#selfawareness

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🌸 People with Mercury in the 12th house think a lot but say very little, like words get processed somewhere deeper before they’re allowed out.

🌸 If you have Moon square Saturn in your natal chart, you may have learned early that emotions are "too much" or inconvenient, so you must control them, delay them, or hide them.

🌸 I've observed that people with Venus in their 8th house don’t do light love. To them, love means attachment, merging, and fear of loss. All at once, there's no in-between.

🌸 With Mars in the 6th house in your natal chart, you may turn stress into action, always doing something but rarely feeling at ease.

🌸 If your natal Sun squares your natal Neptune, you may experience struggles with identity, like you're never fully sure who you are without external reflection and validation.

🌸 If you have Saturn in the 1st house in your natal chart, you may always feel watched, judged, even when no one is actually paying attention to you.

🌸 With natal Jupiter in the 12th house in your chart, you may be protected in unexpected and silent ways. Your luck shows up in invisible ways, not obvious, but it’s there.

🌸 If your natal Uranus is placed in the 7th house, you may attract unpredictable people/partners/friends, relationships that start and end suddenly, or never stabilize properly - helllooooooooo, it's meeeeeeee 😭

🌸 Mercury opposite Neptune people may hear everything and doubt everything. Their intuition and confusion may be mixed.

🌸 With Pluto in the 4th house in your natal chart, you may carry family patterns deeply, even when trying to break away from them.

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Credits to @leech-mother (images) and to @strangergraphics (divider)🌷

saturn remedies by sign + house, as promised, so this is part II where I sat down to try and focus each rememdy for each specific saturn location!

as we know, and learn, saturn isn’t about shortcuts. it’s about structure, repetition, and patience. when you merge saturn with respect, you get longevity. while reading the remedy for each placement — remember these not magic fixes, but things that actually work if you stick with them.

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saturn in aries / 1st house remedy: a workout routine you can commit to. doesn’t matter if it’s 10k steps, pushups, or pilates 100 — do it 2-3x per week minimum. saturn in aries/1st house needs physical discipline to ground its fire. also: keep your shoes clean. the soles especially.

saturn in taurus / 2nd house remedy: track your expenses. every cent. no shame, no hiding. the cure for saturn in taurus/2nd is radical honesty about money. eat simply: real food, minimal ingredients. austerity with pleasure: savor what you do buy, instead of always wanting more.

saturn in gemini / 3rd house remedy: keep a daily log. journaling, notes app, voice memos. your thoughts scatter; saturn wants you to organize them. take dentist visits seriously (gemini rules teeth/hands). floss. brush more than once. treat your mouth like a temple.

saturn in cancer / 4th house remedy: clean your house weekly. sink every night. bag every week. saturn in cancer/4th demands respect for the domestic temple. boundaries with family = freedom. learn to cook one to three simple nourishing meals you can always return to.

saturn in leo / 5th house remedy: pick one creative practice and repeat it daily. no pressure for perfection, just repetition. restrict indulgence → results multiply. your uniform here is restraint: fewer distractions, fewer flings, less drama. more devotion to the craft.

saturn in virgo / 6th house remedy: systems. make routines, even minimal ones, and stick to them. pilates 100, daily steps, meal prep, inbox zero. virgo saturn craves rituals of order. also: donate time to a cause (volunteering, admin help). service heals. cleaning also helps here.

saturn in libra / 7th house remedy: audit your relationships. who helps you grow, who drains you? cut noise, invest in what lasts. respect contracts and agreements. minimal wardrobe in 4-5 core colors = saturn in libra uniform. keep your shoes clean, and make sure you act in respect for partnerships.

saturn in scorpio / 8th house remedy: financial discipline around debt. no shortcuts. if you owe, make a repayment plan. if you share, define boundaries. austerity in intimacy: fewer partners, deeper bonds. meditate on mortality. adopt the discipline of facing what you fear.

saturn in sagittarius / 9th house remedy: long-term study. pick one philosophy, language, or skill and commit. saturn here is not about dabbling, it’s about mastery. respect teachers, professors, elders. travel less often, but with purpose. austerity in beliefs (the causes you work towards, etc.) will lead to clarity in direction.

saturn in capricorn / 10th house remedy: steady work ethic. not glamorous, not instant. grind. chart your goals → 5 years. commit. keep your public image clean: no mess, no scandal. adopt a personal uniform for work. respect authority, become authority.

saturn in aquarius / 11th house remedy: filter your community. no need for thousands of friends — cultivate a few who align with your long-term vision. clean out socials, groups, commitments. contribute to collective causes (charity, activism, tech projects). austerity = focus.

saturn in pisces / 12th house remedy: daily meditation. if you can’t, then 432hz sounds, breathwork, prayer. solitude isn’t weakness, it’s medicine. austerity here = minimal consumption of media, substances, escapism. turn your retreat into strength.

