Manika & The Moon

If you want more than a quick summary, this is a freestyle session where I pull a mix of 5-8 Tarot and Oracle cards to get to the heart of your situation. I don't use rigid spreads here—I let the cards lead until the message feels complete.

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You may experience bouts of self-doubt here and there but to the outside world, you come across as very secure about yourself and your decisions but you’re also able to show vulnerability and humility. There’s also a hint of innocence about you. For example, when you look unsure about what flavor of ice cream you want to order, or when you’re looking too serious while strategizing how to make your next move in a board game or when you’re trying to solve a problem for someone. Like you’re both sexy and cute.

You make moves that seem like they will end up in complete disaster but they always end up working for you. You could wear a potato sack and still serve, for example. Your style just looks effortless, and you’re not afraid to get your hands dirty. You don’t overthink, you just do. But this may also just be due to you not having a lot of patience so you just want to get things over with fast. So, you may have a little temper, but it’s sexy.

One of your sexiest moments is when you get shit done. Your competence makes people trust and follow your lead. You are also like that “type AB friend” who can pick up their homies in an old, beat up car with literally just 1 screw holding everything together but y’all would somehow still reach the venue safely, and would also get home unscathed (though I feel like they still secretly worry that “the chances are low but never 0” that y’all would crash somewhere) wth 😹 —are you & your people adrenaline junkies or something?

You’re dangerous & exciting. I’m also getting from the “screw” imagery that people talk about you like “she’s nuts” but in a hot way because you’re just so daring, impulsive, and sort of “mad”, as in genius, you know? You make bad decisions look smart and attractive. If others attempted to emulate what you’re doing, they would flop (but it’s just coz you’re impulsive, and so you tend to rack up more experience, so you have actually flopped many times before already so now you just know better), whereas you—you’re like a hot mess but it works for you. It’s part of your charm. This tells me that you may have a signature look that only you can pull off. That’s it! Your individuality is sexy.

Your individuality can’t be copied because your pure, raw sexual energy is written all over it. You love your shadow.

You also seem sexually explorative and open-minded. You’re not afraid to express your sexuality. You can talk about taboo stuff with people over lunch. You can also “take care of your own needs”, if you know what I mean. You could be someone who gets into their exploratory, player phases. At the same time, you’re not needy, and you know how to take care of yourself and keep yourself safe like… you can still get home by yourself via cab or any public transit even if you’re a lil intoxicated (I’m getting that you can fake looking sober or aware—but you may also look sad or just detached). Or if you don’t do this (anymore), you just look like that mysterious, bougie stranger they see on their daily commute/life. People can’t miss you. You always stand out somehow. This largely due to your unique aura, and edgy/nonchalant style.

People find it sexy and surprising that you look mature & sophisticated but are also not afraid to be loose & messy (on your own or with them). Ah—what is this?? I just had this sudden, super-intense image flash in my mind:

a hand grabbing a clump of someone’s disheveled hair and yanking it back hard (rough), exposing their flushed, mascara-smeared sweaty face looking totally lost in the moment.

This is a very tame version of what I saw in my head—and that is all I can say about it here 🙊

Now, if you are a woman, you may like to wear neutral colors like blacks & grays which can exude this more masculine aura/swagger about you. Your sexiness comes through your style which, again, looks “elegant-flirty-edgy”. I’m seeing deep cut tops/plunging necklines that show your cleavage or chest area, all the way down to your lower mid-region. You may also wear backless gowns & dresses that show the curve of your back/spine (SOME of you may be slender, slim & tall). If not these styles, then maybe crop tops and those black dresses or any type of clothing that have these multiple cuts & slits on them that show glimpses of your skin.

You may also have a tattoo on your ribs or between your breast bone. Some of you may also be bountifully gifted around that area too. Your mid-region is where people’s eyes go to directly when they first look at you—if we’re talking about what’s sexy about you in terms of physical looks because… it’s sort of “in your face”, you know what I mean? Just very bold af.

You may also make femmes a little confused or maybe feel “bi-panic” or bicurious towards you.

You may also be rough around the edges and curse a lot or talk dirty to people/your partner as a joke or to flirt with them, and people find this sexy—especially straight men/mascs. Like you get “guy humor”, and you can hang.

You can switch—which also confuse them sometimes because they don’t know whether you’re a homie or what. Kinda like Gracie Lou from Miss Congeniality.

