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Forgive yourself for the way you behaved when you were in pain. You didn't mean to drag your loved ones down with you. You were only thrashing and flailing and trying to not to drown. They didn't leave because you were a bad person. They left because they couldn't save you and had to save themselves. It's not an indictment of either your worth or their love. You didn't ask too much, they just couldn't be what you needed and had to make space for someone who could.
In another life, where you had had the help you deserved, where you had had the space to breathe, where something had been different, it wouldn't have happened. Sometimes, it's all just a consequence of circumstances outside of our control. None of you deserved any of this, and you all get to hurt and grieve and be angry that it all fell out this way. But don't be ashamed that the pain got the best of you. You didn't fall short any more than they did. You just became overwhelmed.
The way that since playing disco elysium, my suicidal thoughts have been genuinely a little easier to deal with. Cause yk what, Harry Du Bois had a way worse deal going on, and he somehow made it out alive, and he might just be polygons and good writing, but if he can pull himself together after six years of booze and speed and ideation to solve a murder, I can pull it together enough to go buy oat milk and fill in an online form for HR.
hi!!
i recently wrote an essay about the lack of education on suicidality/self-harm and it made me realize that we should be listening to what suicidal/self-harming individuals want people to know about mental illness
so: please send asks sharing about what you wish people knew about mental health/illness!! they can be as specific or as broad as you’d like!
thank you!!
when you're 16 and afraid nobody tells you about how awful your life will turn out
people half-heartedly tell you about the heartbreak but not the grief of losing friends and lovers, the terror seeing all the world in flames
they don't talk about the apathy that everly encroaches you or about the way that sometimes everyday is still a struggle, STILL
i was 16 and struggling to stay alive i was 16 and i wanted to die
nobody tells you about how awe-inspiring your life will turn out
people try to tell you but it doesn't track nor register cause there's no words for it, you kinda just have to experience it the grief and loss, the hope and love, the way life feels like warm honey in your mouth at times
they don't talk about the dancing, the singing, the playing, reading, kissing, crying
they don't tell you about all the countless tiny things that make this world much more than just worth living
and they don't speak of how when all the world's in flames there's also those who try to help
the friends and lovers, the family and community the mutual aid, the networks of support like beautiful mycellium
i am 30 and struggling i am 30 and i hope that death will take its time
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to keep from drowning...
Author: BunheadKitKat19 | Artist: Solstheim
Posting on Friday March 27
The Gates of Hell are slammed shut, and Sammy is gone. Lost without the one thing Dean built his life around, Dean is trapped in a cycle of grief full of drinking, hunting, and burrying himself in memories; and he’s ready for it to finally kill him too. But one part of him still wants to live. It’s small, so small Dean barely even feels it, but it’s strong. Strong enough to keep him from pulling the trigger every time he stares down the barrel of his gun. Strong enough to pray. Strong enough to summon Castiel, who he’s been estranged from since the day Sam died. But it might not be enough. They didn’t exactly part on the best of terms, and Dean never was good at letting others in. Not when he’s convinced they’re better off without him.
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First Of All.
If Ilya is gonna attempt suicide, he's not gonna accidentally swallow whole bottle of pills.
He is stockpiling oxys whenever he gets bruised ribs - but that's just because he doesn't take painkillers. No other reason.
