monstrosity (darling)

pre series sam and dean having to bury a guy that dean killed for nearly raping sam and sam hair matted with blood sitting on the ground doing the thousand yard stare before dean snaps at him to move his ass and help because they need to split

unfortunately nobody does scared little boy face like jensen ackles. like he was pulling that expression at 41 and it still hit

i also argue that Sam and Dean are sadistic in exactly the same way which is just kind of cutesy sweethearts of them. the brothers that fuck each other torture together too and both of them are >:) about it the whole time. if anything they start falling apart when one brother is engaging in sadistic practice that the other brother thinks is Unrighteous 🤔

sam pissing himself during sex as a trauma response and being so embarrassed about it he starts crying but it doesn’t matter to dean who start to fuck him harder while sam is a dirty babbling mess under him