#apls

ARF ARF oh my god BARK you awakened her ROOF down girl

NO BUT A EH RFSGA ARG. robb would literally moan, biting you back equally as hard (harder, if you so wish) (you do) (he does) — and you both would be covered in marks from the other by the time you’re finished. he almost likes marking you as much as he likes you marking him 🙂‍↕️ (freak) (affectionate)

biting him (especially that hard) (he grunts) would help lateseasons!jon flip that switch of man -> wolf in bed, as it not only works him up completely, but it lets him know how much you want this. he’s too much of a sweetheart to be mean without being absolutely sure that’s what you want too (bless him)

I'm not even 30, but I hear my biological clock ticking so loudly. For 5 years I was told I had antiphospholipid syndrome, which can result in recurrent miscarriages and even since learning it was a misdiagnosis, the fear of that has never left me. I have no biological reason to think that I'll have any more trouble than other people at having kids, and yet I just have this nagging feeling that it won't go right for me.

Also feeling grief about having kids in the wider context of the pandemic. My dad has step grandkids now, and I'm happy for him and they're so cute. But despite acknowdging the risks of Covid he makes no effort to avoid it. I fear he'll never live long enough, or be in good enough health, to play with my own kids in the same way.

Plus there's the emotional turbulence which comes with figuring out how tf to navigate keeping kids safe in this world. How do you protect your baby when they're too little to mask? How do you make sure they see other kids to socialise with, without them also getting SARS2 alongside social skills? How do you navigate getting them an education? Home schooling could work at a push for primary school, but there's no way it's feasible for secondary? How do you give them a normal and fulfilling upbringing, whilst keeping them (and also by extension me) safe?

(Not their colors, just outlines)

Aka, thinking about APLS again-