You awaken the Mars in people—their raw strength, their courage, their sexual kinks and desires… you extinguish the shame people tend to feel about these things. People feel like they could be as free as you. Your aura is effortlessly infectious or influential in this way. It’s like you make people feel sexy (or hot & bothered) just by you being confidently sexy, open and totally accepting of yourself & others’ shadow.

If you’re leaning more masc; it’s sexy when you expose your chest with very low V-neck or half-unbuttoned shirts. Some of you may also have blow-dried, fluffy/wavy, medium-to-long hair with highlights, and it’s sexy when you comb your fingers through your hair to fix it. You may have one silver, dangling earring. Androgynous look. Leather jackets. I’m getting European or even Rockstar vibes here. Again, v open with sexuality, or behaviors and vices that would otherwise be ill3gal in other countries. Your rebelliousness and gender-bending style is so attractive to others. You just can’t be pinned down.

You are an untamed beauty. Your willingness to put yourself out there even if you don’t feel 100% is very attractive. I also feel like you get into a lot of accidents or there’s always something accidental or unplanned about you, like you just rolled out of bed, still hungover from the previous night but you can just put on a messy bun and be ready to go sit outside at a cafe on a late afternoon with a cigarette in your hand. You’re spontaneous.

You also look authoritative & strong-willed. You’re not a “sweetheart” but you are nice. You come off as reserved and mysterious. Your detached vibe actually protects you from bullies & pettiness. It’s like you carry this similar fiery temperament as the bullies but yours is more refined and controlled—maybe because you are older or just exude the natural charisma of leadership or authority. Your fire comes with intelligence and confidence, and this controlled fire keeps you cool under pressure, especially in the midst of enemies. People just know they can’t mess with you. People respect you.

You seem “battle-ridden”, like a cool older sister/brother you look up to. People can sense that have a dark past, and that you’re a survivor. People be like “I can fix them (you)” but you don’t need them to because you can save yourself. Your survival story makes you intimidating & sexy because people sense the power in your resilience, and this ignites the fire within them.

You’re a challenge, the one to please & impress.

The Queen.

Stay safe out there!!

Songs: If We Being Real - YouTube, Prada (acoustic) by Raye feat. casso - YouTube, Escapism by Raye (basically her whole My 21st Century album), sweater weather by the nbhd, bad idea by ariana grande, galipette by lolo zouai, bad things by everett

your vibe: Olivia Munn (specifically their character as nick’s wild ex from new girl), Kristen Stewart, Raye (the singer), Janelle Monae, Lady Gaga, Virgo/Hasta, Robert Pattinson, Harry Styles, Yungblud, Evan Peters, Adam Driver, Lena Headey, Effy from Skins, Rue from Euphoria, Alexa Demie, Lagertha from Vikings

astro: Aries/Ashwini, Leo/magha, Sag/Mula, Uttara ashadha/Cap, Gemini/Mrigashira/Ardra/Punarvasu, Anuradha/Jyeshta/Scorpio, Revati/Pisces

shades, Prada, rock music, grunge, camos, soldier, military, nikes, jordans, F1/racing, horse, the nbhd, wild cats, the film “nymphomaniac”, vampires, middle eastern, east asian

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𓃹 PILE 2 {Secrets, Sea Serpent (Swadhisthana Chakra), Cancer}

This will not resonate with everybody so if this pile doesn’t sound like you, please choose another pile!

What’s sexy about you is that you don’t give everything away all at once. Your sexuality is reserved, hidden and precious. Some of you may dress on the conservative side but it’s still sexy 🤷🏻‍♀️

You don’t do casual. Your love and devotion for the one who wins your affection run deep.

This pile may be into Tantra. You are shrouded in mystery and wisdom. Your sexiness shines through your intelligence—soft and warm, rather than cold. It feels like a mix of Gemini, Pisces, Cancer & Scorpio. People want to de-mystify you but your secrets are only revealed when you’re teaching or sharing your knowledge & wisdom to people in a closed environment. You’re more of the go-to person for advice when people are going through crisis that needs more of an unconventional solution. You’re the weird, mystic friend. Even the term “friend” feels too casual of a word to describe your relationships with people because you just seem so ethereal & detached. Kind of like a loner, in your own world.

There is this certain feeling of deep privacy and secrecy when you engage with people. It’s like what’s shared between you will never be truly known, captured and shared with someone else outside of your circle (short-term or long-term) even if the person you were intimate with shares the information to someone else. I’m just getting this deep feeling of intimacy, and intellectual (or even telepathic) connection.

