RANT !
I tried giving her a walk, we did walk for a while but I wanted to go out to our normal route but she stopped and didnât feel like going any further. I started crying over her not wanting to walk much. I mean I even fell down to her level and felt like Merida in this scene.. she was looking at me with nothing but kindness in her eyes and and I donât deserve her at all. I donât want to loose her. Itâs the way she was telling me she didnât want to go any further and it breaks my heart. I have such a fragile heart. I hate feeling this way. I donât like how everyone is getting older and soon itâll be her turn⌠I remember the day we got her as if it was only yesterday. I hate feeling so hurt and hopeless. I donât know what to do. I feel like I have already wasted her time and im hating myself for that.














