I'm looking at you, Sydney

I’m a xie lian introject (also wei wuxian) and im so frustrated because I can’t come up with a nickname to call myself. I’m not bodily chinese so I’m trying to come up w something but my mind just blanks out.

i'm in love with one of the other alters and it kills me that i'll never truly be able to hold her. every brush of hands against skin, every kiss- it'll never be like the real thing. -rem

When you search factives on any social media you barely get anything about factives and that sucks :( I just wanna find stuff we as a factive heavy system can relate to :((

Switching is like suddenly showing up at someone's last save point

So the other day my stepmom and I got into a slightly heated discussion regarding mental health portrayed in social media. Not just DID, but mental health in general. Including neurological disorders like Tourettes syndrome. She talked about how basically everyone speaking about their mental illnesses/disorders on YouTube and TikTok are all faking. ESPECIALLY people with DID. Which I think is very judgemental and unfair because not everyone is faking. Of course there are fakers out there, but to say that EVERYONE is malingering is just plain rude. Things like that are what make me scared to open up to people, including mental health professionals. I'm terrified beyond belief that I won't be taken seriously, and seen as crazy.

So there's hot milfs in my area, but no one who specializes in DID?

me: (is considering opening up about our DID to a friend) *starts by bringing up mental illnesses*