#brokeup

Hey you,

How’s life? Still remember me?

Now look at your phone gallery, look at those pictures. Who mostly took those pictures of you? Me.

Now look at your phone, aren't we have the same type of phone? Of course! We bought it together. Same type different color. We delivered it to my house. I still remember the excitement you had for that new phone

Now, open your phone case box. Look at those cases I gave to you. Look at those matching cases we have.

Now look at your watch. What time is that? Is it time for us to meet yet? Oh, I still remember how you confused deciding which one is good on your hand. I picked it for you. I know what's the best for you. I know you better than yourself.

Come here and look at all of your shoes. I picked them all for you. Look at it one by one, it holds our memories. The places we've been together, the store we bought them, the mountain we hiked together.

Now look at your sandals, we have matching sandals, different size, different pattern, same price. Because we bought it together.

Now look at those pictures of us being with my close friends. The friends who are now also your friends, where you can be your true self without feeling scared, afraid of being judged. So many laughter we've shared over small things.

See? You can go to Bali with other people, but what memories will you remember? Us. of course. I took you to that mystical place for the first time. We back again and had fun with my friends, and that one is unforgettable.

And yes. Hong Kong will never be the same without me. That hotel you always get for free, every corner of Central, those night markets, Tsim Sha Tsui skyscrapers, Victoria Harbour.

Now look at those cards on your wallets. Look at them closely. You ask for my consent before you applied them. I am the only one you share the pin with.

You can live your life as it is. You can try to hide me from your life and try to forget all we had. But at the end, all you find is me. Every step, every breath, every visual you got, every smell, every flavor. Because I am you and you are me.

pensando si todavía sigo en tu mente por las noches.

Si algo se enciende en ti al oír mi nombre,

si todavía sonríes cuando de sorpresa aparezco en tu cabeza, (si es que lo hago).

Quisiera saber que pasa en ti ahora,

porque la incertidumbre está noche me está carcomiendo,

sufriendo en si alguien más ocupa tu pensamiento,

y me estás desechando.

De verdad no quisiera eso, no sé si es la costumbre que nos mantenía unidos,

pero yo siento que de verdad te amo.

Desearía poder cambiar lo nuestro,

reciclar lo bonito y mejorarlo,

tomar lo oscuro y ponerle algo de color.

Me siento muy gris ahora,

y sin ti todo se torna negro.

Deseo de corazón que el tiempo este de nuestro lado,

miles de escenarios se abren paso sin ti,

y el miedo me toma por los hombros.