A little family fluff tag to my NĂșmenor longfic!
Just a little idea for fleshing out the family life within my fic! For those unacquainted, Manwen is AnĂĄrion's wife and Almiel their daughter. Elendur is Isildur's son, obviously, and Cynwen his wife (Elendur's mother...and a healer, hence "home visits"). Almiel is about five years old here, and Elendur seven.
This is set before the Fall (obivously), perhaps a year or so before...in my imaginings, not long after something big happens with AnĂĄrion (check out my fic to find out what, at this same handle on A03, called "Over Waves" and part of a trilogy!).
A little Sindarin that's included (per formulations I've found, for some, as Tolkien didn't create all of these words...but we can extrapolate).
~mae: good ("mae govannen")
~nethemel: aunt (mother-sister)
âGood, very goodâŠmae, my dears,â Manwen noted as she looked over Elendur and Almiel's work.
They were studying numbers and basic addition today. The spring day allowed them to work outside in the garden: full of newly growing vegetables, vibrant young flowers, and Cynwenâs healing herbs.
Manwen reflected on how mathematics came more easily to her daughter than to her nephew. Even at their tender ages, five and seven, their temperaments were clear: Elendur, lyrical and driven to dreamy fancies, like his fatherâŠversus Almiel, logical and analytical, like her father.
She was learning how to teach them basic skills, before they were old enough to take charge of their own studies â becoming a more effective teacher to them both, in their individual abilities and needs, all the time.
Manwen didnât have a clear guild trajectory before meeting and marrying AnĂĄrion, unlike everyone else in the family at that point â so it fell on her to watch them while the other family members worked.
Cynwen would often remind her that she still did need something for herselfâŠand her art was that.The childrenâs exclamations interrupted these scattered thoughts.
âYAY, we did it!,â Elendur rejoiced.
âEmig, so we can play now?â Almiel asked. âI have a new game to teach ElenâŠdĂątheg taught it to me after dinner last night!â
Manwen giggled â she loved the unique connection between her brother-in-law and daughter â then affirmed yes, that was indeed the last of their work for the day, so they were free to play a game.
âOk, ok, Elen, itâs called âI spyâ...you have to pick something and then say âI spy with my little eyeâŠâ and then tell me what color it is, then you have to find it!,â Almiel instructed her cousin.
âFUN!â Elendur responded, â....can I go first?â Almiel rolled her eyes and sighedâŠâfine, but I get to go first next time!â
Elendur seemed to not care either way; he was hopping around and looking for something to have his cousin find. His eyes popped when he seemed to have found it.
âI spy with my little eyeâŠsomethiiiingâŠ.purple!â
Almiel guessed a couple of purple plants, but it turned out it was a smaller purple flower around a bend in the small garden path.Almielâs turn â she picked yellow, not any plant but the yellow in her motherâs hair, its sun-shined highlights.
They went back and forth a few times, becoming energized and immersed in the game enough to be running and pointing all around the garden â Manwen keeping watch from the garden bench. Afternoon sun shone her daughterâs curls, the same color as hers, and the hazel in Elendurâs eyes, those of his father.
Manwen laughed and felt her face sore from smiling, grinning simply at the childrenâs joy. After what her husband had recently been through, after she observed her childâs quiet worry about itâŠafter everything that was happening around them all the time, evidence of their landâs encroaching darkness accumulating by the dayâŠthis childlike wonder was food for her very soul.
Cynwen had told her it felt like the same for her. Less joyful and heartening were the clouds in the distance, seeming to move towards them faster and faster. Moreover, those clouds were connected with that same encroaching darkness; the more this islandâs shadow grew, the more frequent and severe these storms became. Whatever they were, Manwen knew sheâd have to get the children inside before they all got wet.
She also heard, in mindâs ear, Cynwen asking her when the last time she painted was. Sighing to herself, she acknowledged her sisterâs wisdom and appreciated her care.
It came to her, a good plan for the rest of the afternoon, before the men would come home from the docks and theyâd all prepare dinner: the children could draw in the playroom while she painted (it was also her small studio).