There’s two groups of people here: one type of group is eager to share to others what they’ve learned from you, as if they’ve just discovered some sort of miracle/secret knowledge, and the other type are the gatekeepers who don’t want to share the power and connection they’ve had with you to others. No matter the circumstances, there is a certain depth to your presence that remains off-limits to those who haven’t met themselves yet as deeply as you do.

You are both the Virgin Mother and the Sacred Prstitute (Madonna-whxre?): nurturing to all, yet only accessible to few. If they haven't met themselves in the dark, then they will never find you in this lifetime.

Your duality is magnetic. You intrigue people especially when you show your more innocent, child-like, happy-go-lucky side with them one day, and then your more mature, serious and nurturing side the next. They love how you carry your duality with grace, instead of instability or volatility. You are known for being wise beyond your years but you will still make mistakes or do something that seem reckless like you’re this free-spirit who’s frolicking in a forest full of wolves and other wild animals. You seem so pure, so innocent, so soft (!), yet you are also so strong & courageous. You are unencumbered by shadows.

You can spot red flags in others yet you don’t judge them, but you don’t absorb them into your atmosphere either. You may attract a lot of people and experiences from the “lower worlds” because of this (like people who get obsessed with your Yin energy—Yin as in passive or feminine traits), and it can be scary to you and to others as well but you know how to “burn” them. On one hand, they can lose their individuality if they end up making you their world (like people seem to fall for you so easily which can get too overwhelming for you sometimes—which is why you tend to keep a distance from people, which just intrigues them even more). On the other hand, they also have a chance to get burned and be transformed and purified by your heat… leading them to true liberation. What’s alluring about you is that you break limitations yet also impose them. You represent true freedom. It’s in the way you move (maybe you like to dance in nature: near water or forests or you just move very gracefully like freestyle sensual dancing, like you’re water/fire/air-bending or some shi 💃🌪️🍃🌊). You are unattainable, yes, but only to those who believe so.

You seem like you’re from another time. I’m seeing all white, lace sleeping gowns, candles, old castles, foggy mornings—haunting! Like a ghostly figure from a historical, gothic fiction novel.

I’m not going to pretend like I know fully well what I was talking about in this pile, lol, which is kind of the point, I think—because you’re kind of enigmatic. It also did sound kind of poetic/cryptic, and so I think you may talk like this in real life or you may speak in riddles. Something about your voice is hypnotizing, prophetic, ethereal and soothing… like ASMR or Arwen from LotR.

But, to put it in plain words, what’s sexy about you is that you’re beautifully mysterious, mystical & transcendent. You keep to yourself and you keep everybody guessing. You’re kind and nurturing yet also detached from the physical world. Your aura may also be this angelic, white glow, and people who come in contact with you feel softened or soothed/healed, like they’re falling in love with an angel. Like being under a spell. People can sense that you know the truth about them, and the truth about everything in the Universe, but you won’t open up unless they speak your language (not literally, but more like if they’re not gnostics?) but maybe you do also speak a different language… I’m really hearing Arwen in my head speaking Elvish, and it’s just so beautiful! You have an enchanting voice… like music, or an instrument. So soft & polite. Again, it’s ASMR-esque. It’s very healing.

This is such an interesting energy to channel for this type of reading! Thanks for gracing us with your presence 😇✨💗✨🪽

My cat also just woke up from her long afternoon nap, and then went under my tarot table, and then climbed on me, which I took as a cue to end your reading. This pile is so mysterious, lol! Anyway, thanks for reading! Blessed be.

astro: rohini, hasta, ashlesha / taurus, virgo, cancer, purva ashadha / sag, mrig, chitra, dhanishta / gemini, virgo, libra, cap, aquarius, gemini / punarvasu, cancer/pushya, pisces/ubh/revati, moon-ketu conjunction, 9th & 12th

healer, angels, nuns, religious symbolisms, the moon, 8th house of death & mysticism, crisis management, sacred femininity, kundalini, snakes, mysteries, virgin su!c!des, pharmacy, aghori, cats, pink panther theme, the priestess archetype, the scarlet woman, celtic music, enya, renaissance fairs, baroque, spectrum, rainbow, neurodivergence

extra messages: a few of you who picked this pile may have white, lightened, platinum blonde or silver hair 🩶, and it’s very sexy. I can only think of an anime character that reminds me of you: Yukito for your innie (but Yue—their true form, for your outie/appearance/vibe) in Cardcaptor Sakura. Maybe you also like to cosplay or do theater. It’s either you channel this energy through these art forms or you are just naturally this ethereal.

