#emotionalshutdown

Vibe Check: July 7, 2021 4 of Cups - So much is happening that we’ve shut down in an attempt to avoid being overwhelmed. It’s okay to take a step away from it all while we reset. ✨ 🌙 ✨ #overwhelmed #toomuch #burnout #emotionalshutdown #tarot #tarotreader #tarotreading #tarotcards #tarotcardoftheday #dailytarot #dailytarotreading #dailytarotcard #tarotmessage #cartomancy #vibecheck #fortuneteller #fortunetelling #dailymessage #witch #witchcraft #astrology #cardreading #magic #pastel #soft #reminder #gentle #itsokaynottobeokay https://www.instagram.com/p/CRCNE6aAf4H/?utm_medium=tumblr

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normal. one hell of a word that entails so much of one's reality and personal space...which is which really??...what is normal?? for me...normal is having walls around yourself and your heart that wards of people and issues which can bring nothing more than destruction to a fragile ego as well as fear of not being able to bounce back from the downfall of a mistake that cost you a lifetime... they say holding a grudge is unhealthy but what if it is not the grudge you are holding on to?? what if it is the reality of what others made you feel?? like being too unimportant, too mundane that's why it is easy for them to judge you and tell you things about who you are that they simply have mere words to speak from drawn up conclusions that really have no factual basis...can others really dictate how you should feel, how you should think and most importantly how you should act especially when circumstances require more than just a nod of obedience and compliance?? how can you stay afloat when whatever you say about things you feel and think will be held against you...people can easily say that you shouldn't keep things bottled up inside or you will simply burst...but they wouldn't know of the consequences that await when this fragile soul would unleash that which is kept inside...you can never complain nor say the truth cause somehow someway they will come back to you like a boomerang set loose and you would simply end up blindsided by every single thing... they can never judge you for building walls around yourself especially when there's no one strong enough to protect you from the harsh words and actions that they are not even aware of...it may be unfair but hey...the truth of every single thing we do is found more in the abundance of one's unconscious... it's better to have a wall around yourself than to shatter to a million pieces or more and simply not recover.