#dissociative

Help Me Father

Written by: John Hayes

I need to feel

Your safety, oh

God, because the

Devil wants my ear...

God, I am begging

Please, my heart

Needs to feel that

You are near...

The devil has poisoned

My mind with lust and

The want for so many

Things unholy...

I need Your Strength,

Jesus, please help me

To walk this path more

Boldly...

Fill my heart with

Only Your Love, oh

Father, I feel as though

I am full of pain...

I am searching for Your

Peace and Strength, God,

Because I know that, on my

Own, I am lame...

A rose can stand

Strong when it

Feels the warmth

Of Your Light...

Help me, Dear Father

Because the devil is

Trying his best to take

Over my sight...

-PRAISE JESUS CHRIST AND GOD Bless-

I Am Your Rose

:John Hayes

Walk with me

Each day, oh

God, as I go

About my life...

Be with me

Each day, Lord,

For this world

Is full of strife...

I am your rose,

Dear Father, I

Am beautiful inside

But full of thorns...

I can grow, dear

Father, because

It is Your Light that

I adore...

Allow me to change,

And it is Your Name

I lift up, when I look

To the sky...

I will follow You Words,

Oh Lord, and I don't

Feel the need to

Wonder why...

Your Name Above

All Others, Dear Jesus,

Because it is You that

Lights my path...

I Know Your Voice,

Dear Jesus, and

Admire Your Life's

Epitaph...

-PRAISE JESUS CHRIST AND GOD Bless-

The Greatest Achievement

:John Hayes

I believe in

The Power that

Lights Up Each

Day...

Listening to the

Words Of God

When He has

Something to say...

I look to Jesus,

When the world

Seems chaotic and

Out of control...

Feeling The Peace

Of The Father, as it

Ignites each layer of

My soul...

I talk to The Creator

Of Life, like He was

My very own Personal

Friend...

Feeling The Glory

Of Christ, and the

Love that comes from

Deep within...

I ask you, do

You know Jesus

Christ, and have you

Accepted His Grace...

If you haven't, your

Soul is doomed to

Eternity in a very

Aweful place...

Love and eternal

Life could be just

A small piece, of

The Glory to come...

It is A Love Above

Anything Else, and

Incomparable to

Anything you've ever done...

Please repent, and

Turn from your sins,

So we can see each

Other Up On High...

It will be your Greatest

Achievement, and you

Will always have Jesus

On your side...

-PRAISE JESUS CHRIST AND GOD Bless-

I don't even know much about my others. They exist and probably influence me. But I am not solid. I am just parts that aren't a whole.

hello, internet. My name is Mars and I call my dissociative episodes soup. When in one I am 'soupy'.

Ingredients

• emotional spirals

• cloudy memory/mind

• blurry vision (only sometimes)

• urges to run away and kys

• romantic and/or platonic attraction lessens or goes away temporarily

• inability to remember everything from the soup when it cools

Chunky Vs creamy

Creamy: a more 'lowkey' soup. Often involving limited communication, especially verbally. More numbness and general exhaustion. frequently accompanied by a surreal feeling of not being tethered to this planet.

Chunky: a more 'manic' soup. Defined by hyperactivity despite exhaustion, a buzzing mind and intense mood swings.

Why call it soup?