Songs:

Congratulations - Mac Miller

Boys Like You by Tanerélle

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𓃹 PILE 3 {Venus, Peacock, Weaving flowers}

Your high standards make you incredibly sexy. You exude Venusian energy. You have a great eye for aesthetics, and you live for beauty and harmony. Words that came to mind immediately: Exotic. Foreign. Good manners & etiquette. Classy. Historical romance. Marie Antoinette. Elaborate hairstyle. Model-esque. Velvet. Expensive. Tailor-made. You always look like you’re always enjoying yourself. Like a Queen/King/princess/prince. Royalty.

You also have a beautiful mind filled with good thoughts about humanity. Idealism.

Aesthetic: Glasses. Reading. Librarian. Sass.

What’s sexy about you is the way you get lost in your art, or others’ art, and all of your other passions, whenever you talk about what it means to you, what moves you… maybe you do this in class or when you’re talking to someone about a painting while you’re on a date at a museum, for example.

What is sexy about you is your mind and how you think. You go on a tangent talking about what you love or find beautiful, and it’s never boring because you just get so passionate about them like getting excited talking about your favorite food, your favorite band, your favorite actors & how they disappear into their characters—things like that. Your tendency to debate with people and prove them wrong is also what people find sexy about you. Like, your intelligence is really hot, lol. Some of you may be literal lawyers or planning to go to Law school. You make people feel like if they’re on your side, or if they follow you, you’ll lead them towards victory (like they’re on the winning team), and you will make them look good too because they’re standing next to you/know you. People look up to you a lot as a leader. You inspire people to be the greatest versions of themselves.

But, sometimes your beauty can also be a little distracting like say you’re explaining something deeply philosophical to somebody, they’d have to ask you to repeat what you said because they get distracted by your beauty. Your energy reminds me of those attractive people who use their talents for spying for their country during wars. Very noir or dark academia. Low-key femme fatale. I’m also getting that some of you may have a vintage aesthetic or like to shop at thrift stores.

The people who picked this pile are also very artistic and into fashion design, as in Alexander McQueen kind of design. Avantgarde. Like your animal spirit card is Peacock, and there are literally full blown, Peacock feathers attached to the dress of the woman in your other oracle card. So I think you do like to show off your beauty and brains, and take great pride in yourself. The way you pursue the arts for pleasure, and not for money is admirable.

Your idealism is contagious. You inspire people with what you speak about and create. Maybe you paint, draw, are a fashion model, act—some sort of artistic skill/s. It’s sexy because creativity is also sexual energy. And you let that shi flow 🌊 Also, I’m getting another end of the spectrum here where you are more casual/grunge/messy but your creations turn out avantgarde, Venusian.

Venusians have this vibe of exclusivity and refinement about them so maybe you also hang out with musicians, and all other sorts of underground artists. I see dark rooms and neon lights. Cinema. Film. Erotic Art. Nudes. There’s also this force of violence and harshness emanating from you. You like to suffer for beauty just to reach that unattainable level of perfection that you want. When you obsess over every detail and you’re immersed in carving perfection with your literal blood, sweat and tears… it’s masochistic, but also at the same time feels good to you. You know how people want something more when they know they can’t have it? You’re similar to that but in a more unapologetic way like—“F that. I can have it, and I will!”. Like nothing’s unattainable to you. That’s the attitude that people find sexy about you. So it kind of makes you selfish, and a proud person because you know you worked so hard to attain what you know others can’t attain so easily—but that’s what’s sexy about you. If someone were to pursue you romantically, the challenge of impressing someone like you who is hard to please and has high standards will turn them on. They can also tell that based on your taste, what you post, your appearance and overall energy that you’ll be into BDSM or anything taboo, and that excites them.

Like you will destroy yourself in the name of Art or beauty. Passionate, picky and discriminating. Your approval means everything. You can also be a Domme or engage in FemDom. Or even a sub/brat.

I keep seeing all sorts of night clubs and “ladies/boys of the night”. Being self-destructive. But only for art and love—always for art & love.

astro: definitely purva ashadha & purva phalguni / sag & leo, ardra / gemini, rohini / taurus, chitra / virgo, jupiter naks: punarvasu, vishakha, purva bhadrapada / cancer, libra, aquarius

other: artisan, bridgerton, bdsm, erotic art, film club/critic, art student, scars & bruises, retail, fashion design, ballet, seggs work, cher from clueless, miranda priestly & emily, rock & roll

the name “Taylor” or tailor/seamstress.