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Did it ring true to you, according to your birth chart saturn placements? Share with me in the comments please

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You’re here to discover who you are… quietly, honestly, without needing permission.

The more you understand yourself, the less you’ll need validation from others.

Let’s find power in our solitude and inspire others to do the same! ❤️

"Ketidakberanian itu seperti cangkang yang terus menghantui hari esok, ia melindungi sekaligus membatasi. Ia membuatku selamat dari luka dan ketidaknyamanan, tapi juga menjauhkanku dari kemungkinan-kemungkinan. Sedangkan setiap kemungkinan yang hadir adalah awal dari segala sesuatu yang bermakna. Dan ternyata di sanalah aku menemukan sosok yang dulunya ingin melangkah tapi seringkali diam karena takut."

Sedikit potongan kecil dari pertemuanku dengan salah satu inner childku semalam. Rasanya seperti ditarik ke situasi dimana yang melelahkan bukanlah kegagalan, melainkan di saat terus menunda pilihan. Ketika aku berhenti membela diri dan berhenti menyangkal, aku menyadari bahwa di sanalah pemahaman mulai tumbuh. Aku mendapati diriku berhenti di masa saat ini, dan juga mendapati orang-orang yang terus berlari ke sana dan kemari untuk menengok lini waktuku, memberikan penilaian seolah ada tenggat yang harus kukejar, seolah ada beberapa hal yang tertinggal di belakang.

Berhenti membela diri dan berhenti menyangkal atas sesuatu yang membentuk diriku saat ini sama halnya seperti berusaha untuk tidak lagi menyalahkan hal-hal yang berada di luar kendali dan membiarkan beberapa hal berada dalam lini waktunya sendiri, juga beberapa hal yang memang perlu dibiarkan berjalan sesuai waktunya. Aku tau bahwa penyesalan selalu bisa diperpanjang, demikian pula dengan saling menyalahkan, ya kan?

"Terkadang pertumbuhan tidak lahir dari usaha, tetapi dari keberanian untuk duduk bersama kejujuran."

Di titik inilah aku mulai memahami bahwa di saat pembelaan diri dan penyangkalan mulai dilepaskan, maka kejujuran menemukan jalannya sendiri. Aku jadi teringat kutipan dari salah satu bukunya Bang Iid yaitu, "Melepas adalah sebuah bentuk untuk membiarkannya ada tanpa perlu mengganggu atau menghambat sebuah langkah dilakukan. Kadang alasan kita maju bukan karena siap, tapi agar siap."

Di tahun ini mari berjuang untuk lebih jujur dan otentik lagi, ketimbang sekadar berusaha lebih keras lagi. Aku percaya keselarasan inilah yang akan membawa ke arah dimana pada akhirnya aku bisa merangkul diriku yang pernah menjadi “suatu keharusan”, hingga menjadi “diri yang akhirnya diizinkan untuk ada, memilih, dan tidak lagi dikejar waktu, melainkan berjalan seirama dengannya.”

Seringkali kata-kata terkuat tidak lahir di saat diri sendiri merasa siap, melainkan saat aku berani mengizinkan diriku untuk tidak selalu terlihat bisa. Tidak lagi membela diri ini menjadi satu langkah kecil menuju penerimaan dan kemungkinan-kemungkinan lainnya. Seperti yang dikatakan Victor E. Frankl di dalam buku Yes to Life, “Penerimaan bukanlah sikap pasif, melainkan penerimaan yang penuh keberanian, yang mengundang kita untuk berkata “ya” kepada hidup, apapun yang ia bawa.”

Jadi, jika suatu saat nanti kau menemuiku tidak lagi membela diri dan tidak lagi menyangkal, bukan berarti aku berhenti mempertahankan pembenaran, melainkan karena bisa jadi ruang penerimaan itu mulai terbuka kembali. Di sana aku belajar untuk meletakkan hidupku di saat ini, persis di depanku. Di sana pula aku menyadari bahwa hal-hal yang tidak lagi kusangkal itulah yang membentukku menjadi seperti ini, baik-buruknya.

Seperti halnya sejak aku mulai memposting tulisan lagi di sini, aku belajar untuk tidak selalu harus sembuh dulu untuk bisa hadir, tidak harus siap dulu untuk bisa berbagi, tidak memaksakan sikap perfeksionisme dulu untuk bisa melangkah, tidak semua hal harus ditutup dengan solusi, serta membiarkan diri membaca setiap pertanda yang hadir dan tanpa tergesa menafsirkannya.