I confuse people on my gender. And I hate it.
I happen to have long hair.
I may be gnc, but it's nothing you wouldnt see from the 70's - 80's.
Ive been on T for about 8 or so years. Top surgery for about 6 years. Hysterectomy, under a year.
It doesn't matter if i let my facial hair grow out and become noticeable. Dressing as masc as possible. Avoid9ng speaking too high. Ect.
Because I like having longer hair and being short, im only seen as a woman. And I refuse to cut my hair, ive wanted long hair my entire life.
I DONT WANT to be a "mystery" it to confuse people or whatever. I just want to be called a man.
Its hard not to care when you cant go to work, or go iut in general, without everyone needing to "ma'am" or "she/her" you at every chance they get. Even with facial hair.
Ngl its doesn't even matter if I do cut my hair. I dont get gendered correctly. Ever. I can cut it short with the most masculine cut you can get, have a little beard, and dress in baggy masc clothing and STILL get called a girl.
I hate leaving the house. I hate interacting with others. I hate that nothing will seemingly ever change.