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The dark clouds are finally clearing, and you’re finally seeing and taking the opportunities that are available to you. Some of you may have finally gotten over a past relationship/s, and are now stepping into your Phoenix energy. The healing never stops, yes—but you’re ready to take action and make big changes in your life. This is giving strong Martian, scorpionic, and Ketu in 8th energy.

If you’re a woman, you’re finally de-centering men from your life (for others, you’re just done giving your time and energy for free to people for a while). I heard that Cher quote:

There’s a King in your tarot spread and a literal Queen Bee in your oracle spread, pile 1—you’re not fkng around anymore. Your life is moving in new directions because you’re finally taking control instead of being thrown around by it. You’re done being someone’s B.

You’re finally going to see results from something you’ve been working on for a while. It may not be exactly what you hoped for, but results in the sense that you’ll be given clarity. If something isn’t working out, or you’ve been waiting too long without a clear outcome, you’ll find out why soon. If it’s time to let it go, a sign or some news will come in to give you closure, and you’ll finally be able to release it.

Some of you may already be in this “boss” energy and are fully devoted to your career or you could be stepping into a leadership position soon. Maybe you had doubts about entering a more male-dominated field—or you want to—but now you feel more empowered and fearless about doing it. If someone has been trying to control you, the roles are going to flip. You’ll be the one taking control and calling the shots. “Karma’s a B.” Maybe they took advantage of you when you didn’t fully understand your power or worth, and now they’re going to face the consequences. People need to step out of your way, pile 1.

If you don’t resonate with this message yet, please take all the time you need to heal! You’ll get to this stage eventually if this is the level you aspire to reach.

mars in jyeshta/scorpio/8th, the tiger yoni pair: vishakha & chitra, ardra, saturn-dom, fire signs, red, bharani (revenge), katniss everdeen, june from the handmaid’s tale

Cold As Ice by Foreigner

2009 by Mac Miller

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PILE 2 The Magician, 8 of Swords Reversed, 5 of Wands Reversed, 6 of Wands, Stranded, The Gift

You may travel soon or you may win a ticket to a vacation cruise or something similar. I was shown Jack winning that ticket to the Titanic.

This is something you may have been manifesting for a while. For some of you, this may be an opportunity to finally move out of a place where you’re currently living in right now. You’re moving away from conflict or from a place where you were feeling trapped. The people that have been causing conflict in your life may start to disappear or move away from you. I feel like you will travel/move into a place where you can get either more fresh air or is more close to the city or tourist spots. I just see crowds, street performers/magicians and even a boardwalk. Somewhere in California (any place close to water) or Europe.

You guys may want to be more seen in public. I’m seeing that this will be possible when you finally move out or travel somewhere this Summer, and when you put yourself out there more. You’ll start to get more recognized for your gifts.

Some of you may have pending documents or applications that you’ve been waiting to hear from for a long time, and you were even close to giving up—but someone will help you move things forward.

Some of you or your loved ones may be stranded in a country or a place but things will suddenly work out for you, and you will all be reunited. It’s like you have a guardian angel or a “hidden benefactor” helping you get out of any trapped situation you’re in. There is a strong indication of manifestation coming true for this pile, so keep doing those subliminals, affirmations and have total faith in what you’re manifesting, pile 2! Your message is pretty straightforward so this is quite short but I hope it resonated! Good luck!! 🤗 🏖️

Earned It, Man’s World, Fallin’ street performance

Ballerina Dancing on the Street - Comptine d ‘un autre été - Amélie

summer, paris, anywhere in europe, cobblestone pavements, immigration, feeding pigeons, wishing fountains, white sculptures/statues, beaches, going viral/being appreciated more, vlogs, getting discovered, rags to riches, purva phalguni & purva ashadha / leo & sag

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PILE 3 3 of Swords, Death, Ace of Pentacles, 10 of Pentacles, Rose Garden, Abracadabra

I love tarot so much. All the cards that have come out so far in these piles have been so positive and empowering! They really reflect the theme of this reading.

Okay—onto your blessings, pile 3. One of the blessings coming your way is finally healing from your broken heart. You’re closing old chapters in your love life, and starting a new life. You’re focused on building your career. You may be starting a new job but I’m also seeing new love coming into your life soon. If not new love, then maybe a new business idea or a passion project that will end up becoming extremely successful. I mean, your spread literally begins with 3 of Swords, Death, Ace of Pentacles and then concludes with 10 of Pentacles.

