25th April 2018 I'm an absolute sweaty mess in this picture and not long after it was taken, I fell asleep!!! Again, my makeup stayed in place! This is what trying to change yourself for the better by eating better and exercising more with Fibromyalgia, does to me. I will no doubt, be in some sort of pain tomorrow but I'm NOT letting it win, instead I'm going to push through it and carry on. In a few weeks I hope to start looking and feeling alot more healthier and more confident in myself. This will also do my mentle health the absolute world of good too! Last night, I received two seperate messages; one I always dread reading from a particular person because they never usually have anything nice to say. Yes, I let it get to me last night and it hurt but that was it, I didn't let it affect me today and I didn't reply. The other message I got was from someone who just needed someone to talk too, however, there has been alot of miscommunication in the past and to reference @robinthicke, a lot of blurred lines I suppose. Today, whilst out driving and talking to @mr_scorch about things, I realised how much better I felt about past situations and I didn't realise that I cared so much until it was off my shoulders. I think alot of that is down to how I see things and react to them and by wanting to change for the better, I feel like I will also become a better, happier and more positive person for it. #happy #positive #positivevibes #changingmylife #changingmyself #wanttobebetter #itsokaynottobeokay #sweatymess #fibromyalgia #fibromyalgiaawareness #health #healthy #exercise #nopainnogain #makeup #makeuponpoint #makeuplover #makeuprevolution @makeuprevolution #talentgram #talent @adam_minto70 #ignore #ignorenegativity #noblurredlines #emotinal #doingthisforme #doingthis #sweatysession #treadmill #treadmillworkout #getfit @harryjudd @mrs_izzyjudd @ladynadiaessex I feel you may also appreciate this post. https://www.instagram.com/p/BiaU3QGgCx5/?igshid=1jvq71msx3vqq