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fuck I don’t know if I’m making the wrong choice. I just want to not have to be uncomfortable with my body. I’m so fucking scared of the jpouch recovery. But what if going through it is worth it in the long run. Maybe I should risk it. I don’t want to miss out on living in less discomfort.
Fuck I was so sure and now I’m overthinking
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My options
Option 1: Jpouch, during healing possible temporary incontinence. Total of at least 2 surgeries. Possibly a third to get my stoma back if it doesn’t end up working.
Option 2: Proctectomy, My body is permanently altered. There’s no going back. My stoma is forever.
Option 3: Do nothing. Pain, bleeding, risk of cancer that gets higher every year.
I went with option 2 and I’m so scared I’ll regret this. I still don’t have a surgery date. It’ll possibly be in 2-3 months.
The unhinged names of these surgeries 😭😭😭
I can't remember what it's like to not be in pain sometimes. 😭
I fucking love my mom - she sent me a huge thing of ensure shakes and adult diapers.
I’m having nightly incontinence and I struggle to eat normal food so both have been desperately needed.
I’m SO fucking done dealing with my J-Pouch and at this point I want a divorce. My prolapse has come back (thanks EDS) and I just want this whole thing to be over with. I’m seriously considering looking into getting an ostomy again - I just want to be healthy again.
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‘Who Ya Gonna Call?!’ November 16th, 2021 #whoyagonnacall © Outhouse Cartoons/C.A.P 2021 Who ARE you gonna call?! Well, usually nobody. Those noises you hear coming from your favourite friend are a common side effect of the digestive process called borborygmi (bar-bo-RIG-mai). Borborygmi is caused by air traveling through your digestive tract through a process called peristalsis which in turn involves muscles contracting within your digestive system to keep food moving along. Alongside this process you have your gastric juices checking in for work, creating a goopy substance called chyme. This chyme is full of gas and air and when moving in a typically empty stomach or empty small intestines, which can actually act as an echo chamber, intensifies the noises for your friends and family to hear. We all know these noises all too well. I even named my guts, ‘Gus’ after a character in the show Psych, because of it. Gus, in the show, is always eating and when he isn’t, he’s thinking about eating. I thought this name is rather appropriate considering my never ending quest to either gain or keep weight on. I’m currently about to start the FODMAP diet for a couple of weeks to try and identify any food triggers I may have missed over the years. Gus could become rather talkative throughout this process. Are your guts a chatty Kathy? What’s an amusing anecdote involving your guts? Have you given them a name? Tell us this and more in the comments below.
It's so simulationsly validating and soul crushing to be told that you aren't making up your medical problems and that you are suffering for a reason.
Chronic illness is pretty tough sometimes. I only got about two hours of sleep last night due to life-without-a-colon symptoms. Fortunately I was able to get an IV from a doctor at my work today. It’s so nice to have that option so I don’t have to go the ER for fluids. I had labs drawn today too. Despite my weakness and exhaustion, I still managed to have a pretty good day hanging out with my mom! ∞