But, the Pentacle is the slowest suit in Tarot so you are being encouraged to be patient as this transition will take some time to develop. If you are not ready to move on yet, then take your time, pile 3. You may spend some time in the “Death” stage for a while (the most difficult parts of healing—the cycles of grief) but this is all part of the whole process of moving on.

The only way out is “through”

This heartbreak will be the inspiration behind your business. You aren’t being forced to to start this business today or tomorrow if you literally feel like you can’t get out of bed right now, pile 3, but the cards are also saying not to wait until you’re fully ready either. Just let it flow. I’m strongly picking up that those who picked this pile are creatives and may be particularly interested in building a music career, or publishing a book of poems, a novel, etc.

Have you heard that thing people say about creatives—that they can only write songs when they’re sad or heartbroken, but can’t produce anything when they’re in a happy relationship? It feels like the time is currently ripe for your creative genius to take over. Just try it—write even just a few words. You have something to say. The blessings may actually come from your Muse/genius. Try to listen to them when they visit you. Remember, success is literally in the cards. I am sending you a virtual hug, pile 3. Hang in there!

keyboard, novel, typing, blank page, moog boards, synths, bedroom pop, rap, lo-fi music, dream pop, sixpence none the richer, the cranberries, the 90s, vhs, analog, dj, audio files, choker necklace, mercury placements, the book “big magic” by elizabeth gilbert, dhanishta (capricorn - aquarius), swati (libra), ardra - punarvasu / gemini - cancer, ketu naks: ashwini, magha, mula or fire signs

don’t dream it’s over by sixpence none the richer

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take your broken heart, make it into art - meryl streep

There’s something very primal, almost reptilian about your energy. People may think of snakes, dragons, fossils, ancient creatures… like something old and deeply aware. You remind them of a creature that looks like it’s resting but isn’t really asleep. You’re not easily fooled.

You know in movies when someone tries to sneak past a dragon/dinosaur guarding something valuable, thinking they won’t be noticed, and then suddenly, its eyes open? That’s what people see in your eyes. It’s like you’re always watching people and maybe sometimes also silently judging them lol. You make them either feel defensive or guilty about their actions even if they’re not doing anything wrong. They get self-conscious all of a sudden.

Your gaze feels intelligent. You’re observant in a way that makes people feel studied and a little exposed — but also intrigued. Like nothing really gets past you. You see more than you let on. People may feel like you’re reading them without trying or picking up on things they didn’t say out loud. Some of you may be highly sensitive, easily overstimulated but somehow also detached. You may have a combination of Rahu & Ketu Nakshatras in your chart (or Ketu-Moon or Rahu-Moon conjunction).

But, there’s also a hint of softness in your eyes. It only shows for a brief moment before the intensity takes over again, though. There’s a balance in you where softness exists, but it’s protected. It’s not something everyone gets access to. It feels like something you don’t just give away easily. Some of you may have gone through betrayals or experiences that made you more guarded, more aware… so now you move differently. You’re always a few steps ahead. You can switch very quickly when needed — like from calm to serious in an instant. 0-100.

Your eyes carry a sense of dominance, experience, and quiet strength. It’s giving matriarch energy… a protector, a leader, a “Mother” figure. Not in a soft or passive way, but in a way that feels ancient, powerful, and respected.

I’m really sorry to use a T-Rex as an example, pile 1 😭 but you know how a T-Rex or a dragon is just massive and powerful? Like even when it’s a female, you don’t really register it as “feminine” in the traditional sense at first — you just see the size, the strength, the presence. It’s not soft or delicate energy. it’s dominant, ancient, and overwhelming in the best way… something powerful that doesn’t need to prove itself.

But that doesn’t mean it’s not feminine — it just means the power comes through first. That’s kind of how your energy feels. People don’t immediately read you as soft, they feel your strength before anything else.

You carry this very strong, grounded, and primal aura where people can feel you before you even say anything. Some of you might literally work out or take care of your body, but even if you don’t, there’s something about your energy that feels physically powerful and solid. Mars-dominant or curvy.

You’re also very protective of the people you love. It feels like at one point, you were the one who wasn’t protected — maybe even afraid of your own shadow. But now? You walk into a room like you’re the scariest person in there.

You naturally command respect. When people look into your eyes, they think twice before lying. Loyalty is everything to you. Either they straighten up or quietly remove themselves if they feel like they can’t be 100% truthful with you. They feel a little… beneath you. Not in a bad way, but in a “don’t try me” kind of way. You may be a mentor or have a leadership position at your job, and are surrounded by younger employees who look up to you. Maybe you’re also tall?

