I could cry. This holiday is nearing it's end and for the most part, I've been loving it, but as per usual Bub is being really hard work. I mean obviously his SEMH cant take a holiday but damnnit man its even harder to handle when you want to enjoy your holiday but your child is just doing the absolute most. A demand avoidant child is not for the weak lemme tell you. And dont be telling me about how he's struggling too like bitch I know but I am only fucking human with my own neurodivergent needs and it's ROUGH for me too being patient every single day, all day, of the week no matter what's going on. Like damn even when its something he wants to do he still cant get his act together and I get it but also it is so frustrating for me too. I want a break.













