monstrosity (darling)

the hottest thing a guy can be is barely conscious on the floor while someone lifts his head up by the hair so that you can see his glazed out eyes and the blood running down his face

let’s all hold hands and think about sam prone humping his mattress whenever he gets the chance because he can’t feasibly cut his dick off but he can make it slowly useless by destroying his ability to get an erection. dean may frequent laptop destroying porn sites but sam is morbidly scrolling through niche fetish forums learning new things about himself every single day. does he like masturbating? only sometimes. does it feel good? sort of. is he delirious with the idea that he finally has control over his sexuality and physical form? absolutely.