At the same time, you also make people feel safe. Like if anything were to happen, you’d know exactly what to do. You might be the “mom friend” or the one people rely on without even realizing it.

Some of you definitely have people crushing on you who are a bit more submissive in nature, but they get intimidated and don’t know how to approach you.

It’s kind of giving that dynamic from Shrek — Donkey being obsessed while his dragon wife is just this powerful, slightly terrifying, but ultimately loving presence. I’m so sorry with the Shrek & dinosaur analogies, pile 1, but I hope it makes sense lol 😭 Love your energy, though. Take care, Mama Bear! 🦖💕

goddess kali, ashlesha, purva & uttara bhadrapada, vishaka, mula, ardra, mars naks, saturn or mercury in the 1st/2nd, anuradha/jyeshta/scorpio, queen latifah, megan thee stallion, beyonce, sza, skylar from breaking bad, daenerys targaryen, lady danbury from bridgerton, research lab, scientist/researcher, bookworm

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PILE 2 ❀࿐

I must be tapping into some very sleepy people in this particular PAC reading lol—or maybe just a lot of Ketu and 12th house natives 🛏️💤. An oracle card of a fairy sleeping on a flower popped out for you. There may be messages for you in Pile 1, though this pile feels more like the softcore version, lol. You may have “Ketu eyes” which makes you look like you’re “high” or really sleepy.

When people look into your eyes, they see purity and innocence—carrying the wisdom of a thousand lifetimes.

They see magic in them, maybe even ancient magic. Otherworldly. Strange. Some of you were probably seers in your past lives.

People may underestimate you because of your softness and sensitivity. It’s a little sad because I don’t think they see the real you when they look into your eyes, pile 2. They really have to sit down with you one-on-one or live many lifetimes, like you, in order to truly understand you. They can tell that you know a lot of things but they also somehow see you as naive, but this is far from the truth. The “weirdness” that people sense about you is actually… wisdom. It’s like—IYKYK. If they know, then they know, and if not, then… 🤷🏻

They may also overlook your skills and talents. You’re the last to get picked in groups back when you were still in school. But, you don’t really GAF anyway! You’re happy just being in your own “little” world 🎠🧸.

Some of you don’t really look people too much in the eyes. You like keep to yourself—and if you’re an ambivert, you’re the quiet one in the group. It would make sense because the fairy is sleeping in your oracle card. The very few people who do take the time to really look into your eyes, they want to go on late-night secret adventures with you. They want to create memorable nights with you. Maybe get drunk, get lost in town & alleyways—do something risky, go ghost-hunting, etc. If you are much older, you just make them feel like they want to re-live their teenage years with you.

It feels like unlocking some sort of a hidden side quest or a “secret level” when they finally become friends with you. The people in this pile are the introverts who often get adopted by extroverts lol—same! 🩷 It just takes a while for people to find you or get you since you are so reclusive! When they find you, they feel like they’ve find their bestie for life. When people really look into your eyes, they feel bad or a little guilty because they realize they’ve taken you for granted before. Like you’ve been there all along and they can’t believe they missed you. I think people get “friend crushes” on you. Their other “friends” don’t believe them when they talk to them about you being “the coolest person they’ve ever met”. Those friends may even get jealous because they start to hang out with you more than them because you are so fun and interesting to talk to, and because you know a lot of cool, niche topics. When people become friends with you, they realize what a real friend is, and it’s not the ones who they were first friends with.

It seems like you may actually gain some popularity in your community due to your unique qualities. It may just take a while for people to find you and appreciate you. And, anyway, you don’t care about being popular so you don’t get popular right away. So, you are actually quite known, pile 2, believe it or not.

When people really look into your eyes, they start to recognize what’s REAL. There’s something about your softness and detached personality that makes people feel uncomfortable which is why they tend to avoid interacting with you. You may also randomly say strange things in conversations that make the vibe suddenly feel weird in group settings sometimes 😹 But, you also stun them whenever you randomly drop knowledge, wisdom & “prophecies” so casually in these conversations. It’s either you shock/scare people with the things that you say, or they don’t know wth you’re talking about, and don’t how to respond, which leads to awkward silence. Honestly, you’re a little scary sometimes, pile 2, but also endearing! It balances out. Please never change! 👽😸🫶🏻

perks of being a wallflower, infp, hyperfemininity, same s3x, soft boi, femboi, sensitive/HSP, deers, mrigashira or mridu naks, moon naks: rohini, hasta, shravana / taurus, virgo, capricorn, jupiter naks: punarvasu, vishakha, purva bhadrapada / gemini-cancer, libra-scorpio, aquarius, magha / leo, ketu-dom, moon in 4th, moon or ketu in 12th, pisces, helaena targaryen from house of the dragon

