Being a full time working mom is no joke, especially working the graveyard shift 🥱
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Being a full time working mom is no joke, especially working the graveyard shift 🥱
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This morning, me and Simon have been rearranging the living room to make space for C. We figured out a way to give him a small bedroom. We also did some decluttering, which is good as it's been something we've both been saying we need to get around to.
Right now though? I'm sat outside having a lil cbd break and just calming my ass down.
The thing about me is that yes, I can declutter and reorganise but then I don't feel like I've got it in me to do anything else. However, the kitchen is a big mess now (a lot of it is Simon's stuff from working away all week that just needs sorting) and we've got bags of things to take to the charity shop, and then there's pots in the sink (for Simon to do, but it still stresses me), there's a mountain of clean washing to fold and put away (for me to do), the bathroom needs cleaning too, but we really *need* do a food shop today. So, it's about being rational and realising the whole to do list isn't for today.
If I'm not mistaken, Simon is getting F ready and then he will be putting the car seats in the van soon. R is already ready to go, he is just more interested in the tv, what can ya do? I'm just gonna sit here for as long as I can. I'm in the shade and it's very nice.
Seems Monday will be the day that C joins our family.
...the social workers came around whilst I was mid spaghetti bolognese & um, to cut a long story short, the earliest C could be here is Monday evening.
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.. uh, yeah.
I am scared. And I feel like it would have been really hard to say no. I was nearly crying for the kid because his mum is so so so awful to him. Even the social worker got teary.
The social have puts loads of things in place over the summer holidays.
But if this is something I agreed to, then I need to put my best foot forward and own my decision.
Quite a few people are going to be like "are you nuts!?" and every point they make is valid. I have thought them all too. I've got to try, is all I can say.
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Us just melting together in the heat a couple of weeks ago.
I keep swinging between We Need to Take Him In and Help Him and also REBECCA ARE YOU NUTS and honestly its like a pendulum, I cant stick on either decision.
I think it's my heart that's saying we can save him, we can help him. Or maybe my own wounded inner child. My head, of course, is saying NO YOU ARE AT CAPACITY. And like we would be getting help throughout at least the first 6 months of this process, lots of access to therapies and support... but you know. It'll still be really hard.
I am genuinely just talking to myself here because I am hoping I make a decision. It's just really hard. It's not like this is a random kid, I know this kid. And I always knew he wasnt beyond help, I just knew I couldnt help him when we kept having to send him back to his toxic home environment.
Ugh. I need to go find a sunflower to make a decision for me.
Bub tidied up, made the camp bed up for me in the living room, and also made me a cup of tea. 🥲🥲🥲🥲 and I am drinking that cup of tea now and it is PERFECT !?!? I seldom make my ideal brew and he did it on his first try. The sweetheart. He also wrote a note for me;
Aw my gosh, he melted my heart.
I was feeling so stressed out and like I'm slowly suffocating from the heat, and then he did this.
Oh and also yesterday on our walk home, I had two separate people compliment me on how well mannered he is. One said "he's a pride to you" and I think he meant "a credit to me" but I was like yes, yes he is, thank you :)