 🤍