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PILE 3 ❀࿐

This is interesting, pile 3, the first card I pulled for you says “Happy, Happy” and the second one is called “No Rain Today”, showing a ballerina looking away with a tear on her face, then the single tear becomes a rain shower, and then right beside her is the Sun with a poker face.

People see duality in your eyes. People may see you as “fragile” because of how you carry yourself, yet they also see this quiet strength in you. Maybe you like to wear soft pastel colors, are soft-spoken or sensitive but also disciplined and meticulous with everything that you do. The ballerina has clouds as hair so people may also think that you have your head in the clouds.

You don’t like to burden people with your problems. You’re very private and would rather deal with your problems alone. You don’t like people seeing you sad. You may like to be the strong one for others even if you look like the most vulnerable—or even the youngest—among them. Maybe it’s a defense mechanism. You try to look tough because people always assume you’re not strong enough to handle things on your own. You may try to hide your emotions but people can see that you have been hurt by something or someone very deeply and you’re still thinking about what happened even if many years have passed already. Your eyes aren’t showing that you’re holding a grudge against these past hurts but they’re giving more of like a person having unprocessed or repressed sadness or trauma. Like you’re very tired emotionally.

There’s melancholy in your eyes. You smile but your eyes tell a different story. Like someone hurt you but you’re not really telling people the full story when they ask you about it. I heard “You only know what I want you to know”. Most of the time, you can get away with putting on this mask, so people assume you’re doing great but the ones who are more sensitive and intuitive—they can sense your wounded soul. They can tell when something is “bothering” you because you tend to look away or out the window in conversations, which tells them you’re somewhere far away—sorting things out in your secret world. I can tell you like to escape from your present reality and go to dreamier ones where things don’t hurt as much. I also think you’re not always anxious or sad—you’re just a thinker, which can make you look distracted, and always in some kind of distress to people. You can’t help it. I mean, if your brain constantly gets bombarded by so many incoming information or stimuli, wouldn’t you end up getting overwhelmed and lost in them too? I don’t think you’re disassociating while in conversations on purpose. You just need time to process all incoming information because if you don’t, you feel “incomplete” or even irritated.

Also, people can tell when you’ve cried yourself to sleep the night before because of how red and swollen your eyes get. It’s easy to make you cry or you cry easily while watching movies. Or you may have sad eyes that makes you look like you’re always about to cry.

You carry deep empathy within you. You may be an actress or aspire to be in the field of the performing arts. If you want to do this as a hobby or profession, I say go for it because your eyes are very expressive. The duality in your self-expression can add subtle layers to your performance. The simplest movements you do is art. You move with grace. You also give people grace… even when they’ve wronged you.

There’s a very specific kind of sadness within you, one that isn’t easily touched by ordinary things. It softens through immersion in performance art, whether that’s experiencing or expressing it: opera, ballet, theater… something elevated, classical, almost sacred in its beauty. It has to be this level of refinement because it reaches a part of you that nothing else quite can. It’s incomparable.

You are deeply healed by Venusian energy: music that moves your soul, art that speaks without words, rich conversations that explore philosophy and meaning, museums, beauty in all its forms, intentional self-care. There’s something about the combination of mastery and beauty that restores you.

When you surround yourself with these frequencies, you don’t just feel better—you feel powerful. Like the void inside you quiets, and the pain dissolves into something softer.

You come through as highly sensitive, pile 3—but you already know this is your strength. You handle your duality well, even if it’s not always easy. Some of you may have Ketu or the South Node in Ardra/Gemini. Ardra is one of—if not the toughest cosmic stage among all 27 nakshatras, so give yourself grace. You’ve been through this before.

Trust yourself, take care 🤍

mrigashira/ardra/gemini, mercury-dominant, mercury in the 1st, bharani/purva phalguni/purva ashadha or fire signs, venus, jyeshta “the maestro” / scorpio, pisces, venus in virgo, reality shifting, dark academia, dead poet’s society, swati, classical music, ballet, opera house, historical romance, mac miller (who has ketu in ardra/gemini), movie scripts, screenplay, moulin rouge

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