âElen, my little luck, letâs go to the playroomâŠletâs not stay outside until those clouds give us a shower.â
âNo, no, we wouldnât want that!â Almiel agreed.
âUggggh, but this game is so fun!â Elendur protested â but stopped when his aunt gave him a look speaking that theyâd be going inside and that was final.
They were soon settled in the little room off the main hall, full of the childrenâs toys and books â as well as Manwenâs easel, paints, and accompanying supplies, tucked in a little corner with good lighting.
Manwen got the children parchment paper and drawing tools, then decided what she wanted to paint: purple flowers, with sunlit-yellow hair curving over them, a face sniffing the flowersâ fragrance.
As she worked â blending, spreading, scraping, wiping â she watched, out of the corner of one eye, the children drawing.
âIâm drawing starsâŠemig calls me starlight! Atya told me that my name means âservant of the starsâ!â, Elendur proudly proclaimed to his cousin, his voice holding wonder.
Almiel looked at his drawing, nodded, and confidently showed him hers.
âI like it, I like stars! Iâm drawing sparkles! Atya and emig call me âlittle luckâ, and sparkles make me think of luck, of good and pretty things,â she asserted. âAnd hearts. Because theyâre good and pretty and I like them!â
Elendurâs eyes and smile widened as he looked at Almielâs drawing.
Manwen continued working, but grinned at this exchange between cousins â how they were sharing parts of themselves through their drawings.
Thatâs what art is for, after all, she thought: shining light on parts of ourselves. How lovely to just enjoy creating before we learn to so harshly judge ourselves and what we make, she also pondered.
Mid-these musings, the door creaked open just a crack. Manwen saw Cynwen peeking through â a finger to her lips. She must have recently gotten in from the dayâs home visits. Manwen winked at her and kept painting.
Again out of the corner of her eye, through that little crack in the door, Manwen saw Cynwen watch the children for a moment. Her face filled with joy to see the childrenâs, immersed in the bliss of their own creation.
Then Cynwen jumped forward into the room, the door swinging open â smiling wide and reaching her arms akimbo.
âEMIG!â Elendur cried out, running towards her. âMy boy!!â Cynwen answered, laughing as she dropped to his level and wrapped those arms around him. âHow are you, how was your day?â
âIt was so good! We did writing and then numbers and then Almiel taught me a new game! I will teach you soon!â the boy answered, jumping in excitement away from his motherâs embrace.
âI canât wait, my starlight,â she assured him, tenderly holding his hands.
âHi hi nethemel!â interrupted Almiel, running to Cynwen for her own hug.
âI hope that you had just as good a day, my dear,â Cynwen said, dropping her sonâs hands to hug her niece.
âVery very good! And now Iâm hungry, is dinner soon?,â Almiel answered. Cynwen and Manwen laughedâŠthe appetite of a quickly growing girl.
âI think so, little dear. Letâs go wash up and start preparing, shall we?â
âYAY!â the cousins said in unison â making both women chuckle again. Cynwen took them each by the hand and led them towards the door.
âIâll start on dinner with themâŠyou take a moment, Manwen my dear,â she noted to her chosen sister. âThat painting is looking gorgeous, isnât it?â she then asked the children.
âSo pretty!!â agreed Elendur. âSo so nice!!â added Almiel.
âLetâs let her make it even better while we start on dinner, shall we?,â Cynwen said to them.
Walking them out, she winked at Manwen once again and then asked Elendur to close the door behind him.
Manwen took a deep breathâŠ.aaah, silence. Another day with the children completed. She absolutely loved time with them, but that all to herself was its own treasure â a necessary one, she was increasingly recognizing. (Cynwen was so right about it, she remembered â and modeled it through her solo time in nature, that amongst her plants.)
She scanned her painting and planned out next steps a bit more. Sheâd add a bit more color and shading to the purple flowers, then join the family for dinner prep. The men would soon be home from their own work.
Dipping her brush in the shade of purple sheâd blended, taking another deep breath, she focused herself back on the creative moment. One more stroke, the canvas slowly filling.
One more day moving forward as a family, united in the face of shadow before and around them. They were their own light.