I am once again here to complain about my stupid, chronically ill body. I don’t have anything interesting to say about it. Just fuck this shit man. I can FEEL that the endo is growing inside of me, and the pain has changed tone just enough that it makes me worried about what’s going on in there, and if it’s something more than the endo. I know when they went in 5 years ago organs were sticking together. It’s entirely possible things have fused together in ways that cause different pain than I’m used to! Which sucks but is still a known issue and won’t kill me.
But also, what if it’s something else?
Probably time to talk to my doctors again and think about getting the hysterectomy they recommended last year, but I was hoping to put it off a few more years for various reasons. The risks of surgery vs the quality of my daily life is a complicated balance. Plus there’s the trauma of all my years fighting for a diagnosis and then my no good horrible very bad year of 3 surgeries in 11 months. I am reluctant to go under again until I absolutely have to.
I’m exhausted and just so so tired of being in almost constant pain. It’s low enough that I can function but it’s just this constant grind.
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***note: not looking for any medical advice please and thank you!
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I’ve not done this for a while, as this game has been genuinely stressful to keep track of, and I’ve been reading it through my fingers a bit of late. But I wanted to talk about this one, even not knowing the outcome, because of what it contains.
Last week we had Nori’s involvement, which was on the one hand frustrating because it dragged out the game another week, but on the other great, because, yay, Nori!
This week the star is Furuya. And you know, I really like that fact. I really like how the chapter picked up on that teamwork between him and Eijun. How in a way they’ve become a partnership as well as rivals.
I am hoping, obviously, that Mei is out. If he isn’t, and we end up with extra innings, I might smash my keyboard incoherently and post a row of hash tags :P
But if Mei is out, it’s because of the team play between Eijun and Furuya. Eijun’s pitch, to Yabe, which Furuya sent like a rocket to Miyuki at the plate.
i got my third covid shot today (I am on an immune modifier so per cdc I qualify, plus I work in a dr office sooo), and the first five hours or so I was more or less fine. tired, arm sore, whatever.
then hour six came.
if anyone’s wondering, that’s probably when you should plan on being in bed out of commission after any covid vaccine, if you’re prone to strong vaccine reactions. bc that’s about how long it took on all three of mine to hit The Wall.
Wow only 10 am and one of my coworkers got arrested and the others husband passed. Now I gotta go clean some assholes house covered in dog shit. Cant wait to get home and drink some cider and watch some deathmatches
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Telling someone who has adhd "its not that hard" is honestly the most annoying thing ever.
"Just set a schedule"
"Just do it"
"Its not that hard"
KILLLL MEEEEEEEE
Because no matter how much you try to explain it, you can't. I literally have no idea why so idk how to explain to you that telling me these things does not work.
Short answer: Yamcha runs into her in a remote jungle thanks to rampaging dinosaurs.
Long answer:
Okay okay, honestly I never told this story before because I couldn’t think of anything that worked properly ever, and yknow after a good 2ish years of having avoided really getting into that, I suppose now is as good a time as any to tie up this gaping loose end. And I’ll start by copying and pasting an icloud note I found that was written back in 2018 that detailed at least half of it, because at this point- I may as well go with this absurd thing instead of having nothing. Past me went into an outline about some kind of story setup but didn’t get to finish the “payoff” per se, because I suppose I thought I would come back to it and add more details later. BUT GUESS WHO DIDN’T BECAUSE I FORGOT??? SO, bear with me under this read more cut.
(2018 OUTLINE NOTE)
Once upon a time fortuneteller baba held a day where she was telling peoples fortunes (amongst other shit) for free because she lost some kind of vague bet with Master Roshi. Thousands of people show up, and Yamcha is one of those people (along with pu’ar and yantan whom he dragged along). This occurs nearly 8 years after Yantan was spawned into existence.
Yamcha wants to ask Baba about love shit. Cuz oh boy. That love life still ain’t working out. But hell if he knows where to look maybe he’d have better luck.
Yantan hates her life cuz waiting in line for like 10 hours is actual hell. But so long as she’s fucking there she might as well ask Baba something. Pu’ar is just along for the ride to make concerned quips. (He has nothing to ask he’s just there for moral support)
MANY HOURS PASS THEY FINALLY REACH BABA and Baba is rightfully pissed. She could’ve been making a lot of money that day, like, the fuck man. Yamcha asks Baba if he’s destined to meet the girl he’d ultimately end up with.
