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Listen to me carefullyâŚ
You will not be shot in the street if you get a diagnosis.
The doctors arenât out to get you.
Strangers donât know your medical history.
You are not required to tell your school or job your medical history.
You will not be personally hunted for sport if you go to the doctor.
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People with BPD and CPTSD are allowed to talk about their experience with dissociation and dissociative parts and them doing so does not take away from the fact that systems also experience these things
me doomscrolling: oo hey âsysplexâ is a thing? Plurality could be caused by BPD or CPTSD both of which we heavily suspect having? Lemme look into that!
*opens the âsysplexâ tag to discover every post is anti endos hating on sysplex*
me: oh wowzers. Shimmy shimmy yay shimmy yay shimmy yah am I right guys
IN ALL SERIOUSNESS is there anyone who can explain sysplex to us? Or help us find resources for research? Please and thank you!
đŻď¸ You know lately this sysplex discourse has gotten me to question the nature of my multipsychism again. I always end up settling on plurality at the end of the day, because it's the most well known and easily explainable framework with the most resources; but it could easily be any number of things
I'm monoconscious, we know this for sure. I'm not completely multiple, we also know that. My origins though? Partially willogenic, it's something I have to actively maintain because plurality is innately part of my identity like nonhumanity. Does that make me transplural then? I'm fully transitioned depending on how you look at it, so that would make me... cisplural? Trisplural? Depending on how you look at it?
Not to mention I'm partially spontaneous. I kinda just did this one day as a kid. I've always had multiple selves no matter how you look at it. But through willowing and C-PTSD later in life it became... more like median plurality
Is that my origin? Or is my initial origin spontaneous and something that happened in my childhood, but then was later altered. Again, depends on how you look at it.
Now take all of this information, and consider alternate frameworks like sysplexity, polymindence, variformity, etc. WHAT AAAM I
One stream of thought with multiple self states. Potentially caused by trauma or at least influenced by it. Am I sensusID? Like what. Is it just ego states caused by secondary dissociation, e.g. sysplexity? What's!!!! Happening!!!!
Sysplex has always struck me as weird tbh. Like⌠hey⌠we already have a term for what âsysplexâ is. Itâs secondary dissociation. You (general) donât need another term to describe EPs in disorders like BPD and CPTSD/PTSD
Yeah. 0/2 on the term because not only is it misinformation, it's basically useless. I kind of understand what they were going for but it just doesn't work
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I mightâve either switched hosts or just am in a constant state of dissociation right now!! How fun!! Idk how I could possibly have a new host since I only have one ANP?? But I havenât felt normal for over a week so something is happening
|| Intro ||
Name: Hrairaa
Pronouns: They/them mainly, but Iâm also ok with kaa/kaas and maa/maas neos
Age: 19
Labels I use/am: spiritual and psychological therian, otherheart, physical nonhuman, ebbkin
This blog is a sorta diary for me. I donât really have a place where I feel comfortable talking about all the stuff I deal with without feeling cringe, I like the anonymity that comes with blogs rather than discord servers or private messages even though Iâm sure my friends will find me very quickly lol
THIS IS A RANTING AND DISCOURSE BLOG, I WILL BE LOUD AND RUDE
Bob (Thunderbolts*) is a Polymind / SeunusID & Sysplex!
