NATALYA JOHNSON

some days you just need to be reminded that things are working in your favor. when you’re tired, i hope you keep going. when you’re struggling, i hope you trust that something bigger than yourself will keep carrying you. when you’re anxious, i hope you hold onto the peace that you’re deserving of. when you’re disappointed, i hope you trust that what is meant for you will not pass you by.

you deserve to get everything you ask for in this life, because you're already seen as worthy. you chose to show up, to trust you were made for more than what you've been asked to settle for. the effort you put into your life doesn't go unnoticed. i see you, i see how hard you try. i see the energy you put into the things around you, and i want you to trust that what you do is enough, okay? who you are is enough. you are worthy of having the same energy you’ve given multiplied back to you. you were made for the abundance that's been waiting to find you.

you have to get to a point in your life where you stop apologizing for putting yourself first. your needs are important. your wants are important. never let anyone shame you into believing that the things you do for yourself are in vain, because it isn't. every time you pour into yourself, you're healing the parts of you that felt like all of the effort you've given was too much or not enough. i’m here to tell you that you've always been enough. putting yourself first is nothing to be ashamed of, okay? you can let go of the guilt that comes with choosing yourself. you're more free than you realize.

i hope you get everything you ask for in this life. because the universe already sees you as worthy. you chose to show up, to trust you were made for more than what you've been asked to settle for, it sees that. i see how hard you try, i see the effort you put into the things around you and i want you to know: that is enough. you are enough. you deserve to have the same energy you've given to others multiplied back to you. you were made for the abundance this life has been waiting to give you.

this season in your life might feel heavy right now, but i don't want you to forget the battles you've already survived. i know it seems like nothing in your life is changing, and you feel like you have to carry this all on your own. i’m here to tell you that you don't. i hope you trust that you're not alone in what you're going through. you’ve made it through so many times before, and i know you can get through this again. no matter how hard this life gets, i promise you; the very thing that fuels your strength won’t let you fall. it’s guiding you every step of the way. you’re never truly broken, you're on your way to being whole. healing is still happening, even on the days you can't see it.

the older you get, the more you realize who is truly for you. you find out who your real friends are, those who honor you, respect you, see you, and the ones who choose not to. you have to pick who gets to be apart of your life, your story. not everyone can have a seat at your table. not everyone is going to be able to walk with you. people aren't always going to value the depth of who you are. it’s not your responsibility to make them see your worth. the moment you make the decision to stay true to who you are, and what you stand for, the more people you lose. if they can't meet you where you are, how can they meet you halfway? you're not here to entertain people who aren't contributing to your healing.

i hope you remember how loved you are. you are worth more than you think. i hope you find the strength to one day stop doubting yourself, because you are meant for more. i hope you find the courage to trust in who you are, and to never give up on yourself. i hope you trust that you've always been enough, and that even in the hardest times of your life, you're going to be okay. there is strength in you, and it's always going to carry you.

i love you, i hope y’all are doing alright

whatever it is you're going through right now, i want you to know you’re strong enough to get through it. if you need time to come back to yourself, you’re always worthy of that. if you need a moment to heal, you are deserving of that peace. things in your life may not be going how you thought they would, but you are never alone. you’ve been through so much, but i want you to see how your strength still carries you. this season may be uncomfortable, but i hope you never give up on the breakthrough that's waiting for you.

you are not falling behind just because you are in a season of uncertainty. in your moments of doubt, i hope you trust that you are meant for more. it’s normal to second guess where you are in your life, that is what makes you human. it doesn't make you any less worthy of where you're going. the fear of the unknown might make you question everything, but you were never meant to stay in this season. it’s okay to have moments where you fear what's next, but that's where the power of trust comes in, and you already carry it with you.

i want to let you know, that you can let go of whatever is causing you worry, whatever is causing you stress, whatever is causing you to overthink, and trust that what's being prepared for you, is yours. i know this isn't easy. it's hard having to trust when you can't see the light. but listen, that doesn't mean that what's meant for you isn't coming. you don't have to walk through this darkness alone. you will come out of it, you just have to be patient. you're on the right path even when it doesn't feel like it. you don't have to carry this baggage anymore. you can release it. everything is working out for you just as it should.

you will heal from this pain. you will find your strength again. you will be whole again. things won't always be like this. you will get through this. you can let go of the hurt now, that isn't yours to carry. you can free yourself of the hardships that no longer have a place over your life. you can step into the healing that's waiting for you, it's never left.

i hope you trust that you’re always worthy. if you’re not doing okay, you’re still worthy. if you’re not feeling your best, you’re still worthy. if you haven’t had it easy these past few days, weeks, or even months, you’re still worthy. if you’ve struggled through some of the most stressful, painful, and difficult times of your life, you’re still worthy. if you’re tired of trying, you’re still worthy. if you feel like you’re not strong enough, you’re still worthy. if you’re trying to figure it out, make it work, and give it your all, you’re still worthy. if you’ve done all you can, you’re still worthy. if you’re searching for hope, it’s already waiting on you. if you’re looking for healing, it’s never forgotten you. i hope you never give up on yourself. i hope you never lose sight of how things can turn around in your favor, because it will.

i pray the new year shows you just how strong you were back then, and how much more powerful you are now. i pray the new year teaches you how to love yourself to the fullest. i pray the new year grants you everything you've ever wanted. i pray the new year allows you to prosper. i pray the new year gives you the healing you need. i pray the new year shows you what you're capable of. i pray the new year is kind to you, and shows you grace. i pray the new year reminds you how blessed you're about to be, because everything you've hoped for and prayed for, it's already yours.