Baba just says “looks like you already met her.” And Yamcha is just like WAT And Baba is just like “Yeah. You already did. Don’t think u noticed tho. That’s ur own fault.”
So at this point yamcha is pretty fuckin shook and asKS WHERE SHE’S AT NOW AND WHERE HE CAN MEET HER. And Baba jus denies answering that question and if he wants to ask more shit he better pay up a hundred million zeni. “NEXT.”
Out of desperation, Yamcha now begs his cynical child to ask Baba about his own bs. Yantan doesn’t want to. They make some kind of deal that i do not know the details of as of yet that ultimately makes Yantan agree to waste her free question about her future on her wacky father.
So SHE asks where tf Yamcha can meet this lady and Baba reveals her location. THEN THEY IMMEDIATELY FUCKIN LEAVE TO DO JUST THAT. And by “they” i mean Yamcha leaves and Yantan and Pu’ar have to follow behind. #Comedy
So Yamcha ends up in the general area of where this “person” is. It’s off putting a bit - and by a bit I mean A LOT because it’s a frickin’ jungle full of mega-flora and wild animals everywhere- totally the last place any person would be at all. Yamcha ultimately lets that slide.
Yamcha suddenly freaks out at the realization that hE DOESN’T KNOW WHAT HE’S GONNA SAY and that he really didn’t think any of this through. What SHOULD even say? That he came all the way here to date this woman and come across some kind of weirdo or creep?? And if he already met this person WHEN DID HE MEET THEM? It could literally be any girl he’s ever met in his life. He doesn’t even know her name so how would he know who the right person is?? Amongst a fuckton of other million miles a minute thoughts.
(2018 OUTLINE NOTE END)
When it comes to that specific set up prior to the jungle, idk if I still wanna follow it. But It’s something.
Here comes my end of 2019 “I haven’t thought about this in eons” amendment:
Leaving off of Yamcha’s panic attack I’m pretty sure he and Marzi run into each other via some kind of dinosaur hijinks. I’m pretty sure if memory serves Marzi was TRYING to feed dinosaurs as she usually does (she’s living her life after all), but for some reason on this day she had a technical failure. THIS would also have to serve as Marzi’s first proper introduction ever, so this event would also have to function as a way of establishing who she is as a character as well. God knows what that would entail.
Which, in this situation, she’d mostly come across as a person whose “eyes emoji” appearance doesn’t line up with being in an untamed jungle decking around with a carnivorous and predatory animal.
The only reason Yams wouldn’t remember meeting her was because their actual first meeting was more of a blink-and-you’ll-miss-it encounter 30 years ago that wasn’t really relevant to his own memory. (Not even worth getting into here tbh, it’s so brief) So, y’know. Fuck you Baba.
It’s hard to say if Marzi herself would recognize Yamcha right away considering the last time she saw him, Yamcha was soft-faced with short hair and all cutesy 21st tournament looking, which THAT to NOW is quite the jump— but rest assured she does. It’s hard to say what her initial reaction would’ve been in response to suddenly running back into your one-sided high school infatuation after 3 decades of absolute radio silence. My mind always pictured some kind of comical reaction.
Either way, this shit should happen only after the wacky hijinks, because!!! THAT’S THE KIND OF WORLD THIS IS! I wanted a bizarre action set piece that ends comedically quickly because Yamcha essentially has god powers. (WHICH, YEAH. HE DOES. Especially in comparison to how he was in early DB. By this point this guy went from above-average martial arts protégée to full on superhero) If I still had the energy for DB I would have scribbled a possible visual demonstration but, I really doooon’t jgvhgbkhjj
A wise man made this summarizing prediction really and I think this is the best thing to follow:
“I sort of figured Marzi ran into him one day after everything kind of settled down and he wasn’t dead or in space or something, and there was an awkward period where she wasn’t sure what to do about him being so accessible. And Yamcha didn’t know her well to begin with, so to him she’s just an eligible bachelorette, and he fusses over how to impress her, because he has no idea that she’s been fascinated with him for decades.” - a wise man, 2019.
