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I was just looking at chrochet sock patterns and a thought entered my head that said "do the anatomical sock tutorial since that lady said it would fit better", which would be fine except I have no clue where my brain got that from because 1. I've never talked about crocheting socks before and 2. I've never watched anything in how to chrochet socks before. Did my brain invent some lady that told me to pick the more complicated sock option after one YouTube search??
the thing about recommending stuff to us is that 96% of the time we're just Not Going To
like, we don't even have the excuse of being busy or anything our brain is just an idiot that's like "hmmmm. no" but then immediately dive into something else like it's nothing
so if we don't watch that show or listen to that song it is NOT because we think it's bad or anything. we are just extremely stupid and lazy
sorry to everyone for everything
Y’all i will actually cry if Vox ends up betraying the other Vees. Like, they’re all awful but they’re awful together- they’re basically family
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it's 2 am
and this is what my brain got
insanity sparks inspiration
and
inspiration sparks insanity
my 2 am brain says it makes sense
N.B.
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i really want to believe that grief is love with nowhere to go, but mostly it is horror. mostly i am terrified.
i am rarely sad. i am always small, turning around at the mall to find my mom isn’t behind me anymore, except i’m 34 and she’s never running back around a corner to scoop me into a frantic hug.
it’s horrifying. i don’t find comfort in things that make me feel close to her. they just emphasize that she’s not here. i make myself do it anyway because my therapist says i should. i agree. i don’t feel better. but i’ve done the alternative (avoidance) and that ends way worse.
i cry and get a migraine.
last night i woke up from a bad dream with the word “mom” leaping from my mouth.