#dr rant

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Guys guys guys

Time for another Danganronpa rant! This time, it's Ultra Despair Girls!!!

Alright, I guess I'd like to start talking about Haiji Towa. He seems to be...controversial. (Understandably so...) At first, I thought he was interesting, his design was cool and his voice was really good. I liked the whole 'leader' thing he had going on, even if he wasn't neccesarily good at it. Then he said that one thing...you can guess what I'm talking about. After that his character went downhill. I just??? Don't like him anymore??? He went from 'cool' to 'I would throw this man into the sun given the opportunity' really quick. I guess during the very end he was sort of interesting but really after the elevator scene he kinda lost my attention. I hope there's an au out there where everything is the same except Haiji didn't say that creepy stuff. Anywayyyy next time I'm probably gonna talk about Servant or Genocider Syo.

hoo boy.

so, due to a lack of motivation to continue drv3 (this game really has failed at keeping me interested and i’m really not sure why that is), i decided to replay some of my favorite chapters from my favorite danganronpa game, trigger happy havoc. i replayed chapter three and chapter five.

RANT BELOW!

(if someone could teach me how to do a read more on mobile or laptop, that would be great)

while replaying chapter three, i realized just how shitty celestia’s conviction was handled and just how shitty her character in the chapter, especially in the class trial and the part where shit starts going down, was treated overall.

celestia is literally named “the queen of liars”, however ever lie she said during the class trial was so empty that even a four year old could tell it was a lie and shoot it with a rebuttal. additionally, her whole meltdown does not fit her at all. for a character so composed as herself to be backed into a corner and react to it by screaming and throwing a toddler-like tantrum is beyond me. her meltdown did not fit her at all. additionally, her being able to calm down from the meltdown faster than i can snap my fingers shows that she knows how to be composed and i highly doubt that she would ever breakdown before being convicted of murder and sentenced to death, had she been a real person and able to make her own choices (if that makes sense at all; it is two in the morning and i’m pissy and exhausted).

additionally, to add onto the fuckery presented against her amazing character shown during the first few chapters of this game, the one main thing that got her convicted was this statement that she said earlier in the chapter, after “hifumi had died”:

“we’re all going to die here. we’re going to die, just like those guys died.”

that is actually SO WEAK. makoto probably thinks of himself as a genius for catching that and convicting her of murder, but hell no buddy-boo. that could easily mean so many different things. here, let me make you a list!:

celestia could have been referring to the people who had died in previous trials, such as sayaka, leon, chihiro and mondo. she didn’t have to just be referring to hifumi and kiyotaka.

“those guys” doesn’t have to automatically mean hifumi and kiyotaka. like i already said, it could be referring to the victims and the blackeneds from the previous trials/chapters.

god, i’m just— i’m honestly just very pissed off at this whole trial. i believe that so many things could have been done differently. celestia manipulated hifumi into killing kiyotaka for her, made an elaborate plan, created a suit that only yasuhiro hagakura could fit perfectly into and then proceeded to betray hifumi by taking his life, which, of course, goes against the plan she made with him. her betraying him literally represents that she knows how to lie. she is the queen of liars for a reason. seriously, kokichi ouma isn’t even on her level imo.

anyways, that’s all for tonight from me! sorry, this whole trial has just got me fuming out thoughts. hopefully you enjoy reading my ramble lmao

Had an appointment with a new Dr I've only seen once. Got there and went to check in. The person called me over after we were standing for a while. I said I need to check in and she said you were supposed to do self check in.

WTF is that? I had no idea what she was talking about.

She says it's a text on your phone. I pull out my phone, no text. She says well I can just resend it taps on the computer a bit but stops when 2 ladies enter behind her. The three of them start talking about tattoos and being drunk and things. I still am standing there holding my phone. I was unsure if she had actually sent the text or not because it didn't ding immediately but sometimes texts do take some time. After waiting for a good bit I check my phone. No text. A few minutes go by and I start checking blocked/spam. Yeah it's the same number from one Dr I quit going to and had to block the number to stop getting make an appointment texts. I open and tap the check in. A little page comes up saying checked in and it was like a webpage and had other things. The three ladies, who are all on the clock, just keep chatting. She finally looks over at us again. So I ask is that it?

She huffs at me, taps the keyboard and says no you have 7 other steps.

I am in quite a large amount of pain, I really overextended myself on Sat and was still sore plus all the standing so we go sit down.

It's all the intake paperwork I had just done in Dec. I almost just skipped through them, poking the agree/signature buttons, but I am highly anxious and can't just not read to check its the same.

Fucking AI! They wanted me to sign an agreement for my Healthcare history as well as any future information to be used by AI!!!!!!!!! Absolutely Fuck No!

The only option is to sign, I cannot change the page, disagree, or even go back. Jason looks at it too and decides to just tell them the phone isn't working. She bypasses the check in and pulls up the copay and Jason pays it and comes back.

We finally get called back to a room and the nurse who was leading us comes in and starts talking very quickly. I heard nothing until the end when she said one medication name followed by is that all? I looked just said yes. I was already so done with all of it and then she leaves and we start reading the things on the wall and this is posted there.

Excuse me? Like that's ridiculous, many many illness have overlapping symptoms that would be different issues!

Today I want to talk about the Ending of danganronpa v3! Spoilers ahead!

Ok, so at first I was having very uh...mixed feelings because of the whole 'oh it's all fiction none of this is real' trope being used but I quickly ended up really enjoying it! I absolutley LOVE that even though V3 was fiction, there's the possibility that the events of the previous games were real. Also, the way Tsumugi did her cosplay thing was super weird and cool to see!!! (I nearly cried when she cosplayed Mondo-)

The thing that I love most about the ending though, is that they end it without telling what happens after. Was everything truly fake? Who knows! Its up to you to decide what you think happened! I just think that's awesome!!! It gives infinite possibilities for ideas!! Also, when the piano song started playing? Very beautiful!!! I also found it really cool when the gameplay switched to Keebo for a bit.

And that's it! I'll likely be making more of these because there's so much in V3 I want to talk about.

11037 IS LEON NOT DAMN SAYAKA

I UNDERSTAND THAT HE WAS AN ASS AND HE KILLED HER

BUT COME ON. FUCKING S ERIOUSLY. WHEN I SEEM 11037 I THINK LEON NOT SAYAKA AND NAEGI NEEDS TO UNDERSTNAD THAT FUCKING LEON WAS PUT UNDER PREASURE AND F CUCK